25+ escapism doesn't help anymore edition

>26
>have a career
>own a house
>married
>about to have my first born son

life is good.

Learn something you idiot. Read a book, take an online class.

>>38573446

>was on the verge of escaping robothood
>started smoking and drinking again
>losing my gym gains
>playing vidya again

suddenly when im about to make a life altering decision my mind tells me to retreat out of fear and to act like a teenager again

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>26
>porn got boring
>video games got boring
>movies/tv shows got boring
>books are too difficult and also boring
>don't know any drug dealers nor do i have the money for drugs
>no friends
>neet with schizophrenia

every day gets worse, i'm just waiting for my death

>32
>Still managed to hold onto my imagination and escapism
>Went on Google maps and street view "walked" around the streets of another country
>Genuinely feel as if I've been on holiday

My life sucks, everyone my age is stable and I'm still a man baby teenager.
I'll be moving back in with my parents to save on money from the place I was renting.
I want to go to the Gym
I want to travel
But it all feels as if it's too late
I want to ignore my age and do what I objectively want from now on
But I can't escape how the tide is going out on my health now, nothing is going to get better
I want to take my own life, I've built nothing, but I want to live intensely before I go.

I only have myself to blame.
I think loosing your escapism is a good thing. Go out there and make some story worthy moments for yourselves.

>>38574038
It's not over yet. You will work your way out of this rut. You will be happy.

>>38573621
>schizophrenia
who needs drugs when u have schizophrenia

i went to a wedding this weekend.

i immediately regretted it. it was the last social event i will ever go to.

>>38573521
can you go away please.

>>38574169
Thank you. Same to you if you need it.

>>38574684
Why? I'm not doing anything wrong.

>>38574738
You are still breathing

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Well lads I start my new high paying job tomorrow. I'm 2 hours away from my home and I feel like a fish out of water. I'm not sure if I made the best decision of my life or the worst, it's just so different and I really want to go back.

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21 here, but I'll be graduating uni at 25 due to a very late major change.

Enrolling into school in 2018 I'm 25. I look 19, will I become better... BTW going for computer science, but I'm learning both it and programming.

> 32
> just become a NEET after been fired
> only real 'friend' is my onitis
> porn boring
> games boring
> tv shows/video boring
> a lot of plans but not enough strength to do them
Right now I just browse youtube and try to wait for my death
also drinking a lot, weed is not good anymore

>>38574738
dont fuck with us even more, life did it enough

>>38573621
Everything has become boring once I got 25-26 yo. Anime, vidya, movies, TV series, books - none of that shit can entertain me for longer than a quarter. If it wasn't for alcohol and WoW I'd probably be long dead by now.

>>38575164
>weed not good anymore
one of the worst feels. best high at this point is two shots two beers and a cigarette and it's a sweet spot that lasts all of 30min before i'm just angry and drunk.

>>38575629
i've got tired of weed, quite fast. Alcohol too but not so much, when I'm angry I like to drink and listen to music.

>>38575834
w-wut kind of music anon?

this is my favorite angry song from the weekend
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MI5Q861GR0s

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ITT normalfaggots, failed normalfaggots, bragfags, and under 25 faggots like every other thread

bros im 27, just got sone fucking my qt girlfriend, and have to wake up for the awesome job i got hooked up with tomorrow

im still like le sad :( wat do

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>turning 25 next week

>>38577383
>le sad
> :(
Kill yourself, preferably.

>>38577450
>being this originally dense

>>38577682
There are limits to my tolerance for bait. At least have some class.

>>38577708
Why can't people be le classy like le good olde days xd

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>be 27
>lost a shit ton of weight recently
>however i've been going to the gym for about 7 years prior
>dick was 4 inches now it's 6''
>girls are acting weird
>at the store be looking at a particular item
>then some girl looks at a item near me and brushes her hair
>they're giving me eye contact now
>girls at the registers small talk me and help me if i need something
>be at DMV
>Some Asian girl kept looking at me periodically and brushing her hair with her had
this has never happened to me in my life. I'm HKV, never had a gf, and never been on a date. I'm scared of the idea of getting a gf.i thought i was going to be a wizzie. I don't even look like the same person anymore lads. I don't think i'll become a normie because of years of isolation but maybe a girl will give me a chance? who knows

>>38577894
In the same boat anon, recently decided to take action and push purpose into my life, started cleaning up better and although it's mostly fat chicks, getting attention even at that level is pretty daunting.
The older I get the more my being 6"4 is starting to override being skelly. I just have to constantly think of my posture.

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Anyone get nostalgia triggers? I just heard Weezer say it ain't so on the radio yesterday and it brought me back to a time from when I was 17. I remember colors being more iridescent,food tasting better, and I actually enjoyed playing video games and not using them as a means of escape.

Sometimes i wish i was back in HS. I was bullied hardcore back then, they grabbed my mantits and kicked my ass but at least my life had some kind of direction. Now i feel like i'm a little fishy in this big ocean swimming in circles that is mentally trapped in a fish bowl. At least back then I had the opportunity to be someone, now I feel like I'm doomed to rot here in this house. I feel like I'm losing my mind.

It's sad that Were not the only ones, i see a lot of people my age that look lost.

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>>38573446
>25
>KHV
>hikkineet
>no friends
>no money
>no hope
I still apply for jobs I know I'll never get, mostly just because I like imagining myself being happy and that gives me just enough energy to fill out the applications for them.

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>>38575110
Haha same here. I don't know about your situation but I'm coming from an electrical controls and robotics field and going back to school for computer science. Also won't finish my bachelor's till I'm 25. My plan is to be able to work remotely and live wherever the fuck I want.

>>38573521
I honestly hope you and your entire family dies in a fire.

>>38575143
Good choice, alot of computer science majors are brainlets and think they'll be taught how to program. Good on you for actually learning how to program outside of class. Be sure to pick up some pyhton and Java, and SQL as they are in big demand

>>38573521
I hope your wife miscarried

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19 here.

I'm sorry but I come to these threads to try and motivate myself to get my shit together before I'm older.

>>38573521
You will bury your child in your lifetime.

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>>38578846
You're already getting there. Start by taking some CC general Ed courses and get an associates in something marketable like CS or nursing, then work in your field while pursuing a bachelor's.

Don't worry too much about debt, community colleges offer really generous scholarships for just attending them before transferring to a 4-year. Look at what "dual admissions agreements" your community college offers.

If you don't have a job currently, try applying for as many scholarships as possible regardless award amount, or go to a staffing agency and get whatever they can offer you. Or if you feel confident enough get a CDL license ($80 or so) and start driving trucks as almost every body including their mom is getting a job in trucking

Good luck Anon, and remember to not comepare yourself to others. Only compare yourself to your past self and you will succeed at whatever you want to.

>>38573521
I hope youare white

>>38578846

I'm 27 and I thought the same as you when I was your age.

