Post a pic that explains how you feel
So fucking tired all the time
feels are for weak u know
always pretty neutral, never any ups, never any downs
feels pretty alright desu
This is my face 95% of the time.
A little bit of this
>>38455044
You better stop that. Normies hate sad people
Deteriorating and fucked
I relate to this a little too well.
>>38455099
I don't care, I don't go out anymore aside from work.
I'm not actually hardcore enough to drink it away.
I think everyone knows this feel, at least in this thread
>>38455176
Like this, but minus being a cute goddess
The Internet won't help me
>>38454979
Right now? I'm a happy motherfucker. Door's locked, blinds are closed, I'm drowning in TV series, animes, movies, porn and videogames, I have a pile of TV dinners ready for me, I won't have to speak to anybody for more than a week. So I'm enjoying it while it lasts. I know that soon, the doom and gloom will be back. Nothing lasts forever, except death.
>>38455310
Noice, enjoy the feel
I don't know how to act. I'm not happy but I try to pretend I'm not suicidal. I don't care about much, especially normie antics, but I haven't killed myself yet. I'm obviously not attractive as no girl has ever approached me
>>38455132
Yep same. Great book also. Theres something inside us. If it grows too much we end up like pat. Narcissm hate and fear/ego
I have to leave my house to get my first NEETbux and i don't want to leave but i have to
>>38455349
To be honest I feel more like Clay from Less than Zero than Pat Bateman. Not on the verge of psychosis and murder, but empty, perpetually bored, nothing phases me and nothing matters.
This sadness will last forever
I have a job interview today, the only company that has called back. It's a wagecuck company but it gets the job done
That horrible feeling when you long for death but also fear it
I'm happy right now, but am entirely unsure if I will have a bad or good year at uni. I'll be a sophomore with no social life last year (I was focusing on getting good grades, or at least that's what I tell myself)
Now I need to focus on getting a social life, getting fit, AND maintaining these grades. It'll be a challenge, brehs. Cyborgs have to become normie or die trying.
I just feel so exhausted, so overwhelmed
>>38455447
That's beautiful. What's this from?
for the last month
I'm a pretty serious guy
>>38455472
Watchmen.
Read it and feel sad, anon.
Pretty much what I feel like.
i feel like death. anyone else?
Hardcore and empathetic
>>38455375
Wow I have to read it. I feel exactly the same way. Apathy
>>38455658
You definitely should. It's his first work, published at 21. It's less polished (or gruesome) than American Psycho, but really good. It has a raw quality to it, a depressing nonchalance of "I have everything but nothing to lose" and it gets pretty intense.
>>38454979
i just watched what in the robot
now im horny and confused
and i cant find a girl which is not a normie which pisses me off btw
>mfw I see myself in the mirror
>>38455447
I was going to post this image
>>38455683
Ok great. Will do. Young degenerate richfags... a common topic for ppl in good countries
If you flip a coin, instead of making a 50/50 decision, repeating this process daily, what are the chances that it always makes the wrong decision?
I'm just so tried, all the time.
i just smashed my phone to pieces because my anger got the best of me
it was a 4 year old galaxy s4 and the one I had before was an s2 so I basically have had the same phone for 5 years or more now... but I am really disappointed in myself for losing my cool and busting the phone
now I have no job, barely a couple hundre bucks, and no phone... fuck me
So very true my friends
craaawling in my skinnn these wounds they will not heal ooaaahr
>>38455348
hey man Im not attractive AT ALL but I dont think girls are really supposed to approach the guys anyway right
>>38454979
feeling pretty frishy my dude
some nihilism meme
>>38456109
what got u so worked up to smash ur phone anon?
this is pretty much me, not overwhelmingly positive with hints of negativity sprinkled in
>>38456199
my porn wouldn't load. and I know that sounds childish but this has been a long time coming
>>38454979
>try to find specific thing on internet that should exist
>it doesn't
>oh wait it does but you have to make it yourself and it's over priced due to price gouging and you're a neet that won't make enough money for it to be worth it so you'll just buy bottom shelf vodka the next time that you donate plasma for money rather than buy something that will last because it's actually not worth it
>>38455310
>except death
u sure?
>found a gun one time when I was 17
>aimed it at my head and pulled the trigger
>no bullets were in it
>>38454979
Why even bother, really? Chad lives - bangs a grills - Chad dies. Robot lives - shitposts on r9k - robot dies. There is not much difference between social success or social failure, both are bound to be forgotten.
Getting worse with every passing day.
