Why are YOU a robot?

>>38509797
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I did nothing
I let myself slip
I let the people I loved leave me
I sat by and watched from the side.
never participating
I was stupid

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>>38510086
Hits to close to home

>>38509797
I never did anything, I never took risks, I was too afraid to talk to that girl. I acted morally superior. I never left my house, I never wanted to go hangout or make friends. I always imagined a amazing life, but in the end I pissed it all away.
I am 32 now and it is too late for me to make friends, too late for me to get a girlfriend, too late for me to enroll into school. I regret pissing my life away out of being a failure, I regret always looking down on "normies" at least they have a group. I wish I took a chance, I wish I had tried.

I have friends, a gf, and even a job, but there are times when I feel like I just don't fit in and people are only being nice to me out of pity. Maybe I'm dumber or less attractive than I think I am. I'm probably closer to a cyborg than a robot.

I guess I never tried hard enough to be something else. The path of least resistance brought me here.

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>>38510086

Are you me?

Night after night, spending all my free time huddled up in front of my computer, letting the last of my friends fade away as I retreat into isolation. So much regret, but I can't find the will to change. I really am an idiot.

>>38509797
I was always an introvert, but I used to have motivation to be on top of everything. Then I started getting sick, then full on black outs with seizures. After tons of medical debt and no answers, I lost my job and wound up at a shit job barley surviving. I can't even get on disability because they can't find anything wrong and have never caught a seizure. I don't know how to force one to happen in front of them and I feel like shit 90% of the time. Keep ending up homeless over it.

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>>38509797
I became a robot because I simply could not care for social standarts. Basically I only did something if it had a use for me. Though, to be honest, I enjoy it. No need to talk to obnoxious ***original*** people or change something because someone thinks it's not right. Also, because I'm not bothering myself with people I achieved quite a few things. Learning english, learning japanese, play the keyboard, be quite good at drawing with hand. Might have a mental illness because I feel like I'm the only one really not giving a shit about socializing, but eh, as long as my life's not in danger I don't care if I have one.

I've just always felt like I was missing a piece.

I could never do what I intended to, always did miserably in school, never got along well with other people. The only time I felt like myself was when I played video games.