>feel like shit
>decide to read a happy book
>digital because poor
>escapism really is one hell of a drug after all
>read a romantic novel about a couple overcoming various problems only couples would face
>happy ending
>family formed
>big house
>a beautiful wife
>a boy and a girl as sons, both little pieces of heaven
>instead of feeling happy, i get envious of their happiness
>feel pure disgust and frustation build up
>cry
what the fuck do i do now? i can't stomach anything involving a happy, normal life without getting angry and crying because of the utter realization i'll never have something like it
is helium the only solution now?
>>38470900
Feel you anon. Sometimes I find a really good book about some loser and then some stupid cliche kicks in and he gets a girlfriend. His life quality improves significantly, but the end is not as happy
>>38470900
Read some depressing shit like me.
Houllebecq. JG Ballard. Cioran
>>38470900
It's a fantasy, most people stumble through life and end up unhappy by the end of it. Media like this keeps normie from losing hope