How do I kill my sex drive? I masturbate continuously. It's the only thing in life I look forward to. I don't want to do this anymore. I need sex, I need love. I can't get either. It's ruining my life. I can't function.
Every time I fap I cut myself. It doesn't work, I can hold off for a day and then I will cum 4/5 times in a sitting. I haven't spoke to a female since 2014.