After few years I realized that one hot girl was really into me.
To this day I do not know why, I feel regret as fuck but at the same time I know it would not work, I am human bean and social retard.
Even if I find gf, I do not know how to fit in normie world.
Norman were learning how to socialize properly during puberty and hs. I lack all this skills, every year makes it even harder.