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humanity is disgustingly superificial 2017-07-16 05:21:08 Post No. 38403301
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>be me
>homeschooled
>sheltered
>go into public school in 6th grade
>nervous
>everybody dresses differently than me
>everyone seems to understand something that i don't
>try to make friends
>get rejected, ostracized
>self conscious for the first time
>no one treats me like a regular peer
>i am treated lower-than-human
>ridiculed for my hair, teeth, clothes
>develop deep self-loathing
>in 6th grade
>continues through middle and high school
>always separated from the rest
>never part of the group, never belong
>develop deep distrust of others, cynical reaction to any interaction with another person
>by 9th grade i truly hate myself
>i hate my life. deeply, existentially unhappy
>only people i talk to are other untouchables who also hate themselves, and thus hate each other
>one day get a haircut
>people act slightly differently
>10th grade, get braces off
>a girl from math class says hi to me in the hallway
>i'm starting to make real friends now
>people interact with me like they would a normal person
>progressively become less ugly
>by junior year possess actually normal appearance
>notice i have a lot more friends
>by senior year become actually attractive
>everybody likes me
>girls want to date me
>the same ones used to treat me like dirt
>everyone is nicer to me
>everyone
>including adults
>everything i do is "interesting"
>the same things i've always done
>everything i say is "hilarious"
>the same things i've always said
>i do whatever i want, people think i'm "charming"
>be junior in college
>everyone still thinks i'm charming, interesting, etc.
>people like me immediately upon meeting
>none of them ever understand the real me
>still the same core person i've always been
>still remember how i felt completely alone in 6th grade
>mfw humanity is horrifically, horrifically superficial
>mfw success in life is grossly determined by attractiveness
>mfw happpiness is too:
> happiness scales with belonging
> belonging scales with attractiveness
>mfw
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Well atleast you have a good enough perisnaliity and social skills to get out of not being a retard. Look, all those pole are prob fake, those friendships i doubt will last long. Finding actual geniune friends is hard. Is there something wrong with my post? Please comment
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>I'm still acting the same way as I used to
No you're not. You're significantly less of a sperg now than you were as a kid, but you just didn't notice your developing social skills as you grew up--and you didn't notice being a sperg as a kid because you didn't know better. People treat you decently because you now have the social skills necessary to coexist with others.
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>>38403301
6th graders are young, you were a new kid stranger, they probably knew each other most of them from growing up and going to school together previously.
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>>38403301
same shit with me. as soon as i cut my hair started hitting the gym and hit a growth spurt everyone started being nice to me even though i still liked the same weird shit and had the same weird sense of humour. dont blame em though i also hate ugly people
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>>38403301
None of that was your fault, anon. Remember that. Find a picture of yourself in 6th grade. Tell him it wasn't his fault.
You'll be alright, friend.
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>>38403301
I actually had more friends as a semi autistic fat child in middle school than as a slim tall attractive guy in highschool
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>>38403301
>> happiness scales with belonging
citation needed
many philosophies disagree with you
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