>>38454979
>describe how you feel like in one picture
>pic with a guy pointing a gun to its head
>everyone follows the same concept and all robots proceed to post a related image
So this thread is implying that all robots are the same or the fact that no one is original.
>>38456765
>Can't stick your dick in a dream
Definitely not that with attitude
Sell your sanity stock, invest in a tulpa
what's the future got to hold for you, me and us, boys?
My life...
Hsuwpsdjdjs Ada
>>38456852
>robot
>happy
Pick only one.
>>38454979
I feel like ive lost so many friends coz im too fucking autistic
I might smoke soon
Just waiting for nothing to keep happening.
>>38456382
Sounds like a weird feel
>>38454979
oeigaminal
Tfw a security bot has more balls than you
>>38456269
damn bro thats rough as hell
>>38455144
Chances are your coworkers are normies. Normies are very good at determining who is below them and resent them. By you being a depressed faggot you're just asking to be bullied by normies. I bet you are being bullied, aren't you?
>became 30 month ago
>still no gf
>5 years ago I thought that my loneliness is unbereable
>there are still at least few decades ahead of me
/pic related. for real. no really wtf traitors.
I have accepted that no woman will ever love me. It feels liberating
I don't feel good, I don't feel depressed, I just feel done.
not showing my true self ever again cuz i might end up on a shrink
Hollow
What do you want me to say, something original?
fuck this fucking life
>>38454979
Feeling Pretty good. Kinda bored rn. Had a huge bender last weekend. Met this girl and stayed at hers a couple of days.
>>38454979
i can't do this anymore. i go through this every week. i just want it all to end. i have no motivation, no will, i just keep going for the sake of it. i want to give up. i want to sleep and never wake up. the thoughts never end. some days are better than others, but almost every day i wish i could just stop breathing. i sometimes just close my eyes in hope i just become unconscious and disappear. it's a cycle that never ends. i wake up and go to sleep with the same thoughts. i can't escape it, it's like a shadow.
>>38454979
Fuck everything.
STOP FUCKING MUTING ME
idk wtf i going on
I don't even feel sadness anymore. I wish I did. I truly wish I would still feel conventional feelings of happiness and sadness. But it's just an abstract form of dread now. Just dread. Every nerve in my body feels strained. My skin feels numb and I can't control the obsessive thoughts that are invading my head constantly. I feel like a shell of my former self. Like a bad copy of a copy. nothing phases me anymore in the slightest and people have told me that I have become aloof. The only thing that really excites me is the fantasy of inflicting damage on something or someone. If I stare long enough at the wall the shadows begin to move and faces emerge and scream at my face.
jesus christ how depressing
>>38459497
Good film. Detachment.
I feel like nothing exist outside of my apartment anymore, like a millenia had passed and everything has been turned into dust.
>>38456382
That's why you always carry ammo
>textless posts are not allowed
god i hate /r9k/
Nervous as all heck dude
i'm good enough for others but not good enough for me
you feel me?
>>38454979
While drowning myself in escapist delusions
>>38455310
Godspeed Anon
Enjoy being a comfy motherfucker
Gotta look good so people don't get concerned
>>38454979
tired and dont have the energy to live a meaningful life
i feel nothing. my life isnt shit. my life isnt good. it just is. i dont have anything to look forward to nor do i have really any big regrets. its just blank. there is no anticipation. if i died tomorrow i wouldnt care
>>38454979
All I feel is that I feel nothing
I have been sick with pneumonia for 5 weeks. I feel like a terminally ill AIDS sufferer. Ive been in and out of hospital and the doctors say im getting better but i have a constant fever and cough up blood all the time and have 0% energy. Ive lost so much weight that they put a feed tube in me. I have no friends other than a lonely old tranny I catch the bus with. She made me some chicken soup that was fucking awfull but its still one of the nicest things anyone has ever done for me.
I was an idiot and contacted my father who i havent spoken to in a year hoping for something. His response was "well.....theres nothing i can do about it"
Im really scared lads. I cant do this much longer.
Sorry for depressing blog post.
>tfw nothing to do at my job 75 % of the time
>tfw get paid 16,45/h + additions to shitpost and read Fascist/NS literature
>an endless /comfy/ existence of bottom-tier mediocrity
normies, robots and depressionfags don't know the comfort of my little bubble
I don't want to do anything except end but I have to carry on and I don't like the look of the future right now.
>>38461762
I work at a hospital that specializes in lung/respiratory diseases, the symptoms you're describing are common in tuberculosis patients, I'm no doctor but I see patients like that everyday. You might want to look for a second opinion, just saying anon.
