It does not get better

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>be fat
>be poor
>be ugly, like 2/10
>be uneducated
>have a dull boring life
>no gf
>few friends (the couple i have are fake)
>gonna get kicked out of house soon
>mental issues

>get access to psychiatric help, purely by chance
>through like 2 years manage to get in decent mental health, at least to the point where its manageable
>get a ok job as a part time job as a swimming instructor, which even though it might not seem like much is amazing
>get somewhat fit over the period of 1 year
>swim a lot because its free because of job
>four months later get full time job at the swimming hall
>feel good
>start doing stuff i actually like
>read books
>meditate
>buy decent clothes

>all this is literally a mix of all my possible willpower combined with a huge ammount of luck

>still no gf
>coworkers dont like me
>think im creepy
>still no friends
>schizophrenia starts to creep back
>constantly feel it at the back of my skull now

>tfw you realize that it wont ever get better