Texted a suicide hotline tonight. Don't feel any better. Help?

>>38539302
what did you text the suicide hotline

>>38539302
Kill yourself.

basil

Suicide hotlines don't really help me, I'll draw, listen to music or go on walks to distract myself.

>>38539309

Everything I used to love just makes me sad. I'm only alive with the hope that tomorrow is better. It never is.

They're not really supposed to make you feel better. They're just supposed to determine whether you're really suicidal and if so send people to capture you and hold you in a "psych ward" (i.e. a relatively cushy prison).

Life is bullshit, OP. I don't know how I can make you happy. If I could just make everyone happy I would.

>>38539328
Music is my major. I used to find it so enchanting. It's just a thing now everything is just a thing.

>>38539337

I called a few friends they're all asleep. I'm just crying alone hoping I sleep tonight.

>>38539339
Do you have any friends you could text? I'm not too sure what time it is for you, but if it's daytime you could hang out with them. If you don't, you could try organizing your room/house. It's a good distraction as well.

>>38539363
It's really late borderline early. (Eastern time). I don't wanna do anything rash I just can't find a reason not to.

I think it's relatively normal to sometimes feel down, but when it gets in the way of our daily activities is when it becomes a hassle. I really feel for you, I hope things become easier. Just know that if you stay strong in the meantime you'll look back and be happy you did. I wish 4chan had a direct message option where I could help you more and make sure you are safe, even though we don't know each other. But the best I can do is suggest you try and look at the positive things in your life right now, even if they're small.

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>>38539302
>texts suicide hotline
>come to 4chan for the finishing blow
Well you came to the right place if you wanted the last push off the edge, this reality is absurd, life is short and meaningless, no one will ever understand you 100%, everyone is flawed and have a chance to let you down and your depression has already eaten away your best years

>>38539302
Have you tried cumming?

>>38539422

I might love you right now
Everything is so difficult. I just want someone to agree? Validate? I'm not sure about anything.

>>38539465

Glad you finally saw Eva

>>38539483

Only every night. When I'm trying to sleep

>>38539302
let's be real you don't need help right now, you aren't going to kill yourself.

Well I can validate you. I agree, life is difficult. Man, life fucking sucks sometimes. It's hard. But it's also full of fun and happiness, as well. Don't let this bad time bring you down forever.

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>>38539302
Hey anon, don't be sad. Look at my pretty pretty face when you jerk off your 3-inch manletto dick for the 8th time today.
I want you to burn my pic of me in your mind so hard that you want to take up the priesthood. Which, ironically will not be the last time you are hard if you become a priest.
Talk to my gorgeous face anon.