If I hurt myself enough, will someone eventually care about me?

No

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Are you an attractive girl?

No

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>>38460732
maybe. I recommend caring for something / someone else. maybe a shelter dog. you get what you give.

>>38460732
I've tried. Only if you're a girl or white

>>38460732

If you're a woman people will flaunt and fall over each other to rush for your attention.
If you're a man you're going to get left to rot and die.

This is the order of our species, it hasn't changed for millennia and it will not change until procreation no longer requires 2 individuals of XY and XX. Throughout history men have been left to die and only a handful of them have managed to procreate, which we've tracked down by tracing Y chromosome.

The best advice I can give you is strive not for the attention of others but the adoration of yourself. Become your own king, be the loudest, proudest and most eccentric version of yourself you can be and before you notice it, people will flock around you.