I just rememberd something that happened a month ago.
>25
>alone at the beach
>everyone in pairs it's the mating season again
>mfw I realise I took drapes instead of a towel to the beach
>drapes are better against the heat but people start watching me
>start sweating
>hurry it up and lay on stomach, covering head bcs embarrassed
>beautiful sunny day
>get hungry
>order kebab and chips while trying to hide my face from everyone
>no one pays attention
>food arrives, go to the delivery man
>he hands me my food and I try to shake his hand as a thanks
>succeeded
>he avoids eye contact
>get back to the beach ready to eat
>mfw
What is wrong with me? how do people learn being normal?