>24
>failed last semester of college
>been going for more than 4 years
>no motivation
>no clue what to do with my life
>try to get fit
>godlaughing.jpeg
>pectus excavatum so body will never look good
>heart problem limits energy and stamina so couldn't get fit even if i wanted to
>virgin
>6/10 face
>4/10 body, not fat just look horrible frim deformed ribs
>probably have depression or some other mental disability
what the fuck do i do with my life?
should i just put the barrel of a shotgun in my mouth or what?
>>38437628
>>24
>>failed last semester of college
>>been going for more than 4 years
>>no motivation
>>no clue what to do with my life
jesus fuck are you me
>>38437628
youre doing ok since you have that disease you couldnt affect
its us, who are born smart, wealthy and healthy and still fail worse than you who should kill themselves
and i still dont
so neither should you (im speaking objectively, not like some kind of a redit fag trying to console people)
>>38437671
you dont want to be me
yes one side is larger, i have a permanently swollen lymph node that may or may not be cancer
because having ribs that makes me look like i have tits isnt bad enough, lets make one bigger than the other
It's alright. I got after-pregnancy looking stretch marks when I was sixteen and only slightly overweight because of my dermatitis.
>>38437757
aw hell I'm fatter than that
sorry about your health problems, OP
>>38438228
it's cool, they compound so i'll be dead at 50 at the latest
>>38437628
each carreer in my country lasts 5 years, i dont see the problem