Regrets

I've never really put all of my possible effort into anything I've done in my life. I just half-ass it until it's "good enough" and I can stumble forward a bit more.

I have this constant nagging voice in the back of my head telling me that I may have been able to do something significant if I had actually tried.

Wanting life to develop passively and ending up alone without any hope of a happy future.

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>>38489856
Molesting that girl at that party

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Not getting an internship in college or doing anything else to prepare for a career aside from courses.

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OP here mines is being shy and boring as fuck with first gf who dumped me(I'm actually super social but was crippled with first gf for sum reason)

I spent almost all of my teen years alone in my room playing games and jerking off 4-9 times a day so I never got the chance to socialise and learn the basics of starting a relationship with girls
Now that im socialising a little more and have gotten my body and looks pretty decent I get quite a few girls mirring me but my fucking spaghetti levels are still too high and they end up just getting bored
It drives my ducking insane that I cant just man up a little

>>38489856
Missing MANY opportunities sleeping with women because of my insecurities and mental problems. I want to make up for it now by fucking a thousand girls.

Wasting my life because of my mental problems, although to be fair, it wasn't entirely my fault since I kept being given meds that made me go crazy, into full blown mania even. Because of that, I was afraid of trying any more meds after a certain point. Can you blame me? College was terrible because of this, so I'll add college to the list as well.

DUI. Fucking retarded. Not only because I shouldn't have done it, but because the consequences are WAY too steep. Although I am thankful that it kept me out of the military now.

Bumping my tooth against the side of a pool when I was swimming when I was little, making my front tooth discolored because of the bleeding. It had to be one of my front tooth.

Big one: Kyphosis from slouching and/or wearing heavy backpacks. Jesus, it looks terrible. Really affects my confidence.

Gaining and losing weight rapidly so many times in my life that it's made my body ugly. I need to get fat at the base of my penis removed too because there's at least two inches of my beautiful cock being covered up, and it doesn't go away when I lose weight. So fucking pissed about this. I'm going to get it done eventually.

That's about it. Nothing too serious, I guess, but it was rough going through it for me.

Doing meth every day for a year.

>>38490337
>DUI
>consequences too steep
you deserve to get in a fuck ton of trouble if you drive drunk, you'll kill someone

anyways mine is just binge drinking alone too much.

The much that I suffered in this life is because the mistakes and opportunities i had, even that I lost included.
But if I had hit perfectly everything at first and not commited certain mistakes, I would not have the vision of the world I have now.

But one thing could have happened different and not affect much anyway, just make things happen early

Once a 8/10 redhead with a AWESOME personality get in love with me. I was a KHV and living a robot lifestyle.
I kicked the opportunity. Yeah, I made this.

8 months after she appear again and this time I act less like a faggot and more like a man and kissed her, and she turn into my gf.
>mfw I get in love with her and cannot be happy anymore because of deep regret of avoided the love of my life once
You have no idea how much i regret this. The major regret of my life.

I never had an opportunity to get laid or anything but one thing I do regret it trying so hard. I'm one of those ugly losers who deserves be here, but before i knew of this place I would always put myself out there and try talking to girls, which usually ended horribly with my getting humiliated in some way. I wish I would have knew my place in the world, it sounds fucked up but I wouldn't be as mentally damaged as I am now.

>>38490500
>anyways mine is just binge drinking alone too much.
Yeah, I'll add this to my list as well. I did this way too much leading up to my graduation at college. Like seriously heavy drinking. I've been drinking heavily off and on for years, but I've slowed down a lot after getting on my mood stabilizer.

>you deserve to get in a fuck ton of trouble if you drive drunk, you'll kill someone
Yes, I know, but I didn't. DUI consequences have gotten too severe, but nobody will challenge them because there's no money to be made lobbying for drunk drivers. Now it could affect me getting a security clearance or whatever if I apply for one even though I'm hardly drinking that much anymore.

>>38489856

Wrecking my last relationship

I just wish I hasn't smoked so much weed because I could've easily afforded to build a PC with a fraction of the money

>>38490337
I'll add spending so much time alone, although that could fall under the "wasting my life" one.