>I won't be here forever
>I will outgrow this place
>I will get a life and a gf and do fun things irl

and then you find yourself 10 years later, in your childhood bedroom, doing the same exact things, posting the exact same memes, and not progressing in life at all

>>38573446
>34
>Went to a major university with a 3.5 GPA
>Unemployable major because I followed my dreams
>Would be broke and living on the streets if I didn't inherit my mother's paid off house
>Sued her insurance company after she died and got a fat settlement check
>Live off neetbux and stock dividends from investing the settlement
>Haven't had more than a first date in ten years
>Tell myself that life is meaningless anyway, at least I don't have to work some shit retail job

>>38579318
Why not date? You got your own place to bang sluts; 80% of the work is already done. Just speaking as a wizard who has none of that shit.

>>38579341
I try. Women seem to sense I'm a robot and never want to take things further than a first date. I could probably find plenty of golddigging whores if I posted a screenshot of my net worth on my dating profile.

>>38576056
>see title "Wrekmeister Harmonies"
>oh it's gonna be a song from the soundtrack of that incredible Bela Tarr film
>it turns out to be shitty metal
kek'd at you sorry robot

>>38579318
you have it pretty good compared to a lot of people here. Women are your only problem but that can be changed if you change your mindset and stop seeing them as something necessary for your happiness

>>38579440
pretty rude but i'm down for some kino. what's a good Bella Tarr to start on?

>>38578608
Thanks I've been studying Information technology more right now, still working on python coding. The only big project I've done so far is make the web browser open when it's 8am and plays music. Other than that I don't know much. It's fun though I like learning outside of class.

>>38579318
>34
>Dropped out of HS, dropped out of college
>Highly employable because did computer hobby the right way
>Not a dev tho
>$75k a year
>in Silicion Valley
>still pretty poor
>have my dad's 1.2million dollar house, renting it
>still not great income
>still live with mom
>don't even bother with OKC etc.
>disposable income and i drink way too much
>i'm a good employee
>just keep working
>don't even know who to give my shit to when i kill myself.

>30
>married
>kids
>work part time but don't have to

Don't give up anons

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>>38579841
>i'm a normie
>identify as robot

get fucked

>>38574650
>extrovert chad brother gunna be marrying a walmart whale in 3months
>parents only staying there for 3days they said
>so far, they have thrown every advice to go to a wedding bluepilled boomers can think of.
>will be the only single person out of 20people. even the dogs will have someone.
>they still think am going.

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>>38580049
pls post whale

>>38580086
1/3

grtnpbyd5ry

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>>38580360
e.;tymp;ebe;t9gyb,d

>>38573521
That's pretty disgusting and normie as hell desu senpai

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>>38580379
2/3

0567hy0e8ng-e958u

>>38580416
3/3

9o947gto85t7g059er

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>>38580438
6k;poriepriyhnepoth

>>38580455
Is the guy in a number 6 shirt your brother? If so he is not a chad.

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>>38580519
you know that guy that goes on reddit and thinks he is funny?

>>38580590
wow your brother is probably more depressed and lonely than you.

>>38579389
I've never even been on a date ._.

>>38580631
>the day i relized it has been 10years since i had any friends
>cried whole day
>mom asked brother to take me out to eat
>he picks his FAV place; rooster's
>try to have a deep talk with him about why i am down
>his meaning of him having depression is looking for a new job while playing destiny1 on his xbox1 and watching onepiece all day for 2weeks
>while we were eating, he gives me the 'life is like a video game' talk mixed with casual advice that only worked for him
>he asked if i had my card on me and used it to pay for dinner
>played top40 music on the way back to my place to drop me off

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>>38580590
Holy shit someone hold me
The keks are overtaking me

>24
>Recently Graduated
>Got an internship related to major within 2 months
>Just started get paid
>Not sure what I'm going to do after
>My choice is moving from my state to CA, GA, NC or FL. Because these are the states where I have family and resources.
>I've been applying like a fiend, no interviews.
>Scared to apply to states I've never set foot in to live.
>Total mommies boy, but I know I won't be happy living with her. This is a good thing.
>That and I need major dental work.

I feel like I got it pretty good but fuck me is this scary setting out on your own. I feel like if I mess up I will end up a drug addict negro in jail, even though that is silly.

>>38580751
i was born with autism/cerebral palsy btw.

i have more family normie stories;
>be me
>3hours ago
>at me mom's house because turbo balding fat normie brother's blob of a tumblr GF's birthday
>family getting ready for her 22nd birthday dinner with is hamburgers and hotdogs and beans and salad
>mom setting her gifts on the table
>brother [ age 25] is playing pokemon sun on his 3ds and turns on his FAV show 'le bangzanga show'
>hear a sex joke coming from the tv
>he laughs HUEHUEHUE INHALES HUEHUEHEHEHUEHUE
>his gf jiggles a bit
>smuganimepicture.jpg
>ask his brother is his gf has had sex before while she and my mom are in the same room
>'who said that and why did they be askin'?'
[brother and his GF both have a goybook/windows10 but rather use their phones more than their comps]
>an anon person from 4chan and he was just wondering
>'4CHAN!? THAT HACKER WEBSITE FULL OF HACKERS THAT STEAL YOUR INFOMATION AND HACK YOUR STUFF!? I DUN WUN EM HACKING UP MY FACEBOOK AND BE STEALIN MY CARDS!' my mom said
>brother and mom are yelling about le scary deep web ooga booga website
>try to tell my brother that risk of being a cuck
>he does not care if he has to raised someone else's kid and he would had known if she got banged before because he been with her for 7years
>mom goes crazy about being racist and calls me rude
>done.png
>walk back to my place when they were gunna say grace then sing her a song

>>38580847
Your family isn't full of normies.

You are all spergs.

>>38580847
i went to a full blown trailer trash redneck one this time
>all the fat people
>all the rednecks
>all the fat redneck people that hogged up the lanes and had GFs
>all them knifes tho but no guns
>all them overpriced nintendo games
>that booth that had WRITING ON EACH GAME
no gun booth tho
>had dream about getting in trouble by touching a female who was part of a terrorist ORG at a canival. they were trying to bomb the hotel from the inside we were in.
>wake up around 9am
>wanted to wank but ERPed with fat old guys from craigslist again then wanked to ass porn
>went to foodstore with me mom
>ate lunch at me mom's place
>brother had to work and could not come to the flea market with us
>spend in hour at flea market looking for old stuff but everything was 10usd and up
had me mom ask me where i got all my music from
if i told her
it would not stick with her
'just listen to the 80s station, if you like 80s.'
oh and my brother irl fell for the ishit phone
because they just werk
no-one takes what the smart people have to say about anything
'well..i have an ishit so i can sync my new ishit with my other ishit and get all the ishit ishit apps everyone else has. the battery of the ishit ishit ishit ishit ishit poo-in-le-loo ishit REEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>my brother is one of those people that would use an ishitpad instead of fixing his virused up le ass laptop but he does not because it is too slow to use
hmmmm
i wonder why
>give it to me
'no. lol. you will put some type of virus like firefox on it and make it more slow.'

