I'm 25 and have never even had the chance to hold a girl's hand. My best friend, the ONLY person I've had a true connection with, from across the Atlantic, likely just killed himself. I'm working a dead end job that makes me miserable. I have horrible anxiety and panic attacks that are unending. I go 6 months being in total fear over fucking nothing.
Why shouldn't I kill myself?
>>38496944
You're the only one who can know what's really stopping you from killing yourself. Life is what you take from it, but also what you make from it.
I, for example, am delaying my suicide by four years because college might get me a job or better experiences to like-minded people. I keep saying "four years" so I see to it that I continue. Hope is what you need. A trying hope that will get you to something that really will stop you from killing yourself.
Don't count on it though.
>>38496944
do it lul
>>38496944
Are you stil in thread OP, lets talk about WHY you feel this way ? and ways in how to deal with it
>>38496944
Because I've been through the exact same shithole situation as you but made it out in my 30's.