I was at the beach today, just sitting and thinking about my

That means what you're thinking now is wrong too. You're on a true path. Don't fret

>>38425525
good thread man. i feel like this daily. the bottom line is, we are the product of how our parents raised us. that and genetics. environment and genetics shape us, and we cant rise above it. my mom and dad sheltered me and i hd zero friends until i went to college. i thought i could rise above it, but i was never able to. i couldnt learn social skills and fit in with everyone in a short amount of time. i dropped out, was an outcast, became a failure, and never recovered. once youre in the cycle, its almost impossible to get out. even if youre bright, motivated, and think you have a future, its almost impossible to rise above your circumstances, your upbringing, all the obstacles that resulted from years of bad parenting and social isolation