I still assume people don't like me and will reject me, so I don't bother trying to get them to spend time with me. I don't feel shy or anxious or anything, but my behavior hasn't changed even if the feelings aren't there anymore. I'm tired of being rejected my entire life, so it's easier just not to ask since I already know what the outcome will be.

I'm tired of being alone all the time too. I don't know what to do.

Caving to pressure from a relative to give them a baby.

Don't know if it's really regret or what it is just a story of how fucked my life is.
>meet gf a few years back
>great girl cooks cleans has traditional values
>has some severe mental issues though
>apparently was sexually assaulted when she was 15
>ended up fucking like 3 dudes, two of them older men before we met
>also did nude modelling with this one creep who she kept in contact with until I found out about it
>always goes on about how she is "trisexual and will try anything once" or "sex doesn't mean anything"
>love her but think "holy fuck what a whore"
>end up telling her about my displeasure at the situation
>gets infuriated with me and gets pissed off and defensive about it
>"I have no regrets!"
Finally shut up about trying to get her to admit that she was stupid and shouldn't have done those things when she was younger
>hold resentment deep down inside
>begin drinking excessively on a regular basis
>hatred is just eating at my core, have absolutely no trust for the woman and sometimes all I can do is look at her in disgust
>my love for her dies and all I do is hatefuck her on a regular basis
>she is in this bizarre state of mind where she thinks I love her and that everything is going perfectly
>think to myself "I'm going to leave her one of these days" but never end up doing it
>fast forward a few years and my disgust and hatred has just dried up into complacency and nihilism
>still drinking, still hating myself and my life
>we move into a house together
>one day she has her friend over for the night
>friend is also a whore, no surprise there
>we are all drinking and getting fucked up on various substances
>her friend took a bunch of xanax, had a weed cookie, and was drinking tequila with me
>tells us about how she had an abortion from a nigger and all this shit and how much she hates herself
>ends up violently vomiting all over me
>take her up to the spare bedroom with gf

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>>38489856
I was with one of my bitches in Bali two years back (I was on a trip with a few of my bros and some bitches we brought along cause they were hot). Anyway, my bros and I are FUCKING HAMMERED. Like, I mean we're all on the verge of blacking out. So I tell everybody let's go back to our bungalow before we pass out in the club. We get back to the bungalow and my girlfriend and 3 other women are there. So my girl starts saying "I saw how drunk you were back there. Mind if I make you feel better?" and the other 3 women sort of inch up to us.

My girl takes my cock out and starts sucking away
>Aww yeah! Don't fucking stop you dumb obedient bitch!
It felt so good. She always loved sucking my dick (after we broke up she started seeing somebody else but was giving me the succ on the side. WIN!)

So it turns into an orgy and I got these 4 fucking hot chicks sucking my dick and riding my cock and making out and licking my neck and chest. I make them eat each other out and it's just a pretzel of bodies. Imagine some hot steamy sex - it's too hard to go into full detail because so much went down.

Anyway, my girlfriend then said "Terry's [my friend on the trip with me] girlfriend was looking at you today. Terry's passed out. He wouldn't know if I asked her to join. She says his dick is small. She'd love your big monster cock."

I thought about it. I really fucking did. But he was my friend so in the end I didn't. Well, the night went on for hours and when I woke up I told them to suck me off again and they did. I love cuming onto four expectant faces. Then the random whores left and the trip went on as usual (you guys know how it is: sex, drinking, whores: just getting smashed and smashing).

Whelp, 6 months later Terry become sort of an asshole and we had a falling out. I regret not fucking his bitch. She's got a tight little body and it would have been the cherry on top. I think about it from time to time. MAJOR FUCKING REGRET.