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>tfw fucking 27
>virgin
>tfw unemployed
>tfw nothing is fun anymore, all exists to pass the time
>time is the one thing I wish I had more of but just burn it
>tfw feel trapped
best case scenario I get a shitty job I will hate after IMMENSE effort. I will never have gf because facial scarring. Rational choice is suicide but every time I try I pussy out. My life is a JOKE

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>24
>dropout
>work shitty minimum wage job to try and save some money and not go insane
>live with parents
>kv
>one real life friend
>no future prospects or dreams
>recently acquired tinnitus
>>can't even find joy in vidya or music anymore without the ringing
>contemplating suicide again after being somewhat positive these past few years

I don't know where to go from here, everything just keeps getting worse. I feel incredibly bad for my parents, considering they did a good job in raising me.

Where did it all go so wrong....

>>38573521
Don't get too happy, your baby's black.

>>38573446
Im 24, turning 25 in september. I've been feeling this same uneasiness all year and its getting worse.

This whole time my idea has basically been to work as few hours as possible because I hate wagecucking, make just enough money to live comfortably paycheck to paycheck, spend my downtime watching netflix and playing vidya, lurking chans, and socializing though my computer with a few steam friends. Because this was all I have needed to be happy thus far, its all I ever strived for. Why bother doing more?

Doing anything more than nothing has always made me exhausted and uncomfortable. Other people manage to work through the exhaustion and uncomfortability because theres an end reward that motivates them - like making x number of dollars, or working their way up to that dream position at their job.

Money doesn't motivate me because I'm not materialistic. Really all I need is a comfy apartment, an internet connected, and trailerpark food. And I'm not motivated to get to a certain job position either, because I'm not passionate about anything.

But lately I can't get immersed in any vidya anymore, I'm getting more hours at work whether I like it or not, netflix is garbage these days, I just don't feel satisfied with my time-passing hobbies anymore

I want a comfy small house. I want my own property. Somewhere secluded but not rural. I'm sick of feeling this awful feeling in my gut when I try to do nothing on a day off - like I'm wasting a day.

No idea what to do.

>>38579318
I wish I had your life.

>>38573521
I'm 26 and have a creer too but I just broke up with my girlfriend because I needed some freedom.

How the fuck are you having a kid at 26? I wouldn't even think about it for another 8 years.

>>38578846
Just the fact that you're coming to this board means your life is going down the toilet.

Age is irrelevant, I'm sure a lot of robots started 19 or younger in here.

>>38581098
Yup. That's what happens when you think you can skirt by on the bare minimum. Maybe if you cut your balls off and buy a dog, it'll stop being so horrible.

>>38581278
Literally the reason these threads exist. Most people on this board are young people.

>>38581278
>tfw realize I started coming to here when I was 19
>26 now

At I did some normie stuff in those years though.

I'm 18 rn and fucking have no drive, my girlfriend got deported and all my money I have from working goes towards fucking college and vidya. how do I motivate myself to give a shit about my last year of highschool and get myself into college

>>38581386
Fuck off.
>gf
>18
>job
go away

>>38580455

that's the most american image i have ever seen

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>>38581386
No help for you you'll be stuck in your own mediocrity forever considering if things would be different if you actually did something in your life https://youtu.be/VLAAy_pM-k8

>>38581493
It's pretty much what I see in channels like TLC and Discovery H&H so I agree with you.

>>38581386
I hope Trump had something to do with that deportation.

I voted for him because he promised he'd deport law breaking foreigner assholes like your gf.

Fucking Dreamer shitheads forgot there's lots of Americans that can't even get a slice of the American Dream. I should get my slice before some illegal immigrant scum like your gf gets hers.

>>38581494
Yuck. Kill it with fire!

>>38581528
Hear hear
Fuck them, my life sucks enough already but these immigrants have made it worse directly and indirectly.

>>38580990
>>38581076
You both deserve a (You). It probably won't get better but I read what you had to say.

>>38581098
It's time to get better anon. If work comes to you without asking you have some skills. If vidya and netflix don't feel good that means it's time to be a winner.

>>38575487
fucking same but my autism makes me need to be competitive in WoW, eg. mythic raiding but I cannot keep a schedule due to my depression

what the fuck do I do

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>skin problems my whole life
>skin manages to stay clear lately
>actually have confidence for once
>wake up one day
>have 4 (four) new cysts on side of face

im 26

>>38573446
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L1Quo3LhvUM Here is something to cheer you up.

>>38581605
>it probably won't get better
>people still in their 20's

They'll be fine. Start panicking when you're 35 or something. And even then you can still get your life back on track if you care.

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>>38579204
this hit me a little too hard anon

>>38580813
Fuck GA. Do NOT come here. I'm getting the hell out as soon as I possibly can.

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>>38573446

>tfw it's almost August already

>>38581098
Quantico, Sense8, Lie to Me, The Sniffer, Supernatural, Bordertown, Archer, D.C.'s Legends of Tomorrow, Limitless, iZombie, Stranger Things, Z Nation, My Name is Earl, Zoo, Nurse Jackie, House M.D., How to Get Away with Murder, Burn Notice, Once upon a Time, Prison Break, and many others (in no particular order). Watching Netflix - and JewTube - is seriously all I do.

>>38573446
i'm 25 almost 26 kv, still 2 more years to get a degree in mathematics. I'm doing more or less okay, set goals my friend.

Took me years to understand there is really no better way to describe my condition than dead inside.

>>38581076
>the pain of existence
great title of an autobiography

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>>38580590
this is "chad" now? what the fuck? if this guy's chad then I'm fucking Goku m8

I'm 38, and my life sucks right now, but it's been awesome at times. It'll be awesome again too. Since I'm drunk and sad, I'm going to be here for a little bit talking to you people about what life is like when you're older. I can also give you some advice on what to do.

Questions?

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>>38583529
When does contentment set in and you stop giving a fuck about what others think? I'm 27 and it's already happening.

>>38583544
Everyone tells me it happens in your 40s, but I think it depends on your situation. I've seen married guys in their 20s go out to the grocery store in an old T-shirt and sweatpants. If it's happening to you, keep on going. I'm not quite there yet, but I hear it's pretty freeing.

>>38583544

28 here and it's started.

>>38583529
Tell me your opinion about women in general anon.

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>>38582115
>Roaccutane
>Roaccutane
>Roaccutane

Fucking do it. It will change your life. If your still getting cysts on your face in your 20s you need to be seeing a dermatologist to get prescribed

>Roaccutane

>>38577894

>a grill looked at me now I'm not gonna be a wizzie whew!

kek

>>38573521

remember this post when it all comes crashing down

>>38578309
This, wish I was back in highschool everyday, I dream about my old friends nearly every night still, but the fun and joy I used to feel. Life actually looked good for me. I'm only 23 was just browsing this thread because always interested in hearing more about older bots, but this post, I relate way too much too.

