>so when i hear about a new guy going away the hanging way i start thinking
>can it be me next time?
>i mean, what doeas it take to push someone off the edge!
>i have these bad days when i think about it, i get an urge to go through with it
>but then it fades away
>two days later i'm a happy dude again
Will you do it? Is it possible
I dunno. I've set a date. Given myself a year to plan it. It'll be interesting to see what happens when the day arrives.
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>two days later i'm a happy dude again
Why does this happen? There's no rhyme or reason to any of it.
Why can't i just be happy every day?
>>38502861
>i have these bad days when i think about it
Is there anything at all that you think about, which makes you feel like killing yourself?
For me it's whenever I have days where I remember my lack of validation, how I've wasted the better part of the past ten years, or when I think about the future. Basically whenever I don't do a good enough job distracting myself.