Depressed Test

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>>38495859
:(

(just turned 20. no hope, literally 0 irl friends, only 2 online that will talk to me. used to have so much ambition in creating things. taught myself drums, guitar, bass, piano, video editing, graphic design, production, 2d animation. thought i had so much to look forward to, and so much i could give the world. guess i still do, but i kinda really want to die. wouldn't wish this loneliness on my worst enemy.)

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>>38495859
might aswell just kill myself now desu

>>38495949
thats rough. although you sound well rounded in your abilities desu, take that shit somewhere.

Just dont think about sad stuff

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this is fun
not really
>>38495949
im really close to what you are, turned 20 a few months ago, barely any irl friends, had a lot of ambition but now have nothing but emptiness

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I may be a bit apathetic...

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i don't know how long i can live like this. i've never felt this depressed.

>>38496050
>implying we have control over the sad thoughs that pop out of nowhere

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it'll be ok bros, everything is circular

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She'll be right... right? Right?

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;(
Been like this since 12 and I still wanna kill myself. Shit doesnt get better .

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Actually life is better now than ever

>>38496067
I have so many ideas. Too many. That's the thing with my brain. I'm blessed I guess with no shortage of new inventive ideas, but it's so overwhelming that I'll literally lock myself away in my room for the entire day, rocking back and forth, trying to comfort myself and just calm down.

Recently, I've had a really big idea for a sort of experimental collective. Made a CL ad (even though it's shady) and I tried my absolute best to get every person around my age in my area, or even close to my area to see it. So far, I've only gotten one guy asking me to just produce for him.

Really lost a lot of motivation with that. I have like 5 music videos all planned out in my head with locations and cool things to do in this. Graphic ideas, album cover ideas, all that. Just literally nobody to do it with. Just nobody gives a fuck. But I guess that's just the cold reality of it. I'm either going to end up doing this shit on my own, maybe getting some success and telling everyone I reached out to and didn't respond a year from now to eat concrete, or getting insanely lucky and finding at least 1 or 2 other people to do this idea I have.

I don't know. I don't really have hope anymore. I just keep telling myself that I'm just getting older. I let me teen years slip by with doing anything worthwhile. I just kept telling myself that I would always have the people around me, and that I could start the next year. I was so stupid.

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I've been feeling like something's wrong with me, like I'm sick or something since I've been restless every night for over a month. I went to the doctors and they did bloodwork on me and told me I was normal, I went to a neurologist who did a basic checkup and bloodwork and found nothing, and yet I still feel weird.

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meh, don't know why depression is so high, just because i think life is worthless doesn't mean i'm feeling bad right now, can agree on stress tho, but that is what spending 14 hours a day playing vidya does to you

>>38496079
stupid ass normie i hope you die

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>>38495859
Eh, it's not that bad.

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Eh, that's a spicy meatball

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>google analytics
yea no

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I feel strange, it doesn't feel this bad but everyone around me claims it is. Maybe I've just been like this too long.

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Should I, at all, be somewhat concerned?

>>38496113
How are you not dead yet anon?

>>38496418
Just turn it off then, what the problem

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complete lethargy

>>38496418
>google knows I hate my life
so what

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whoopdy doo, I'm fucking anxious
As if I didn't know that already

>>38495859
damn ... with my measly 28 point extremely severe depression im a little bundle of joy compared to some of you guys :3

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>>38495859
When does it fucking end

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Why get caught up in such a thing?
Why be sad when you know deep inside that you are in control of the metaphorical car in your life?
Are you too dependent in such things? You are human. Honor thy humanity. Only the miserable ones never get up when fallen.
What matters after you fall, is your ability to rise back up again.
It is entirely up to you to rise up with the will to be stronger than at that time when you fell.
Entirely up to you is when you jump up that couch and shout "I WILL BE HAPPY!!!"
All your actions have led up to this moment.
But they only dictate what is now.
It is your willingness to get the fuck out of that sorry state you are in right now that will determine what you will be tomorrow.
I hope you don't end yourself. I hope you will rise from the ashes of a broken sad fuck, for I have attempted to set you ablaze. For your sake, allow it to consume you.
Also. When that happens, please just don't be hard on yourself. You can't change in a day. The wise only become wise through walking an uncomfortable road.
So rise up. Be one with the wise ones.

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>>38496916
The ride never ends sad anon.

>>38496967
>Entirely up to you
>He fell for the free will meme
kek

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i'm not surprised, been through suicide attempts, treating Panic Disorder for almost a year

>>38496998

So what if it is a meme? I'm tons happier.
Fuck it if this makes me stupid.
What matters is that I'm happy.
Nice bait though.