>>38490682
>she takes her clothes off and passes out next to gf
>I keep an eye on both of them to make sure they don't choke on their own vomit
>next day she is embarrassed an apologizes and goes home
>fast forward a month and she is staying the night again
>this time she is getting fucked up on DXM with gf
>gf passes out early
>start talking to her and drinking with her
>starts getting sad about her aborted baby
>I invite her to sit on my lap
>start feeling her up and slowly get her out of her clothes
>end up fucking her on the kitchen floor while gf is asleep in other room
>sat across from her and she did this thing where she opened her legs wide open and pumped herself into me
>pull out and cum all over her face
>we kind of resume like everything was normal
>fall asleep on pullout where gf is
>get about 1hour of sleep and then go to work
>her friend invites us over to her apartment
>head over there after work
>get really fucked up with her and her boyfriend
>go to store with boyfriend to get smokes
>while I was gone the dumb bitch told my gf how I "got touchy feely"
>come back and sleep in her bedroom with my gf
>gf sounds mildly mad at me but deny as much as I can
>I drive gf and her friend to work the next morning
>her friend is off earlier than her so I pick her up to talk about what happened
>gf finds out about this and is fucking pissed
>end up touching her pussy in my truck
>boyfriend calls and I have to take her home
>she tells him everything because he was suspicious
>gf then finds out everything
>everything is fucked
>think about leaving town
>left gf in the town next over to where we live
>end up picking her up as to not leave her stranded
>on the drive home she is bawling her eyes out asking where she went wrong and blah blah blah
>I was already decided that this was the end
>she basically begged me to stay and not leave her
>in the coming weeks she apologized for pretty much everything that made me angry in the first place

>>38490701
>now we are in this weird Dom/sub relationship where she wants to be cucked and shit
>she has been absolutely perfect after it all happened
>still feel hatred and anger despite all of this
>all I can think about is hopefully one day drinking myself to death because I put myself into a situation I will never be happy in and how I don't have the balls to get out

OP here,Anon there's still time to get out and meet actual great gf plz leave her and work on urslef u still got time anon

Looking at Club Penguin
I'm not even into that shit and i was 14
Still feel bad, kinda paranoid

>>38490686
fuck... this is me bro. in the end things ended up not working out with my bro's bitch so i should have fucked her. just dont wanna miss out on pussy like that again ya feel?

>>38490682
>>38490701
>>38490716
>how fucked my life is

Not that bad, but I can feel sympathetic to your tribulations anon

>>38491662
Yeah man I can bump to that bro. Yo the struggle is fucking real!

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I regret ever visiting 4chan in the first place. I can just imagine how nice my life would be if I didn't spend it posting shitty memes on an image board

I wired 27k to the philipense thinking that the person would marry me.
>it was all my mother's cancer money
sooo true
my mother is dead now

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>>38490686
That story sounds hot as fuck, but my question to you is, what are you even doing here chad?

>>38491820
I regret this too. I've been posting for about, fuck, 8 years maybe? 9? I wouldn't even know.

I got fired from an amazing job because of constantly getting drunk in work.

I made mummy cut a special and rare day trip short so that I could borrow a ps1 game from a friend.

I wasn't nice or caring enough to my brother when we were teenagers and therefore missed the signs that he was being bullied by kids in his year.

>>38491835
If this is true. Just wow

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>>38491820
tfw been here for 6 years now

I'm now at least 1/3 through my life, fucking insane how much potential is now down the drain and how little there is circling the hole of nothingness soon enough

Marrying young. I married at 21 ; big mistake.

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Happened 3 hours ago. I work dishwasher and when we're done for the night we sit in the restaurant (the employees) drink beer and chat. Except for me I dont drink and I dont talk. I just sit in a nearby table and listen to them talk. They were bitching the other employees and then they said oh he's behind dont talk about it!

Then we go outside time to leave and the shit they said kinda made me stressed anxious but also since I never talk to them I felt it made me a bit closer to them I guess so I ask the manager hey did you say im supposed to have my saturdays off from now on or do I work this saturday and yeah holy crap it was shitty and felt misplaced. she didnt really understand me and I think because of the anxiety at the moment I said random shit. I might have blewn my cover off and since shes a normie she probably cantunderstand me and will think im some sort of mentally deficient man and that pisses me off. anyway seems benign but it's not

>>38491820
oooh, good one. I'll have to add this one too. I have to admit though, I'd probably be a different person if I hadn't found this place.

I want to quit this place because the people here are cancer, but I feel like it's my only social contact.

>>38489856
I regret taking high school and life in general too seriously as a youth. I also regret not fucking that alternative gothy girl that wanted my dick.

I regret not getting a drivers license and a job asap instead of waiting a decade and a half and now no one will hire me. I regret not trying to get schooling.

