>Dream where I have to go back to high school

I have dreams about getting ready for high school

>>38367961
I graduated nearly 10 years ago why am I still having these dreams?

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>Dreams where I sneak back into my high school and pretend to be a student
>Dreams where I sneak into another high school and pretend to be a student
>Dreams where I go visit my old high school and all my old classmates are still students there
>All of these dreams happen at least once a week

What does it mean?

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>Once again I have that dream where I never graduated and have to go back and sit the final exams
MAKE IT STOP

I keep having these as well. Not often. School was OK. Dreams are me going back to school like the last 12 years were just a summer holiday

>>38367961
>Be 26
>Dream where i have to go back to elementary school
>I have some kind of a mini amnesia about my life in this dream because it doesn't seems strange and can't really remember much.
>The Dream adapts to this and according to the "story" i was sick (probably in coma) for a year
>Be happy in elementary school again
It happened multiple times now. Waking up and remembering who you are is such a bitch.

>>38368514
>>38368184
>>38367997
>>38367961
>>38368611
Time stopped for all of us once high school ended because that's why life stops progressing on its own and you have to do it yourself.

>>38368665
because that's when* life stops progressing on its own

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>>38368665
Such a simple but big truth. And since a lot of feels like we missed out things from the high school life we just can't let it go.
>At 18: I am sure it i will find a gf next year i just wasn't lucky during high school
>Say it every year.
>Realize you are 25+
>Still feel like you are actually 18
>Time still passes
I am not sure if i can survive turning 30.

>Use to have nightmares where I failed a test and got beaten by father
>Had to keep HS and university manuscript next to bed to calm me down
It eventually stops

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>dream where I win the lottery and go back to school and give all the teachers who were nice to me money and publicly degrade the ones who were mean to me/let me get bullied

>Dream where I have to go back to middle school. I'm not even 12 again. I'm still my adult self.
I fucking hated 7th & 8th grade. Went to a school full of niggers. Fucking animals ruined my life. High school was just the sequel.

>Dream where I'm back in Job Corps.
If I had known those were going to be the best times of my life, I would never have come home. I couldn't take being told what to do all the time, and --apparently-- came home to languish in my own laziness and iniquity. Then, I acted like I hated it so much that I never went back. I had 6 years to sign back up, but couldn't stand the idea of having to eat my own words and return.

I know it's my fault my life is shit. It's like I'm actively sabotaging myself, because I hate life. Even at this very moment. I should be studying for my A+ exam on the 20th. I should be studying spanish. I want off this ride.

>MFW everything wrong with my life can be traced back to a single moment in time, a turning point focused around an event I could've prevented.

I turn 30 this year, robots. If I can't get it turned around, at least a start in the right direction, I'm done for. It's too late to even kill myself at this point.

Wish me luck with my exam, and getting a new job, with real hours. I'm taking my ass to community college.

>dream where i feed a poisonous snake raw eggs
huh

>>38369726
I see a lot of me in you. I hope you become the person you wish to be.

>>38370564
So do I kemo sabe.