I'm contemplating on just becoming a cold, exploitative piece of shit. I'm always the weak nice guy who everyone shits on and someone who gets shitty jobs handed to them. Everytime I see people all I think of is:
>what do they need me for?
>how fast can I end this conversation?
I just see through all the bullshit small talk and I'm tired of it. I have only one genuine pal I met during college who I actually have refreshing conversations with but noone else has managed to scratch that itch. I noticed that I don't care about what goes through the heads of basic bitches, like why should I act nice towards them if I know that I either don't care about them/am not gonna get pussy? At this point why even care about people who don't care about you? It seems that just being a cold person who carefully exploits other people is the only way to profit in life.