I don't belong in this time, I just want to go back to HS, everything made sense, life was good, I can still close my eyes and see myself there, the faces of my old friends, hear their voices. It's like I could just go there tomorrow and all of them would just be there waiting for me. Everything would be as I left it, but I know it's not. Fuck what have I done? I don't want this, I just want what I had back.

>>38584228

b-but he's not like the others! it's true love! nothing can go wrong!

>>38584167
already went on it twice

>severe nuclear level acne in high school
>need 2 rounds of accutane
>clears most of it but still get some breakouts 10 motherfucking years later

what did god mean by this

>>38584296
Shit. Im very sorry for your hardship anon. Do you see a dermatologist?

I was lucky in that my skin cleared up completely on my second round. Fucking horrible side effects.

>dick so dry that it would bleed from jerking of

Hang in there anon!

>>38575104
big life changes are hard anon. I'm sure things will work out better than you expect, things like that usually do

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>>38584296
>two rounds of Accutane
Goddamn you must have the skin of a desiccated Nile crocodile

>>38575487
try other blizz games and weed, give yourself some variety man

>>38584419
no, what could a derm really do for me besides recommend accutane again. right now i just moisturize and hope for the best.

>>38573521
>>38573521
>people brag to me about having children.

What do they mean by this?

>old enough to remember when pepe was happy all the time

>>38573521
If we all collectively wish hard enough for this guy's entire family to die and for him to lose everything, the chances of it actually happening will raise by some minuscule amount.

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>>38573521

>28
>have a decent salary job but with no transferrable skills so I'm trapped here
>live with mom
>khv
>constantly reminded of how I'll never achieve much more beyond having a decent job and living on my own eventually
>is this worth living for?
>will I ever be happy?
>can't kill myself while mom/cat are still alive and still love me

At least I can collect cool guns. I'm not sure which one I'd use to kill myself with if it ever came to that.

>>38584691
Why do you still live with your mother if you get paid decently?

>>38584728

I work in NYC and don't feel like paying half my takehome pay to some fat kike, don't want to live in the city anyway. Even houses out here on Long Island are really expensive too.

That said, I am saving up money for a down payment on... something, potentially, it just takes a long time. 20% of a house is still going to take me years of saving.

Also, my cat was born and raised in this house and I don't want to traumatize him by moving him away from everyone and everything he knew especially his brother cat. Sounds stupid but I love him so fucking much and I want him to be happy.

>tfw 26 years old
>tfw qt 19 year old at work seems into me

How can I know for sure and would it be weird if I pursued it?

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>>38579204
>and then you find yourself 10 years later, in your childhood bedroom, doing the same exact things, posting the exact same memes, and not progressing in life at all
i can't even think of a coherent response to this.

>>38584765
i escaped from long island, theres nothing there for you if you're poor and alone t b h

>>38573446

>tfw heart murmur

ok

I think I'll keep this from my parents for the time being.

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>>38584770
Something like this I would imagine would be an appropriate meme

>>38584767
try to become friends with them, ask them to hangout, go from there.

>>38584831
it just completely scrambled my thoughts for a second
i think my brain was trying to have a moment of self-awareness but i'm autistic so it didn't work and it just turned into panic

what happens if you use student loans to buy a plane ticket out of the US and just never come back

>>38584835
I won't be seen as weird for asking out/dating a 19 year old? I don't know what's acceptable and what's not.

>>38584880

You get to figure out how other countries work, on the fly. Good luck!

>>38579204
>and then you find yourself 10 years later, in your childhood bedroom, doing the same exact things, posting the exact same memes, and not progressing in life at all
literally me, only i'm 25 instead of 27

will probably still be me when i'm 27 though, and most likely 37 too

>>38584765
if it takes you years of working to afford a 20% down payment on a house while living at home with no real expenses (from a job in NYC/NYC wages) then something is wrong or your job seriously sucks

>>38584916
No, it's not that weird to be friends with 19 year olds. You become friends first, and then ask them out (not out as a friend specifically but it's vague enough that it might be if she declines).

Then you look for minor signs and make minor advances, test the waters to see how she responds to little advances, how eager she is to be around you etc.

>>38581076
reading this makes me happy to have an excuse by saying i was raised by a single mom. would suck to get a good hand and still lose

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i use to think that itd get better being a single guy in my 30's
then you get here and see who's left
my only prospect is a JW girl who i think just got out of h.s.
actually kinda scared of her parents

>>38584801

I dream of leaving but I don't want to start from nothing. My job pays well enough but my work is extremely niche, and even though my degree (EE) is useful on paper, I've forgotten everything and don't want to work in that field anyway for many reasons I don't feel like expanding upon. If I left NY I'd have to start at the bottom of some new career and I'm not mentally prepared to do that, hence why I feel trapped here.

I keep toying with the idea of getting some IT certifications.

>>38584953

I started at $60k in 2014, now I'm making $80k. However, after taxes, all deductions and my 401k (I put 20%), I take home about $3300 a month right now.

After all other expenses like loans and living expenses, on my budget I end up with around $18k a year. Nothing to sneeze at, but since homes around here even far out on the island are $300k starting, that's 3 years of saving at my current income level.

I'm working on it, is what I'm saying. It isn't unachievable, I just need to pay off my loans first and within like 2 more years I'll be fine. I just rather live somewhere cheaper

OP I know that fear. I was going nowhere, no prospects. I never held a job in my life. I got lucky, a friend threw me a line and now I have something going for me right now. By the end of the year I will be making money, after I finish this training program I got into. It's scary cause I've never had a job before and I don't know if I'll be able to handle doing this 5 days a week for year after year. I just want to keep being a NEET, watching anime and jacking off all day every day. But I need money, I don't wanna be homeless, I don't wanna beg friends and family for money.

>>38584922
>>38579204
>20-23 just working odd jobs trying to keep myself busy to push away suicidal thoughts
>24 hit it big and get a nice cushy job that i work my ass off in because it could turn into a career thing and im extreme high energy because i fucking want to make it
>year later shift in management and i get laied off along with a couple of my coworkers during downsizing and we get replaced by 3 fresh college graduates who were all too fucking eager to do the same work for a dollar above min wage and no benefits.
>use my former supervisor as a reference for a couple of jobs that i apply to because i thought i was on good terms with him
>place that hired me for a 4th quarter temp role straight up told me that my former supervisor was talking shit about me when they called him to ask about my work history there
>finished that contract on good terms and they wanted to extend my contract and have me go out of state
>didnt take it because i couldnt afford to move for something that wasnt permanent and they wouldnt offer move assistance
>try to apply for a permanent position within that company and my application gets auto rejected and i get another call about the out of state contract position from them instead
>following two years i just went back to doing odd jobs because i fucking wasted time in a field and ended up with nothing but this shitty story to show for it
>considering going back to school but literally dont know what for becayse everyone and their mom is getting / has a degree so its not a fucking guarantee at a job

>>38585111
It ceritifications is all about location. You wont fucking make it in a big city because IT have become the new degree mill sorta thing here and you legit can be an expert at the stuff but if you dont have specific degree/keywords your resume gets dumpstered

>>38573521
i hope your house burns down with you and your family in it

>>38585161

I mean, it's more like I'd just get the certs in my spare time and just apply passively and hope I get bites.

