How Life's going Thread

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Hey /r9k/ Robots

I'm in germany,sipping my tea and thinking about my life,so i wanted to tell you about my (recent) life

Also I want you to tell about your life (if you all want to)

>(Now) 14 y/o
>Have 3 Names (trollfaktor: 9k)
>Have finally summer Hollydays

Begin:
>mom & dad divorced before i was born (can see my mom if I want)
>Since 2010 Happy Life

Starts of D e p r e s s i o n
>2012 my dad died from lung cancer (reasons later)
>Feeling down af (have no friends,my grandmother cries nonstop)
>I start to use the internet stronger than before (forget about life for a moment)
>Got bullied,cuz I was down
>people really started to make fun of my fathers death (found it out later,if i knew,I would've beat the shit out of them)
>2013 and I was about to kill myself
>later cancelled it (too much fear)
>2014 and my uncle gets sick and almost dies in front of me
>my cousin (24 y/o back then) called the ambulance and my one of my cousins (34 y/o back then)
>I was scared and schocked af and didn't knew what 2 do

The Change
>moved to my cousin with her 2 sons (my cousins too)
>I started feeling better


Little story that shows secrets
>Got invited to a marriage
>trinked a LITTLE BIT (one sip ) vodka
>my cousin raged
>next day my cousin told me that my father took heroin and that caused the cancer
>Since that day I have a inner hate to my dad

D E P R E S S I O N (fast live edition)
>moved out
>feel sick
>grandma died (she did EVERYTHING)
>hear $B and Vaporwave/Lo-Fi
>Have friends
>Well i feel better than before,but i'm still depressed

What do y'all think about?