i took a walk today.

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was having another rough day and i heard that going for a walk can help the mind relax so i went ahead and picked a small mountain. it had a nice view of my town i guess.

the main path was full of tourists, a lot of people in their twenties. one couple asked me to take a picture of them. i wasnt really enjoying being surrounded by normies so i went off the main path into what looked to be a more obscure area.

as i walked up i saw two young girls, probably around 17 or 18. as i walked past them i could hear them talking about their problems, they didn't seem like typical normies. though whatever they were discussing it sounded quite generic and minuscule compared to what some of us have to deal with every day.

i walked by them trying not to stare and feel like a creep, though something about their soft voices stuck in my head. i couldnt stop thinking about it. eventually i just sat down on a rock and started crying. nobody was around to notice, or at least i think so. by the time i got up to walk back the girls were gone.

i wish i could sit down with someone like that and just talk. a single person who cared and who i could trust to talk to, instead of posting on r9k like i am now. its all too much sometimes. so fucking stupid that a small thing like that could make me cry, even after everything ive seen and experienced after years of visiting this place. i dont know what to think anymore.

and i thought walks were supposed to be relaxing. oh well.