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I thought I was bad, but looking at the other anons', I guess I have it good.

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Still feeling this way and I've been on meds for a month. They helped my social anxiety but I'm still sad as shit and can't stop thinking about death.
To be fair, the doctor said that the medication would be nothing but a band-aid and that I needed therapy more than anything. I asked him if he thought I might be on the autism spectrum, but he said I seemed too articulate and polite.
I guess a lot of symptoms of anxiety overlap with symptoms of mild autism, because when the body is in a panic it regresses to a state of needing childlike stimulation (chewing, tapping foot, clicking pen.)
Glad to have the validation that there is, in fact, something wrong with me, however I do think its something more than depression and anxiety.

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what i expected really

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Ill always be depressed it shouldnt be this severe though

Origanil

>>38497231
i marry you, yes?

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yeah
orgoo

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>>38495859
Yea that seems about right.

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>>38495859
Well, here is that...

Look at you all desperately trying to gain attention from your fake illness. Depression cures once you mature and grow the fuck up stop being so pathetic. You disgust me.

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>>38497983
The voices won't stop anon. No matter what i do they dont stop telling me to kill others then myself.

These other people in my head seem very real to me

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yeah... three dots...

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I thought this would be a bad idea

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I don't want live anymore

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Welp I'm officially a normie I guess.

>>38496173
Where are you located/what are these ideas?

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i feel fucking great

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>>38498132
>>38498151
Holy shit bros.

Hope you have a good day today!

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>>38495859
surprise surprise 18

>>38498212
It will be good day when I'm not leaving my home

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At least I don't care enough to be considered anxious.

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>inb4 "phoneposter"
sorry I don't have access to a computer atm

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it's constantly ruining my performance in life. I've always been an overachiever with overly ambitious parents, a child prodigy maybe even. this is where I am right now. I am graduating high school soon, but my grades dropped so ducking hard. I'm terrified of the future. my parents want me to go to a good medical college abroad, but art is what I've always been about. now I'm just suicidal. oh, and also, recently I got the courage to tell my parents about this problem. they called that making up stories. I just want to disappear so bad, god.

>>38497983
woah! ! ! thank you, sweetheart, you made my years of abuse disappear! kisses from susan!!!

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well shieet

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Pretty much confirmed what i already knew.
this comment is totally original you cunts.

>>38496446
legitimately too lazy to die, but not too lazy to trudge along day by day out of habit. not sure how that works, but yeah

>>38498596
i feel you there, anon. also there are so many inconveniences on the way ehh.

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I think I might unironically kill myself

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Please. I'm too stupid to handle my life right now.

>>38496305
The_joke_vs_your_head.png

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>>38495859
Who want to play sudoku?

>>38496071
FUCKlNG NORMlE GET OUT NOW

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you are like little baby
watch this
orig

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Should...should I get help?

I don't know if I trust those tests. I did one a few months ago when I was really, really depressed and on the verge of suicide and it told I was mildly depressed. Also I feel like my stress and anxiety should be at the same level. I think depression varies. I'm currently on a streak of escapism so it has winded down a bit.

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>>38499216
Forgot to include it

>>38495949
scored the same as you
I'm 26
I feel like its hard to connect with anyone. I feel very isolated and alienated from everyone and everything around me.

Sometimes I feel like I wasn't meant to be a part of this earth.

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>>38495859
oringalio picture

i want to die

>>38496967
I could do that in the physical sense
But I know I would just being lying to myself because it's an insincere action

>>38497051
I wish I could fool myself as well anon...

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>Be with a socially outcast pure virgin white qt gf for almost 2 years
>dump her and go with a qt girl I am in love with
>shes a lesbian
>Try to give her flowers but get rejected
>Can go to college because my school wont give me the correct paperwork
>no gf no college no job
>no friends to talk to
What do bros
I-Its gonna get better r-right?

>>38499337
A-anon who hurt you?

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>>38495859
I have diagnosed anxiety but not diagnosed depression

>>38498317
>42 in depression
>phoneposter
No wonder, anon.

This is is fucking retarded literally anyone that ever had a bad day in their life could answer 1 on every fucking question

What's with the anxiety and stress? This is a NEET board, you could only have these things if you were a wage slave or NOT a nihilist.

>>38495859
>0/0/0

You all are a bunch of inferior faggots here

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>>38495859
>What's with the anxiety and stress? This is a NEET board, you could only have these things if you were a wage slave or NOT a nihilist.
here's mine btw

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>>38495859
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>>38499761
Well shit... I guess now I understand why you guys hate us normies so much.

ORIGINALPLZ

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>>38495859
So how reliable even are tests like this?
I know they're just shitty internet tests but I always score like this.

