How does it feel to know you are a bastard born out of wedlock

>>38524337
And yet both of us are here

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>>38524337
I can just become Guts.

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>>38524337
>tfw trying to explain this feel to a therapist
>but anon! Your mommy loves u! Mistakes into miracles! :DDDDDD

One of the many things that made me realize therapists are a meme. At least I had one loving parent though. I could have been a crack baby or something.

>>38524486 seems like your therapist was aiming in the right direction, unless you live some backwater Slavic country where that shit matters. Maybe I'm just being callus, what makes this such a big deal for you anon? Seems like having someone love you is far more important to your well being, to the point that it almost completely overshadows it for me.

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>Tfw youngest child
>Tfw have 3 older sisters
>Tfw parents were obviously trying for a son
>Tfw parents not only planned me, but wanted me specifically
>Tfw parents love me because I am their special boy

>tfw the one before me died in birth
>tfw I was literally the next and last try
>tfw I wouldn't be here if this one before me didn't die

Always breaks my heart thinking about it... Actually feels a lot of pity for this dead baby that "allowed" me living...