How does one experience love?

understand its a rat race, be somewhat alpha, and weigh over a buck 50

>>38451321
It doesn't exist man. You're forever going to be caught in between crippling loneliness, and the knowledge that there will never be anything you or anyone else can do about it. Sorry you had to find out this way.

literally chemicals in your brain

It is literally this

https://youtu.be/ILt5HZnPz5o

>>38451321
I wish that boy in the picture was me, because instead, I chose to be the bully on the playground. Looking back, I would rather spend my childhood in under that stare, than to re-experience the chaos and strive to be accepted. I allays hated my "friends", and after my graduation, I never spoke to them again.