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Wasting my summer away while I see my classmates making thousands in their nice jobs. Fell behind the curve in college and now I'm fucked. Not as jaded as you, Anon, but every passing day makes me feel more worthless.

Realised that everything and everyone can be gone in an instant, been crying for about 2 hours on and off

>trying to stop fapping
>remember that fapping is free
>can't pass up a bargain

Like I know life is better if u don't do it but what else am I supposed to do in lieu of it

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>>38536217
i know all of these feels. stuck in the limbo of barely existing and waiting for death

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CC8BHK6pti8

it's dumb, but I finished evangelion for the first time and it brought some depression back too. im so devoid of actual human contact. i haven't touched another person in so long. i feel artificial, and i feel as if everyone else is too. we're drunk on distraction. is my lifes meaning in the movies I watch, the screen I stare at, the fake conversations on social media?

>qt I met online doesn't watch stuff with me anymore
>always offline until late now
>probably just marked as offline to avoid me more now
>a brief taste of something and it might be over already

>disgusting
>small dick
no up sides

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>>38536217
This sounds peaceful.

Currently experiencing insane health anxiety after I had the flu/viral illness a few weeks ago. I feel perfectly healthy but I still have enlarged nodes on my neck and its been almost a month. Dr Google has me freaked the fuck out as it always does, but i'm just trying to tell myself that i'm being irrational as always and my fears will pass in a week or so.

Also mandatory no gf and depression feels.

>>38536217

Take the bread pill friend.

>drifting directionless through life

>>38538558
I feel a similar way. I am SICK AND TIRED of spending the majority of my day looking at a fucking glass screen. This is not real life, I'm not actually living, I'm constantly looking at pixels which represent real things but are ultimately fake.

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I graduated from college in winter, and have just been sitting around at home thinking what I want to do next. The only thing I have discovered about myself is that I have no purpose, and no ambition to do anything. So here I sit on my bed at 3:00 am listening to the train in the distance, devoid of any inspiration.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pz_eGZ8U5kY

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>>38536217
Don't give up. Find a hobby. Try anything new. I've been feeling the same way for a few months. Have to go counselling next week and have had to take a week off work cos I can't go 30mins without breaking down.
I forced myself to sign up to a snowboarding course and got in. I'm actually kinda looking forward to it.