Plus, I could apply for something internal to my company (I work for the MTA, nice government job) and have an ok-ish chance of getting a bite. I could start my IT career at the same company I work now, develop some skills, and then bail out of this fucking communist state in a couple of years.

I was a neet from 2008 - 2011. Lived in an 2 Room Apartment. Had 100 Bucks a month. Had no Computer. Only a shitty old Smartphone for surfing in the Internet. Watched tv for 10 hours a day. Drank cheap Booze every fucking day. Changed Clothes after 3 Days. Washed my clothes with soap in my bathtub. I cried a lot gut my Life was so worthless. Talked to myself all das. Went on Endless Night-walks with a backpack full kg Vodka. After the First year i looked like a Homeless. I lost 20 kg.

One Night i was so zu Hungry i took all my cash i was Left. Probably 10 Bucks and went to Mc Donalds in the middle of the Night.

I Met my old Teenage Crush Three. First i tried to hide. And Wanted to leave. She saw me.

I was so full of shame. I was Drunk ans looked like shit. She looked still pretty. A week later she called me and asked me for a Drink. Because i was an alcoholic and broke i went to her Place.

Now we are together for 6 years. We will marry Next month. Her parents gave us their House because it is to big for them. I Work 40 hours a week.

Sometimes i Think i killed myself back in my neet times. Now feels like some afterlife Dream. I own a big house have a job and a girl i love.

I still feel ashamed.

>>38585707
It's a beautiful story anon. I hope it's true.

>>38585815
It is. I have extreme Paranoia i will lose it all.

>Almost 26
>Still live at home because the Bay Area is so expensive
>Make 50k a year doing a 9-5 cubical job I've had for 3 years
>Haven't been on a date in 2 years
>No luck on any dating sites
>Fuck hookers on occasion for intimacy
>Constantly depressed when I'm not working

Shit sucks. I want to move but I don't have a college degree so nowhere will hire me.

>>38586012
>no college degree
>high position i can get that isnt hard labor or government work is around $13-14 an hour no benefits in my area
>with college degree
>same story except the pay changes to $15 -16 range

and its a mystery as to why im unmotivated

>>38573446
4 years of not even a hint of a woman in sight.

then 2 in one week.

how do i choose who to pursue robots, I want to escape, but fear I'll lose everything if I pursue the wrong one, or don't decide in a timely manner ;_;

>27
>Moved away from comfy start up job to big city
>Earn 3 times as much
>Regret it and hate job with a passion and believe everyone there hates me
>Rent in big city means going NEET for a month or two will nosedive your savings
>Attempting to save for a house but the whole thing seems like an impossible task
>For some reason I believe owning a property will solve everything
>gf
>Got rare disease at 22 where my left side became paralysed for life
>No friends or other contact for 5 years
>Antidepressants and codeine every day
>Still barely any social skills and everyone thinks I'm weird

How do you get a social life past school age? Am I just fucked? Does anyone know if owning property will fill that hole in me? It seems like the only way to leave this wagie hell.

>>38585707

are you CWC

>>38585707

This is the Sonichu story

>>38585707
this is all i hope for. a woman that loves me and a nice house to settle in, don't care if i have to work 9-5 for the rest of my life
realistically, finding a woman that wants damage goods is 1-in-a-million.

>>38586610
>Does anyone know if owning property will fill that hole in me?
I too have a property-shaped hole.

>>38573521
>26
>No job
>No life
>No friends
>Virgin

At least I have doggo and vidya

>>38588228
I wish you all the best Buddy. You know where to start

>>38585707
You sound like a fucking retard. Don't reproduce, the world doesn't need people like you. You'll only make your children's lives miserable. Don't fucking do it.

>>38573533
This is advice I have been taking. Right now trying to learn a language.

I've been trying to do something to better myself every year. Does it make a difference? Hard to tell, but, I think it's better for me to have some kind of goal.

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A femanon (not on this board) asked me to contact her and I did. We've been talking, but we live far apart. She'll likely get bored of me really fast, but it's nice to have someone to talk to until then.

>>38573621
>don't know any drug dealers nor do i have the money for drugs

Alcohol my friend

I can't remember the last time anyone said anything positive about me besides "funny"

>>38573521
I am happy with my life, but I will join robots in wishing misery on your head. There is no greater piece of shit than the guy who has it all and rubs it in the face of those who have nothing.

>>38574038
Hey anon, 31 here and I led a life close to what you describe until 29. Complete shut-in, feeling like I'm too late to get started on anything, health worsening.

Met a girl on Omegle, and with that I went on to learn how to drive, traveled to different countries and held conversations with random strangers as if they were good friends.

I'm not going to pretend your circumstances are the same, but when it comes to "it's all too late", you never know. I hope that trigger moment comes for you.

>>38573533
youve clearly never experienced the nihilism that comes with depression

>>38579318
If you live in MD, let me crash at your place this winter and I'll be your wingman.

>>38579204
exactly this. then you start going bald and realize your best years are gone and you completely wasted them. all thats left is the slow decline to old age, alone and miserable. if you even make it there.

>>38590599
Same. And when they call me funny they mean in the same way Mr bean is funny.

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>>38579204
Iktf
;(
Ori

>>38573446
>25
>Made amends with the way things are
>Still a shut it but I learned to cook, started keeping my place clean, learning to draw, at least attempting to cope with anger and negativity by getting the fuck away from my computer and into a place where I can calm myself

>Even been going on walks, easy to trick to go outside is to only shop at stores that are at least 15_20 blocks away so when you need something you have to spend a while outside

>>38586012
>50k in the Bay Area
Jesus Christ, you're living in fucking poverty.
Go join the National Guard and get some free college

>>38573621
what you need is a gf

Going on my first date of my life today at age 28

>>38586223
>how do i choose who to pursue robots, I want to escape, but fear I'll lose everything if I pursue the wrong one, or don't decide in a timely manner ;_;
You won't get either if you go into it with an attitude of fear and neediness. Women want to be around people who seem like they'd be just fine without them.

>learn a skill you mong
>go outside
>other useless people with no skills have GFs and careers

this is why we're sad/mad.

>>38591931
Then stop comparing yourself to other people. That's a good first step to happiness. Secondly, you want a gf/wife/career. What steps are you taking to get that? Are you spending time putting in applications? Are you actively and consistently building your skillset and certifications for a career? Are you networking? Are you actually doing anything?