>>38454990
Do you eat well and hydrate properly?
>>38462043
hydrate this *unzips dick*
Sick of these people. They are all over 4chan.
>>38454979
pretty happy right now yea boi
>>38462195
I'm sick of fags too anon.
>>38462212
Fags bother me less than people who whine about them constantly. You must have a pretty good life if that's the worst thing you can think of.
I guess I have a life that would be considered desirable to many of you but I just feel empty.
I knew I wasn't going to grow up to be anyone noteworthy, but damn...
Me on the Ieft xD
>This decade is already 75% over
b e i n g H a p p y O u t s i d e 2 b e S a d i n s i d e
>>38462367
Good. I hope the 20's will be better. Better music. Better movies. Better people
Me 95% of the time.
>>38456109
get an s6 7 or 8, monthly payments on phones arent too bad. use the cash you have to get a guard card then become a security officer.
>>38462481
>I hope the 20's will be better.
Probably won't be, to be honest.I actually miss the early 2010's, to be honest.
>>38462481
>Good. I hope the 20's will be better.
Not even a hope.
>>38462551
2012 was my best year. No responsibilities. Shitposting on the internet then pleading to be unbanned from my favorite server.
>>38462551
>>38462691
2017 could be 1927 or 1977
In that case, we should be happy that 1933 and 1983 is coming
Fuck everything man.
It's never going to get any better.
>>38462696
2011 and 2012 were both pretty nice for me.
>>38461763
What job, my originally original dude?
iiii*000
so fucking empty
i dunno where i found this but this is how i feel
>>38462750
I hope it is 1927. There has got to be some resolution to this slovenly navel gazing humanity is stuck in.
> mfw feeling happy and being confy after eating a bowl of pasta, tomato sauce and sausages.
>>38462814
I'm a caster. Basically i make huge aluminium bars (usually weigh 5-8 tons each). Most of them end up in cars down the Line.
Either i'm waiting for ~25 tons of metal to melt, which can take 4 hours or so, or i'm casting, which can take up to two hours. The only real work i do every day, i can probably cover over about 1 hour. Not to mention everyone is cool with sleeping on the job (assuming all available jobs are done).
And to top it off, the company paid for my Truck, Overhead Crane and Wheel Loader license (prolly worth 6 grand together), and gave me full salary during the courses.
It's 5 shift though, but it kind of suits me. It's way worth it when you get almost 2 weeks off every month, Thanks to it.
>>38462008
Thank you anon for responding. Ive had 5 different doctors at different health centers that are adamant this is pneumonia and ive had all the tests and xrays and zpack antibiotics but i just dont trust them because my mom died when i was young due to a miss diagnosis (brain anurisim that they thought was a migraine) so i have big trust issues around doctors.
Im trying to get an apointment with a
Private respitory specalist. Do you think thats the right thing to do? I hate hospitals. They make me really uneasy.
When i go to the hospital i have to wait for hours to see some one and then a nurse takes my vitals i wait several more hours and then a really young doctor comes and tells me i have pneumonia that i need to rest and goodbye.
ive never been sick like this before. I made a half hearted suicide attemt last night with a belt but pussyed out and now my neck hurts.
My usual doctor gave me some diazepam and that helps a bit.
Thank you for responding kind anon. And thank you for your advice which i will look into.
i havent spoken to another person in fuck know how long (aside from 2 relatives i live with) had to go outside the other day and some girl asked me directions and it was hard as fuck not to spill spaghetti
>>38463703
>ive had all the tests
Did they at least ask for a sputum culture or a mantoux test? If not, you may want to subtly ask your doctor about them, telling your doctor what to do usually does not end well.
Shit I don't even know exactly what the test are for, I just work front desk, but if a patient came in with those symptoms 90% of the time that's what the pneumonologist asks for. I've seen this hundreds of times, and they sure as hell don't let them go back home untreated with hemoptysis, that's straight to the E.R.Take it easy anon, even in this godforsaken place there's still people that care about you. Good luck.
>>38454979
I'm going insane
origaino30
>>38464104
He could also go to the health department and ask for the skin test if they keep jerking him around like that. TB scares the shit out of me.
