How do I gather up the courage to end it?
>>38505954
You either do it or you don't
Don't kill yourself op, live your life
>>38506063
Get a load of this guy, haha
If you think about it death cannot possibly be forever because even in an atheistic universe, non-conscious matter has an infinite amount of time to organize itself once again into conscious, living matter...you WILL be back again, at some point, in some form, and even if it happens trillions of years from now you won't ever know
Get millions of fans, become a multimillionaire, marry beautiful women and have six kids.
>>38506140
Or consciousness could already be just another property of matter. It's perfectly possible that all matter has consciousness to begin with.