Fell for the improve yourself meme

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My life wasn't the greatest i was a neet fat and creepy.
But i could get a few smiles from shitposting here, playing games,watching anime and fapping to hentai .Of course i was alone but i had those little happy moments.
My mom told me to get a job or she will kick m e out when i was 23 (i was a neet since i was 16)
This is where everything got shitty
Got a job at construction site it was heavy duty stuff i got fit in a few months and started to make good money i helped my mom with paying for some stuff and taxes.
Girls started to ask me out it wasn't that good i tought the girls are shallow stuff was a meme but it's true,lost my virginity to a cute girl it wasn't great either,then i tried clubbing it also wasn't fun nothing could give me happiess anymore everything seemed so easy and boring, i even tried heroine it wasn't as good as i expected to be,i have female "friends" that call me for sex sometimes or drinking but i don't get anything out of that its fucking depressing.
I remember that when i was a neet i could get happiness just from a new chapter of my favorite manga or a high score in a game no i think games are boring and don't give a shit about anime.
I wish i stayed a neet,life sucked then but atleast i could be happy.
Friends are shit,Having a gf is boring and even sex is boring.
Being a robot neet is 100 times better