I THINK I KILLED MY GRANDMA WITH MEME MAGIC

too early to tell. If you do get a gf soon then you'll know

>>38409141
You have to be careful with what you are saying to god, he is very powerful man.

>>38409661
I'm starting to believe that, but hopefully i get qt 3.14 gf out of this

>>38410022
You wont my dude
oriora

What are you complaining about? You're going to have a girlfriend soon. Be happy.

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>>38409141
unfortunate coincidence anon. your grandmother had already been very sick for quite some time, and you were aware of this beforehand right? it was on your mind and you might even have wanted to create a cause-and-effect narrative because it would foster hope for getting a gf.

secondly, in mostly every religious/philosophical understanding of the world, God isn't one to torment you with petty wagers - especially not if they have consequences that hurt other people. He is a wholly benevolent being. Also, your grandmother's life was in God's hands from before she was even born, there was no point where God would have needed your "permission" to take your grandmother, so the transaction doesn't really even make sense.

People with OCD often have obsessive fears about the death of relatives and perform compulsions to "prevent" them from happening. Sometimes, inevitably, those deaths occur and they feel guilty even though they realise rationally that their actions had no effect on the persons death - simply because their mental illness forces them into a feedback loop of severe self-doubt. What your afraid of is called "magical thinking", anon. No one would ever seriously tell you you're to blame.