i wish i had a good mother

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>tfw mother disowned me since my 2nd or 3rd birthday

>>38441364
>i wish i had a good mother
same
where are your mother's currently lads

My mom had a mental breakdown after I left for college

She ran away and went to Oregon, where she is currently """"studying""""" naturopathic """"""medicine""""""

my beta dad is paying for all of this of course

>>38441364
i shouldnt complain, i have a roof and food but i didnt really get anything more

no compassion affection or obvious love

i go to my friends house and see them getting hgs kisses, their mothers voices are so soft and caring towards them, they look like a comforting presence, thats hat you should feel when you see your mum

i just see defensive body language and a nagging personality, I'm so jealous, all I want is a comforting presense when i see my mother, not something that repulses me. but like I said it may have affected my mental development negatively, but to most of society i still shouldnt complain.

also is it weird to have a crush on your friends mother due to her loving comfortingness?

>>38441364
I just wish I had a mother but mine had to go and fucking die when I was a little kid leaving me to the care of an emotionally distant father that didn't even want a kid. Goddammit