>>38573521

>having babies

lmaoing at your life

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>>38573446
HAHAHAHAHAHAH get fucked neets, you made fun of us that work, that study for a long time, and now you're reaping what you sow, I worked part time as a shelf stocker while I studied,l accounting you all laughed at me, at how shitty my life was and how great it is to play VIDYA all day, now I graduated and landed a comfy office job, I'm in the process to move out of my parents house, girls are starting to show interest in me.
That's what you get neet for being a lazy piece of shit, you will neck yourself soon, what you're feeling now will pale in comparison for what is about to come
Enjoy :)

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>>38591963
nope, not doing any of it. i don't know what steps to take, what applications to apply for, what skillsets to build for what career, don't know how to network, don't know how to do anything and people are too angry to teach me anything, you'll probably get angry at me in the next post.

>your brain will never be strong enough to produce imaginary friends

life sucks

>>38592025
I'm not angry with you. I sympathize but you just need to understand that you're responsible for making your life vision happen. If in 5 years you want to be working in a career, dating, whatever then you have to take steps to make that happen today.

>>38592071
okay? i know i have to do something, but what?? how do i figure out what i need to do if i can't figure it out myself?
is there some type of counselor i can talk to or something? someone who can actually help me for real?

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>>38578846
You aren't going anywhere Anon. Never forget that you're here forever.

>>38592123
What do you mean, you don't know how to figure it out?
You literally just listed the fucking steps in this post >>38592025
1. Find out what you want to do
2. Find out what you need in order to practice/get a job in the field
3. Determine if you're actually willing to go the extra step and not fucking sit back down on your ass
4. Apply to schools or get the certs necessary to get the knowledge
5. APPLY yourself when in school, study and work like your life depended on it
6. Go to career fair and use the career center to get interviews to jobs, or find out if a friend knows if a position is available

As >>38592015 said, leaving NEETdom behind is fucking amazing. You can call me a wage cuck all you like but I'm getting on ahead in life and I'm happy that I'm making my family and my gf proud.

>>38592209
someone else listed that, you blind idiot, i just repeated it.

anyway, that's why i want to talk to a counselor. they won't curse, condescend and act like a faggot, they'll just calmly tell me what i need to know. (you gave good advice, you just delivered it poorly.)

>>38592242
Nigga, show a little initiative and grow some fucking skin. It's a fucked up world out there and some words on an Eritrean camel riding imageboard shouldn't hurt your ego the slightest.

>>38573446

Wow, all that applies to me.

I agree with this idea that consumerwhoring has lost a lot of lustre. Stop telling me to be a fucking consumerwhore who reads 500 books. If you're a woman or child who has a million safety nets you can do that. I have to produce to feel fulfilled.

I lift at the gym and thankfully the best routines are the most minimal. The problem with many hobbies is that you have to either join the hierarchy and grind or else feel / be called a loser. I feel more relaxed at my job than at home

>>38592285
being told to grow skin pisses me off. i've lived a hard ass life.
go fuck yourself.

>>38592303
Time and advice wasted on a manchild. You're a Christian Chandler lite.
And I don't need to go fuck myself, I have someone else do that. Good luck, robot. You were never meant for this world.

The only thing I had in life was exercising and now its triggered psoriasis. The more I exercise the worse it gets. Want to fucking die.

>>38592336
>just proves my point on why i should see a counselor and proves how people won't help, they just get angry

thanks for your contributions. you literally got upset because i'm stupid, congratulations.

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>26
>agoraphobic
>social anxiety
>hates people
>nothing is going well for me
>take a cleaning job
>now every week the supervisor is telling me to clean an area that we didn't agree on
>all jobs i held previously held has been horrible, employers were generally abusive, didn't pay me in time and expected me to go above and beyond for them
>can't get accepted to normal human being jobs because im not white or a woman
>no experience with woman, i don't even care anymore
>only thing that keeps me going are my parents and their faith in me

>>38592303
If you have access to internet, you can learn everything you need to know to do whatever it is you need to do. Maintaining that you need to see a counselor is just a way of putting off what you know you need to do until some unknown future time. Are you taking steps today to get into contact with a counselor? Every goal can be broken down into simple actionable steps that take little more than a bit of time applied consistently and on a daily basis.

>>38573621
>tfw hit this stage already and I'm only 22
Does it get better somewhere at least?

>>38592379
i don't have a counselor phone number or know who to call yet.
i know i'm putting it off. look, you can drop the RP , autism bullshit. speak to me like a human being or don't at all.

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>>38592388
you also got schizophrenia or are you just bored? the illness gets a lot better if you take your meds, though i'll never be able to repair the damage it's done to me socially.

the boredom just gets worse. find a new hobby, join a club or something. i'm stuck at home so there isn't much i can really do.

>>38573521
Literally die from an Islamic reformist attack

>>38592407
Don't tell me how to write, you fucking pussy. I'm taking time out of my day to attempt to help you, a complete stranger. You don't get to dictate just HOW I do it. You're in a shit position because you're a bratty, entitled child waiting for someone to carry your lazy ass into success. It isn't going to happen. Close the /r9k/ tab, get your resume together and put in some job apps you asshole.

>>38592388
Depends on what you're willing to do about it.

It should, ideally, get better.

>>38592443
i have a job.
you're not taking time out of anything, you're already doing what you would have if i didn't exist.
my position actually isn't that bad, goes to show what you know, i could just be doing better.

i don't need to close the tab, just like how you don't need to do what i say.

calling me names isn't helping me, thanks though.
>inb4 you get really mad even though i never called you a name or incited it at all XD
why does my existence piss people off? and they wonder why i can't network.

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>drank a shit load of vodka last night
>black out
>wake up on the couch for some reason
>all my shit is laid out and ready for me too
>hand is swollen and hurts like fuck
>shrug it off and get ready for work
>come back home and go inside my room.
>dents in my closet doors with barbells sitting in front of them
>both of my windows are just fucking gone
>trash bags already taped over the window
>broken lotion bottle sitting outside ontop of broken glass
>some tissue boxes and bottles of water too
>glass all over the floor from both the window and what looks like 4 different candles
>water bottles all over the place
>dvds, and all my other personal shit is all over the floor too
>curtain rod halfway through the wall
>holes in the drywall in random spots
>some near my bed too, but looks more like it was punched
>mfw I remember I was drinking heavily and started to think about life
>fucking snapped and thats when I blacked out
>can't remember anything past that

>>38592427
I've never been diagnosed, but sometimes it really does feel like it. I'm bored as fuck too, but nothing beyond my personal bubble interests me.
Tried finding hobbies, and I tried doing small things like taking walks. Nothing works for me, everything just makes my depression worse.

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>>38579170

>He thinks scholarships are a significant source of tuition funding

Realistically only around 5% of college costs get covered by private scholarships, on average

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>>38579204
>and then you find yourself 10 years later, in your childhood bedroom, doing the same exact things, posting the exact same memes

this can go into a rap song

>>38593082
Actually where I live they give you a minimum of $10,000 PER YEAR for doing a dual admissions agreement. Pretty much pass each class with a 2.5 and transfer to the school that offers that agreement, often a state college that's is less than 10,000 a year. Literally pissing your money away by not going to community college with a transfer agreement

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anyone here trying to get fit 25+?

