Help me

S-send her my way...

I went through this exact situation myself and embraced it, which led me to lose my virginity at the age of 21.
since she's big, I assume she has big tits which should be a plus, no? anyway, all i can say is let things go progressively, drink a bit to remove some of the edge if you think it might happen.
not a robot myself, but i'm dangerously close to that status

>>38401664
The thing is, she expects more than just a one time fuck. She wants a relationship.

>>38401818
Then fucking do it.
You don't have to marry her, just say you'd like to try and see how things go. Even if she's not on the same level as the women you usually fap to, at least it'll give you some experience with women, which will allow you to expand your horizons, see what kind of person you are in a couple, and most importantly, help you get out of your shell.

>>38401965
seems kinda shitty to do but ok

>>38402205
I agree, but many couples aren't based on love, but more something like this, or because it's convenient, and it's far less shallow than because "he/she's cute" IMHO.