operation: get back ex gf

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back in october 2015 i started dating a girl who was actually named stacy but not actually a stacy. i was a really shitty bf to her by being a manwhore on snapchat behind her back. after she found out about things we tried to make it work but the insecurity my infidelity gave her ended up triggering a severe anorexic relapse. she was eating less than a thousand calories per day and drinking on top of it. I had to leave her because I did not trust myself enough to change my behavior and i knew i could potentially kill her. After we broke up we tried to stay friends but she was really hurt by me trying to move on so quickly so she ended up blocking me out of her life completely. Its not that I had actually moved on, I was just desperate for someone to distract me from missing her. its been about a year since she last spoke to me and she hasn't responded to either of the couple messages I've sent since then. I lost hope in ever getting her back but lately i've noticed her reblogging things on her tumblr that seem to have to do with a lost love.

do you guys think i should go on a cheesy self improvement journey until october 12th, the anniversary of the day we met, and then send her one last message? I know i'm not the same person i used to be and i miss her so much v_v