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>>38573446
>already have atopic eczema and IBS
>now starting to have really bad prostate problems
>my lifestyle habits have always been expectionally healthy so there is absolutely nothing I can do since none of those can be cured

I just can't believe how horrible I got fucked over by inbred genetics from my mother's side.

How do I turn it around career wise?

im a 27 neet with a giant resume gap. only pyramid scams call to interview me.

what can I actually do to get on some career path today/tommorow?

>>38573446

>tfw narrow shoulders, narrow chest, thin bones, and dicklet from stunted growth, acne scars on face, never had a job, no personality, no hobbies, no skills, poor long term memory
I want to fix my life, but it's too late.

>>38582148
This song is the definition of depressive

>>38582115
Even if you get rid of acnee, your face will look like post ww2 Germany, from all the damage it took over the years

>>38582795
How many augusts have you lived?

22 for me, if you think about it you can put all the august months together and like almost 2 years in permanent august.

im high

>>38594629
i was asking this and people were getting angry. you gotta get in touch with a career counselor or community college counselor, i think that's our best bet.

>>38583529
Are you drinking alot?
Why?
When did you start,im 22 and i feel like im becoming an alcohoolic.
I drank daily for the past year.
The thing is that booze does wonders for my social anxiety and makes me feel human, so im kind of thinking that its ok to die in your 40s but live them good because of alcohol.
Hope you get my point, reading above i cant, probably because im drunk.

In vino veritas

>>38594629
Realistically, go to a staffing agency
Gaps will just flat out kill you even for basic bitch entry level stuff

>>38595910
what if you lie, and say you were in another country working there?

>>38591900
This. My gf of 2 1/2 years just found out I was a poor suicidal alcoholic when we first met, but I was charming enough to keep it hidden. I'm all better now, but she and a few other friends were genuinely surprised about how much I wanted to die.

>>38592303
Prove it fag
Orregeno

>>38596290
That's one thing I'm worried about desu

>>38596379
What, that you aren't charming or people finding out you're depressed? If they actually care about you, they'll want to help somehow. If they don't, they'll leave on their own and you'll realize they didn't really care about you anyway so it's not real loss to you.

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>>38595910
hahaha, I guess playing call of duty and other games for countless hours wasn't a good idea to spend my youth? HAHAHA, I'm fucked! I'm fucked big time lads, holy shit I'm 27 with a resume gap that is fookin massive! to think tfw no gf used to hurt, i just fucked myself real good lads. But hey, I'm not dead but i might as well be.hahaha

>>38596475
Both. Mostly the second one, though. I will try to keep my occasional suicidal thoughts a secret for as long as I can, but eventually it might come up and they will see me differently.

>>38596497
An easy way to fill it up relatively quickly is with volunteer work, work experience, agencies and shitI don't know how things work where you live, but you can at least find some volunteer work somewhere. Also, if you can find any of that and are good at bullshitting then you should be able to get a job fairly easily, because employers will think you're pretty dedicated if you're willing to work for literally nothing and if you can lie about your passion for volunteering and "making a valuable contribution", etc.

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>>38596497
im the same boat even 27. there is even more pain you can feel and i felt it. a sweet and attractive girl gave me a chance on a date, we had fun together but she wanted nothing to do with me after. its incredible the about of things normal people do from day to day, when she asked about me I really didnt have much to say which is the reason she didnt want anything further.

so just know there is absolutely no way we are obtaining an attractive gf and save the pain of 100% failure rate

You know how when you release a captive animal back into the wild, it can't get food on its own and dies? That's how a lot of people here are doing in life. You never had to get it on your own in real life, parents paid for it all, but its time to get a job and live on your own now.

Guys. For the first time in my life I think a girl is genuinely interested in me. I'm 28. She's easily 8/10 while I'm like 3/10.
But I feel like I'll drag her down to my level and can never make her happy. I rarely go out, anti-social, only know anime and video games.
How do you get rid of these feeling you aren't good enough for her? Feel like I'll ruin her life and probably kill my own self esteem if I asked her out and she found out I'm actually a sad loser.
Guys. It feel really good when a girl is interested in you.

>>38597816
are you set in a career or something? if not theres absolute no chance she will like the "real" you. with a career you can still provide her money so it might be "cute"

>>38597334

What do normal people do day to day?

>>38594629
Do you have any hobbies or things you do in your spare time that are not specifically playing video games, watching movies, or reading comics?

>>38578608

>cs
>brainlets

You have no idea what the word means do you? If you think cs majors are brainlets then 99.4% of people are brainlets

>>38597989
Yeah you're right. She's too normal to like the real me. Not sure why she doesn't have a boyfriend though. She's extremely pretty and kind.
Oh well. It makes me happy there's exist woman that are attractive to me.

>>38573521
FUCKING NORMO GET OUT GET OUT GET OUT

>>38598169
>be final year CS student
>send classmates email containing a program I quickly put together for our group project
>the program uses Math.Abs()
>talk to them the next day about the work
>"We didn't understand what that was doing so we had to look it up."
>tfw

>women ask me if im doing anything this weekend
>reply no
>they awkwardly chuckle

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>>38580379
>>38580416
>>38580455
These pictures are too damned relatable. The sickly obesity and the pale skin, the cheap mcmansion suburban house with walmart furniture and wall accesories, the dog lazing around on the floor, the bottom shelf clothing and flip flops. Its like looking at a miserable mirror into the decline of the American middle class thats hitting my family as well as pretty much everyone else.
Even in our healthiest state of Colorado, 1/4th of the population is obese. Can't say I'm helping desu.

>25
>out of school for over a year
>can't seem to get a job (finance/accounting)
>student loan collectors keep calling
>literally unemployed and living in my car
>can never go anywhere or do anything
>skipping meals to save money
>no friends, no references, no family, no connections
>savings is running out
>living as a homeless, even if you sleep in a car, is difficult, always a challenge to find a bathroom to use or water to drink or a place to go
>libraries have limited hours, get paranoid that they know I'm homeless and are judging me
>no relationship, everyone in my family is married by my age
>have to constantly sneak around and fear the cops
>even masturbating is difficult because I have to magically wake up at 2 AM and do it when no one is awake
>can't drive car anywhere because if I crash I'm street-gutter homeless
>just move it around the neighborhood
>have to walk 3 miles each way if I want to take a shower
>hot as balls outside, no data on phone
>have to get dressed in the dark in the middle of the night so no one sees
>finding that one item you need is a nightmare
>no idea when I will get a job
>money slowly running out

I was smart, I was responsible, I got fucked anyway.

>>38592015
I'm considering accounting. It's all pretty basic math isn't it?

Okay, so which one of you has a mom that works in real estate in VA. I know you are here.

>>38599131
accounting will be taken over by robots. Get out of that dead field

>>38573446

>Tre starting college fall of 2018
>I'll be 26

Fuck lads

At least I'll be the older cool guy who can get booze...r-right?

