mental illness general

>>38436583
I used to get depersonalisation a lot when I was a kid. I remember telling a teacher about it when I was 7. Haven't been able to do it since I was around 14 (I could disassociate if I thought about it for long enough). It almost happened when I had a slight breakdown about a month ago though. I even have visual snow and used to get tinnitus, they say the three go hand in hand. I wish I could do it again and make it last

yup, triggered by a bad weed trip twice.First time it went away slowly and i forgot i had it.This time around i feel worse, hah another reason to off myself

>>38436583
>I wish I could do it again and make it last

I'll swap places with you, have had it for seven years 24/7! ;-;

>>38436651

Yeah, I'm almost the same. Mine was induced through drugs (MDMA and Weed i'm pretty sure) and has stuck around for a few years despite going through various treatment options.

hang in there, man.

>>38436670
Jesus, I don't know what I would do if I had it for that long. Does it feel like you want your consciousness to escape your body?

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Can children inherit psychopathic traits? Even if they grow up in a relatively normal household?

>>38436747

I mean it has gotten a lot better. I used to not be able to leave my house, but yeah its like being on some kind of weird drug all the time.

will never take my mental health for granted again if I ever do get out of this shit.

who here adhd? for me it feels like mild borderline and bipolar

also ive been thru shit so im even more fuked up in head

>>38436767
Ted Bundy got them from his grandfather

>>38436687
yeah hopefully it doesnt last that long for me had it for 5 months now last time it took 6-8months so i hope it takes that same ammount of time, fuck im never taking life for granted if i get out of this

>>38436810
Yeah whenever it happened to me I just wanted to die really badly. As if my body and my identity was just an inescapable prison. I'd still like to experience it again though, out of curiosity.

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>>38436583
Yeah i've always had it but around 15-16 it started getting alot worse so now i have it 24/7. the only good thing is that my anxiety lessened because of it so now i just feel like a doll.

>>38436651
Same. Can't even enjoy weed anymore, shit happens every time :/

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>>38436583
I've had dissociation for years stemming from severe depression since childhood that never went away. Although I think it got worse after dexxing a couple at 900mgs that made me experience a level of dissociation I never had before. I completely lost touch with my physical body during those times and completely forgot who or what I was and felt like a pure floating entity with no identity, a nameless formless observer. I really liked that sensation though so I held on to it mentaly and I think some of those feelings have been residual.

It's made me think of my body and mind as more of a prison ever since then and look forward to dying if it means being released from a forced identity and perspective I don't want.

>>38436767
My aunt killed her 2 infant children and herself. I have depression and I hope I don't inherit stuff from her