I loved her so much. It's been more than 2 years.

i know that feel, it doesn't get better

>>38474100
>tfw you haven't seen oneitis in 5 years
>tfw she left the country
S...she's never coming back.

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>tfw she'll be sucking chad's cock this friday night

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>>38474100
be thankful you can at least love

>>38474100
2.5 years here.

My life alternates between 2 phases. Feeling dead inside. And then all the feelings of when it happened flooding back, as potent as it was at the time, feeling all the pain and horror, my soul imploding. Each phase lasts 2-4 months.

I can tell I'll never be ok again.

>>38474100
>>38474413
>>38474445
>>38474468
>>38474725
You guys are a bunch of pussies, you know? This is probably why the girl left you or cheated on you or prayed for death. Absolutely pathetic

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>>38474100
>tfw you date a girl for 3 years
>madly in love with her
>would do anything for her
>she leaves you out of the blue no reason just says its over
>2 months later shes dating a guy 6 years older than her
>has a kid with him
>he treats her like shit so now she comes back to me crying
>wanting me to be with her again wanting me to forget everything
it sucks I fucking love her but man I don't know if If I can get back with her
she has a kid and a lot of baggage

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>tfw you've been in love with her for nearly 4 years now
>tfw you'll never be able to hold her

>>38474100
I know that feel, bro. Had a gf of 4 years and she decided she was bored of me and moved on to literally 4 different guys. After her, I found a beautiful 9/10 but she ended up being a whore too. Only wanted my dick and my money. What the fuck is wrong with women.

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>>38474761
Partly, but it's not the whole story. Plus I couldn't have done any better. I was dealt such a bad hand til that point, that I could never have done it right. Feels like I was set up for failure, which adds bitterness to the pain.

>>38474775
>3 years
>out of the blue
>immediately in a relationship with another guy (makes you wonder exactly when they got started)
This seems to be the most common formula. Something in women's brains that gets them to behave in exactly the same (now) predictable way?

I've been thinking about the same scenario. What if she ever came back to me again? I do miss her, but I don't think I could ever take her back as a partner. There's a very high chance (>90%) she'll just do the same thing again. If she could stab me in the back then, what would prevent her from doing it now. Plus I couldn't be sexual with her again, knowing she broke my heart and soul to take other men's dicks and cum. I could never hold her and fuck her and lick her and kiss her again. I'm not gonna be a cuck. She'd have turned me into a cuck and won if I took her back. I can't legitimize what she put me through.

I do miss talking to her and her company. Plus the curiosity of 'who is this person now' would be hard to resist. So I think I'd take her as a friend only. Maybe even a close friend in time. Like my sister (who I love but also have major beef with). Friends, but I'm not letting her back into that place again. Fraught with danger plus she doesn't deserve it.

I shouldn't even be thinking about it, because lmao of course she'll never ever contact me again anyway. But late at night, in bed, in the dark, when you can't sleep, the mind wanders...

>>38474775
Yeah hell no I wouldn't take her back.

>>38474775
if you take her back you should be shot in the head for being the most beta cuck of all time

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>>38475029
>>38474929
Trust me I know but its fucking hard
Logically I know I should say no but when I look at her I lose it
Im a weak man who has I hard time saying no

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>>38475099
cucklord you shouldve learned your lessons. dont man.

>>38474100
Its been 6 years for me.
And she moved on...dont worry about it and just try to move on.

1 year here, know her for 3 years, never dated. Also, 18.
I don't know why I'm so happy honestly. I'm not following her in any social accounts except whatsapp so I don't have to see Chads with her. I don't want to either.
Maybe I didn't loved her as much as I thought. But without her last year was the worst year of my life desu. With her my life was shit too. I'm just glad it's gone.
I just hope something like this won't happen in my 20's


good luck Anons

I'm on year 11 and still think about her every day.

It's been about 5 years for me

I don't think she even remembers who I am

>>38476842
>11 years
jesus

>>38476949
oh she remembers you all right...as some weird creepy loser stranger
>"eww, I can't believe I ever let him touch me, LMAO!"

>>38476842
>>38476949
Every. Fucking. Day.

Why the fuck first loves messes up your brain so bad you have to think about her every single day?

>>38478210
i never touched her tho

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>>38476842
10 years here.

There been others in the meantime, but nobody really stuck like that one.

It's really fucking frustrating that you cant forget even though you want to.
I can go months without thinking much about it and then bam, something reminds me in a really emotional way and I'm in a shit mood for 3 days.

Time doesnt heal anything, you just learn to live with it.

>ywn never see her again

>>38479564
How old are you? How long your relationship last? 10 years is a shit load of time anon.

>>38479643
jokes on you i have a pic of her saved on my pc

you bunch of fucking cucks, you allshould kys

>>38474100
That's called infatuation. You honestly have no clue what love is

>>38479564
Ten fucking years?
Holy hell. I've had this crush on a girl for two years. As we graduated she left for England. Fuck, she was unique. I loved her. Still think about her now. I can't say why I loved her. It just happenned. The worst part is that I got into anime because of her. Now I spend my days here and I'm bound to run into some Miyazaki that she loved and I fucking watched those movies, just to be able to talk to her, and she's away now...what the fuck was wrong with me? I just wanted to hold her in my arms, feel the warmth of her chest

>>38479892
Yeah, salvaged some too. Real hard detective work because she doesn't have social media so I scavenged pics her friends took of her when she was on a school trip when she was way younger than when I met her

>>38480106
Explain. In both cases, it probably makes life shit. When you don't know why. When you can't forget. When you love someone and you don't have any other wrds to describe her

fucking shiet nghh ngh ff