My suicidal thought are becoming more realistic. Im really thinking about to buy a gun and shot myself. Im thinking about to write a letter to my mother telling it wasnt her fault. Im not even scared of the idea of blow my head off, im just want to rest, i dont have the will nor the strenght to deal with shit. anymore
>>38464239
iktf i just feel like id fail or not go unconscious
I'm pretty much sad 80% of the time. But the other 20% I'm a reckless crazed happy filled. Help me
I feel like this is me. I have been through the lowest lows and highest heights. I've experienced so much and survived. But now I'm on the floor. This doesn't mean I will give up but I accept that I'm getting older. My health is starting to become diminished and I'm running out of chances. If I don't get back up now this might be all I'm remembered by. Just someone that talked a big game but wasn't prepared. If I just accept this shit I'll be like most of the people above me in this thread and I don't mean to insult them but that's not a fate I would wish on anybody especially my damn self. I know how it feels to want to die and I know how it feels to want to live forever. I'm trying to find something in the middle and stay with it for the rest of my life. So I keep pushing myself harder every day, it's all I can do.
>>38464239
My advice to you is to let go of your old life for a while, as long as you need, and see the world.
Just drop everything, get a decent bike, a tiny tent, some other necessities, then just hit the road, and live minimalistic.
I'm riding from Sweden to the Austrian alps and back next summer with a cousin who's in a similar state. We've figured we have to get away from all the shit for a few months, and just to figure our selves out in peace.
>>38464444
I'm bipolar and iktf. You have to find something significant to focus that crazy happy reckless manic energy on. That way you can make that 20% grow much higher and the other part shrink. You need focus and purpose.
I'm not sure how I feel but I (really really really) like this picture.
>>38464444
eminem vevonice quads faggot
>>38464646
Can't find his best work on vevo though
>>38454979
Well, a bit more sleepy though.
>>38464855
What's he doing? Worshipping mary? Heh.
Also my face these days, the pain has stopped. Only laughter remains.
>>38464942
In that case worshipping the most holy host, body of Jesus Christ, together with his priest buddies.
>>38464104
>Did they at least ask for a sputum culture or a mantoux test?
Nope. I thought they would have done this too. They took bloods and urine but the nurse forgot to collect my piss so fuck knows what the results were. On a side not the nurse that took my blood had two thumbs on each hand. And yes ive also found that telling doctors what to do is not a good idea. They seem to get severely trigged buy it. I think im going to follow your advice anon and go back to the er. Even if i have to wait 6 hours to be seen its better than lieing in bed shit posting. Last time i was there i got to see some patched gang members have a fight. Its day time were iam so there wont be to many drunks and addicts like there are in the evenings. Ers are like the nineth circle of hell. Ive thought of contaacting mental health services but im scared they will lock me up and then this whole mess will be worse.
I want to thank you anon from the bottom of my heart for responding and offering advice. It has really helped me.
>>38463160
How'd you get into it? Sounds like it'd be p comfy.
>>38465403
Fucking hell. Ive just read the Wikipedia artical on TB. I have all the symptoms but the one that scares me the most is the nail clubbing thing which i have.
Why did my life take such a shitty turn?
I fucking hate everyone I meet.
>>38465439
It's comfy as fuck.
I just left a CV with a recruiter at a job fair and bam, a few days later i got a mail saying i got a job. Didn't even have to do an interview. Although i had to do this IQ test online, which was pretty easy.
I can't believe there aren't more robots in industry. The pay's good, you don't have to talk very much, you only see the same people every day, I could go on.
>>38455823
goodamn that pic very related to my life
>>38455442
Reply to me, fags
>>38461763
Sounds like the fucking life, anon.
>>38454979
No pic at all, i don't feel anything anymore, i just want to end this pointless life
Surely things will get better eventually... right?
>>38467093
Can't begin to describes how much it is.
Reading "To my Legionaries" atm.
>>38461763
Same with me except im making alittle bit more
>browses ironmarch on work conputer
Heh
Decent honestly. Could be better though.
I'm having a fine time.
Some people call me a space cowboy...
>>38462195
True, im wiih u brother
>>38454979
Happy birthday to me I guess.
25 lonely bdays in a row
Publius Cornelius Scipioriginal
i can't remember a time when life was good
>>38454979
This, I remember back when I was 17 and my mom took away my internet, I'd browse 4chan from my flip phone and I saw this pic, I drew it and left it on a table and my mom saw it and took it, I still feel this way to this day.
me 24/7 365
i hate this
>>38468737
What can you do about this? Stretching?
>>38468760
idk, i spend the whole day sit in chairs or the sofa
>>38468523
Happy original origami birthday anon
This would be about right.
Pretty much sums it up. And now that I'm finished with college its going to be ever more impossible to find one.