I could say it's my family at fault for never encouraging me at all but the truth is every bad thing that's ever happened is a result of my own doing. I have no one to blame but myself.

>>38492064
i have similar regrets. i try to open up more at work now, cause holy hell can things get awkward quick.

>buying a hentai dvd in the mid 00's
>cashier is a cute girl

Why would you do that to me?

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>>38489856
2 girls really likes me. Never had the guts to make a move... jeez. They were pretty enough and likeable. Im so dumb. And I just should have started lifting and running 7 years ago... and I shouldnt have spend so much money on useless shit.. and I should have talked to grandpa before he died... and so on... man. Life is learning

>>38489856
>tfw 23 and never had the courage to get laid as a fem bottom
>missed out on all those years of potential fucking

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i should've banged that sloot one last time before i dumped her skank ass

>>38489856
Rejected two girls who wanted to be my boyfriend in middleschool

>>38489856
One time in the 9th grade I wound up with this fat girl working with me on the final project for our history class. She would sit really close to me and kind of breath on my ears and cheeks. The thought that she might somehow be interested in me even as an orbiter was like being put in the twilight zone. I was so anxious for the next few weeks that I stopped doing any work on the project, and we both ended up failing because of it. She never spoke with me after that fuck up.

>>38489856
More than enough stupid shit that someone could call regrettable. But I try not to let that bother me, if I hadn't done those then, I might be that stupid now.

Used to enjoy drawing when I was little. Started playing video games instead. I'd probably be good at drawing and in turn painting (which I'd like to do now but don't have the motivation for because I suck at drawing). I hate video games. There's definitely more stuff I blew off to play video games that I can't think of right now.

>>38493953
Also
>not growing my hair out earlier; looked literally autistic for years
>not showering/deodorant everyday around 6-7th grade
>rejecting the group of people my friends became friends with in 7th grade leading to me being autistic and alone for a few years until I got a phone and could hang out with them
>in general acting autistic when I was younger

>>38490716
normie, i think you need to GTFO.

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>Not staying on at gymnastics with all those qt girls that I liked and toning my body to perfection


oh well it was a good couple of months

Not raping my homeroom teacher

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> letting the dog mount me as a teen
> trying to fuck the cat as a teen
> visiting prostitutes 3 different times while drunk and failing to get hard wasting thousands
> fucking a ladyboy on the fence with this one it was ok but my family knows
> fucking up relationship with onetis, underperforming drunk in bed acting like a autist
> tfw im only 21

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>>38489856
I regret not trying more in my school life
I didn't go to my prom I didn't go to any dance
I didn't go to the football games I didn't do anything
I wasn't a good student I made okay grade enough to pass I have very few friends
I should have tried harder and maybe I wouldn't be as bad off socially as I am now

when I took advantage of my older Cousin when she was drunk at a party
she still has no idea that I did those things to her

basically all of 18-21 was a mistake for me.
i may as well have been comatose for it all.

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5th grade, humiliating other kid in front of class

I was bullied myself and thought that normies would like me if I did shit to those who were even lower in hierarchy than me

fuck me

>>38490300
know the feels man, did the same and im 18 now. Ain't that bad bro once you get out of high school. If your still young say fresh outta high school or still in the early 20's then id recommend going to a polytech or community college. Its helped me drastically

>>38489856
Not asking out my highschool crush and friend in art class to prom because I was too scared she'd say no. She ended up going with someone else because she just wanted to go.

Reminder to any underage here. A life with regrets isn't worth it.

Just do it.

>Be me
>Be 15
>In sophomore year of high school
>I was a dork in freshman year, started dressing fancy in sophomore year, got the fuckboy haircut
>Suddenly girls were into me
>I remember I'm actually too afraid to approach hot girls
>10 of the hottest girls in my school got crushes on me
>I still fucked it up and never asked any of them out
>I graduated high school a KHV
>Lost my virginity at 19 to a girl who was a 4/10

Why do I hate myself so much. And my love life isn't the only joke in my life, because everything else in my life is a joke too.

>>38490637
Suicide is always an answer

>>38489856
she was on top of me. we were looking into eachothers eyes. why didn't I make a move