im 19 years old and i have been in social isolation 3 years

Same except I'm 6'1 and a NEET for 3yrs

Go back finish high school or get a GED.

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I was around that age a fat loser spent all day inside my whole life. My friend whipped me in shape I lost all my fat got laid made friends kinda just was acquaintances that hated me had soul crushing autism still lingering that ruined my life went through heart break developed some weird fetish shit from an ex with big titties and been exposed to the world.

I kinda miss my old days where you're at. There's a certain happiness I could achieve because I never had to worry about the outside world now I always do and I can't avoid it anymore. It's weird.

I recently came back to my old ways got fat haven't talked to a girl in years have nothing no one no friends sit inside until it hurts no job etc etc etc. i honestly think I made a deal with the devil for that because after 4 years I went back to normal and everything was the same but I'm much much sadder addicted to drugs have a pretty demonic mindset I would describe it as and I lost some of my hair. Too scary.