I lost weight, I go to the gym every now and then, I take care of my hygiene, I'm even trying to get a driver's license this summer. Nothing helps, I feel so fucking lonely, I only have two friends, one I met online, and the other is from my high school.
Whenever I go out alone I look at people, get depressed then return home after an hour. Other than that I stay in my room, browse 4chan or play vidya if I'm in the mood.
I used to go out with a cute girl, but it turned out she didn't like me in the way I hoped so we stopped talking. Tried asking another one after, but I just bailed.
I feel empty.
>>38477809
try doing Drugs