>>38598840
Is there no help in your city/town

>>38598840

Jesus Christ anon. I'm so sorry. Is there a ymca near you? You can take showers there for free and you can probably get some charity or something

>25
>for the first time in life, feel like I have a time limit
>have to get married and buy a house in five fucking years

help

>>38594629
Buy yourself some fake work experience to fill in the gap
http://www.thereferencestore.com/

>>38599483
>>38599315

I haven't applied for any help because I probably wouldn't get any. As of now I have 4k in savings plus I own my vehicle. Hopefully I'll get a job soon. I'm trying really hard and sending 5-10 applications a day. I had a shitty job before but I got fired. If I don't get a real job I'll just get another shitty job so I don't starve. I'd rather not because working shitty jobs is humiliating. If I worked there more than three days in a row I would be in a horrible mood and resentful. Mopping floors, taking shit from retard managers, dealing with fucktarded and rude customers, working until my feet were sore... All for shit pay and no thanks. I really want a good job so I can make progress on not just surviving paycheck to paycheck but one day being able to kill the loan debt or build savings.

I try really hard to smile and be optimistic. It's just difficult sometimes. Like when someone tries my car door handle in the middle of the night, or when I'm sick but I still have to pick up and go out to the library or wherever because I can't stay in my car in 95+ heat all day with no water and no bathroom. I just got in a fight today with a coffee shop owner, because he says I stay there 6 hours and it's bad for business. I dress nice and am clean, polite, don't make mess, I seem perfectly normal, but man he was just so rude. So I'm upset right now. You can't even cry because you're always in public. I am always in public. Always. I really miss having my own room where I could turn off sometimes. Laugh at a video, look at porn, just lay down and relax. it's just difficult I guess, but I hope I can get a job soon, and after a while maybe a place. It gets really hot in the car even at night, and below zero in winter was difficult.

>>38599743

Now I'm paranoid that everyone else is using this and I'm the only one being honest and thus getting screwed. Not bad. You ever use it? I'm wary but possibly interested. If this job search goes on another six months with no success I just fucking might.

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>>38598169
>Thinks CS is filled with majority smart people

>>38599768
Where are your parents or family? Are they ded?

>>38599858
As long as you dont fake too high theyre pretty good. Probably better to create your own story though

>>38573521
fuck off out of here hope ur kid dies and ur house catches fire

>>38599892

They're toxic people. Last time I crashed with my dad I was calling the suicide hotline within a week, and I've never done that before in my life. They also live in an economic dead zone with no jobs. And they're poor so I can't even ask them for money.

I can survive like this, it's just uncomfortable. I don't mind living in a car, but normies always want to harass you, if you are sleeping in a car or if you spend too long in a coffee shop they want to harass you. I hate them. If everyone left me alone I would be fine with this. I don't know why people go out of their way to be mean to me. I'm clean, don't make a mess, don't litter, I'm polite, I'm quiet and mind my own business, I dress nicely. Please just leave me alone. The homeowners are the worst. They think they own the street. I've been harassed for not moving my car within three days. Now I move it every other night. I carry a large backpack because I have my laptop in it, and people have asked if I'm homeless, but I dress nicely and shower every 2-3 days. It fucks with your perception and self confidence. Do anything out of script and the normies jump down your throat to harass you. They're miserable people who like making other people miserable. I could see if I was a littering, gross druggie, but at worst I look like the average college student. They have nothing better to do with their lives than harass anyone who doesn't live the same lifestyle they do.

>>38576056
>>38579567
Nice taste anon, great band. As the other anon says (rudely), the score for the film Werckmeister Harmonies is beautiful and worth checking out.
If you want to get into Tarr then desu Werckmeister Harmonies is probably a good starting point, either that or Turin Horse. Satantango is probably his best but I definitely wouldn't recommend it as as your first.
Also unrelated but I'm listening to this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gPQRTjxuzXs

>>38599131
Don't listen to >>38599179 accounting is here to stay. People have been saying these kinds of jobs will be automated for years

>>38597816
Just do it anon, she sees something in you so pretend you're the fucking man and get yours, the shit you deserve anon.
Don't listen to this bitch ass nigga>>38597989 he's a defeatist who's mindset is all fucked up.There are women who date thugs,rich hoes who fuck the pool guy, why not you? why not you? get yours

>29
>used to have a good paying job as a corporate consultant making a shitload of money
>decided to pull a jerry maguire one day
>raged out at the boss and quit
>spent all of my savings trying to start my own business
>lost it all
>had to move back in with my parents last month
>now a NEET again
>too sad to work
>can't bring myself to do anything
>wanted to start another business developing vidya now that i have free time but can't concentrate
>want to try streaming on twitch but too depressed to even play vidya

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>was thinking about starting a YT channel
>look at one of my old vids
>125k views
your boy is about to make it lads

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God damn why am i so fucking tired? I went to the gym and did a cardio session for an hour and came home and ate 40g of oats and some chicken breasts. Why does it feel like I'm about to sleep. I've been off of caffeine for over 2 months. I'm eating right and getting my workouts in but I'm always so fucking lethargic

>>38598840

How can you not get a job as an accountant.

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>>38578594
A fire is too quick. Let em have cancer

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>>38579204
Even death would be progress at that point...

>>38600490
Tell me about your 1h cardio session

>>38573621
You don't have schizophrenia dude. Why does this RARE and CRIPPLING disease seem to be the go-to meme mental illness the past couple of years?

>>38600715
One in every 200 people have schizophrenia m8, it's more common than you think. Plus this site is like a beacon for men with serious mental illness.

>>38600449

I'm mirin hard

it better not be streaming yourself playing vidya because that is pure cancer

>>38600611

No experience, no insider references to get in on nepotism, didn't go to big 4 to be an 80hr/week slave (they want you to intern with them for 1-3 years while in college, and then hire you, and I didn't intern there as their offices were too far from my college, and I thought they sucked, and still think they suck), not super charismatic. Idk. I also know another accounting grad and he doesn't have a job either. He works in fast food now. I mean, there are even engineers unemployed, anon. A degree isn't a sure job ticket anymore.

Hopefully I get a job soon. I'm certainly not as bad off as like a psych major or some shit, but it's still hard to get a job when you don't know anyone, have no experience and no references, and aren't great at interviews. I try my best but that's what it is. I'm ramping my efforts up but, well, yeah. My (online) friend was a business major too and was unemployed 7 months after graduation. It isn't sunshine and roses like the college promises you.

>>38579204
At 30 things are finally looking up for me. Slowly but surely.

>>38582795
That clock in the background hit me fucking hard. Fuck. FUCK FUCK WHY DOES TIME HAVE TO FLY. I'm 27 and starting college just now. Fucking hell I'll be 31 when I'm done I should just off myself.

>>38574038
>>Went on Google maps and street view "walked" around the streets of another country

I do this way too often.