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You literally can't be a robot if you don't have extremely severe in all categories.

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>>38499726
Forgot screenshot
>Not an original comment

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my mood fluctuates from week to week, i feel as if this past week has been fairly average, so this is probably a good reflection of my general mood

>>38499925
how?

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fufufufu~

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>>38495859
Perhaps I should just end it all.

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>>38495859
I'm feeling alot better than I did a month ago.

I wonder where you found that test...

There will be up soon.

>>38501085
>There will be up soon.

Thread*

Dammit.

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Took this honestly, not like a fag bumping their score thinking these symptoms are cool to have

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It hasn't gotten better since last year. End me.

>>38496418
Use 'noscript' retard

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I thought I did decent..

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>>38495859
t. budding neet who sees absolutely no hope in the future and also thinks the is world out to get him for being such a pile of literal shit

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Well, i already knew it was severe, the point is im underage anons... I know i should get some help but ive no friendos and going to a therapist is gonna be annoying because the before conversation with my parents... Just needed to ask what should i do, before b&

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Life is good now, but I'm worried it'll get worse. Any tips on how to live a good life?

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>>38495859
lmao what the hek

Just for the sake of this thread, I've done this test and another given to me by my therapist. It matches pretty well.

You can trust this test. I use it a lot in my thread.

If it says you're depressed, trust it, and do something about it.

If you don't,

You'll end up pulling a Chesty.

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at least I got a high score.

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>follow the link already estimating what the answers will be
>much worst than I expected
Knowing for sure doesn't help,lads.

>>38502254
How many numbers under 18?

>>38502782
Well idk if it does even matter, but 3

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What do I win?
Blocz

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Huh. I never thought I could quantify that shit.

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>>38495859
>that stress level
I feel like this is an insult to people with real problems. I'm just a self-loathing NEET and a fucking waste of air.

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I hate myself for feeling as bad as I do my life isnt that bad.

>>38502888
Yeah... it's a tad too late if you haven't been getting help.

>>38495859
Well at least your not stressed OP.

tests like that are likely bullshit. see a proffessional.

I did. I didn't think I would EVER be the faggot to go see a shrink, but I did. you will too hopefully, when your life becomes so shit you won't care.

I thought I could get out of this on my own. funny thing is, I didn't even know that I was depressed. for the past 3 years I've been sleeping the day away, doing absolutely nothing. I have some money stockpiled which is about to run dry. I've had a pizza delivered every day for 3 years, on the days the pizza place was closed, I went hungry. I slept, ate and shit. that's all I did. yet being diagnosed with depression was a big surprise to me, one I was sceptical about. I don't feel particularly sad, just hopeless and careless. I can't get out of the house, even if doing so would benefit me (such as going to the doctor to check up on my cancer remission, yearly) last time, I managed to get up and shower, but when it came time to leave and take the bus, I just said in my chair and stared at the clock until I had missed my bus. back to bed.

I am currently seeing a psychologist regularly, and it has helped me realise some things about myself. I have realised how easy it is too look at others and notice their problems which they seem unaware of. only to realise, that I am those people. I never thought to do any reflection on myself, and what I am going through.

anons, if you're a useless fuck like me, see a psychologist. it has opened my eyes. I feel truly "woke" from my previous unaware state. I am still a useless bedridden fuck, but atleast I know why, I know how I feel about specific things/events and I am slowly learning how to get better.

>>38503119
Ive been like this like 3 maybe 4 years, i dont even know why ive a big memory loss and its too damn dificult to concentrate

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>>38495859
here ya go. i don't really feel like typing a long message, but this is pretty accurate

>>38503201
Like I said. If you've been like this since you were 11... haven't spoken up about how you feel and haven't seen a professional... there's no hope. People talk about going to a shrink or therapist. At your age you should just get admitted. That way you can see kids that may have it worse than you. That's what I did and it made me feel a little better. Even then you might still feel distraught or resentment to normal people. Unless of course, you're a female. Then you're just quirky.

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Depression 38 Extremely Severe
Anxiety 33 Extremely Severe
Stress 41 Extremely Severe

>>38496418
fuck you google

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I didnt know i was this down in the hole. I guess there is really no hope for me. Where did it just go so wrong?

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>>38495859
>tfw this post reminds me I've been worse

>>38497983
|:^y
You have been muted for 4 seconds,
because your comment was too low on content (2.22% content).

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I feel like this whole test is bullshit

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Uh oh.
I don't even feel THAT bad.

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are you guys really that critical or are you just pulling a meme

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Can I kill myself already ?

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>>38495859
Robot this is an original picture, is that not enough?

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>>38495859
i dont feel as bad as this makes me seem, doesnt seem at all legit