Lost connections

>>38553639
>play s4 online with a buddy
>go into a room and for some reason all people there act like faggots Except a few
>the best one is Called "rorschach"
>invite him to our Skypegroup just because i like watchmen
>turns out He is actually a qt3.14
>have fun All day playing whatever kinds of games
>next day
>she writes in Group asking us if we're already awake
>neither one of us answers her
>deleted her after some time on Skype and never Talked to her again

I'm sorry pixelprincess...

>join regiment for Mount and Blade Napoleonic expansion because the leader invited me
>we have online practices every week since hitting anything in Napoleonic is difficult as shit, but we have fun bantz due to the eccentric Brits and the Scandinavian sounding bear
>however, over time fewer and fewer people join for our weekly events and practices
>one day the leader of the regiment gets sick ensuring the group's twilight and the increasing the swiftness of its demise
RIP 2ndRHA, I wish I did more Nicholas

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bumping 4 friendship

>July 3rd, 2015
>Amerifag Independence Day party
>go to meet a couple friends
>end up getting separated for a while, I go it alone
>incidentally meet a couple of other friends there
>introduce me to two girls
>I notice one girl immediately
>silky brown hair, white t shirt, short shorts 8/10
>other 3/10
>end up flirting with 3/10 cuz she showed interest and I'm lonely
>still can't shake the feeling I get from the other girl
>fireworks finish and I end up hanging with 8/10 and her gay friend
>we all make a fast friendship
>she was refined
>she had class
>we talked of politics and the upcoming presidential election happening within the next year
>different opinions but same approach
>thisislookingood.jpeg
Cont?

>>38555157
sounds like some normalfaggotry, but sure go ahead.

>fast forward 3 days and I ask my friend that introduced me if I should talk to her
>go for it
>we start talking
>deepconvos.jpeg
>we talked of everything
>refreshing to talk to someone in this godforsaken small town that gave a damn about something other than partying
>politics journalism philosophy
>one particular night we began talking of death, my greatest fear
>she talked of it like it was nothing
>she was curious about it
>I always wanted to avoid it
>hated the thought of no longer being
>that night she opened my eyes to the possibility of something I had considered to only end in darkness or destruction
>yet despite all of this she was impure
>constant sexual activity, always fucking chads
>I wanted no part in that, but I something about me wanted to think that it wasn't a problem
>never trust the part of you that excuses serious flaws

>want to stop texting and actually have a face to face conversation
>invite her to my house for dinner
>clean furiously
>something doesn't feel right
>she's in another town
>offer to pick her up
>she's fine with it
>drive thirty minutes with my mom
>find place she was at
>check phone
>she's not there
>she stood me up and it wasn't even a date
>she was supposed to be my friend, one of the few friends I actually had that I didn't feel lonely around
>mom yells at me for bringing her there for nothing
>go home devastated
>she apologises but I won't hear it
>find out she's fucking with some dude with a girlfriend
>try to hide behind a moral high ground and say I don't want to associate with trash
>actually angry for being cut off by yet another chad, one with a gf no less
>we begin talking less and less
>eventually she stops responding
>despite my anger with her, I never could consider her a Stacy
>too intelligent for one

>fast forward year and a half
>I begin thinking of her and the conversations we held
>stilllonely.fuck
>text her
>she responds
>find out she was used up
>depressed and tired
>still had reputation as town jizz jar
>surprisingly few bad for her
>for old times sake we have another deep conversation
>refreshing wave comes back
>think perhaps we could still be friends, but never more than that
>text her again
>doesn't respond
>tfw won't find another strong mind like her again
>tfw someone wastes their potential