How are you?

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Im fine. How are you OP?

>>38353565
Is that gif deliberately shaking?

Very warm after riding my bike in the cruel, uncaring sun
But I'm in a very good mood, my crush texted me first while I was working and we're gonna share some scotch on saturday
For now it's just cooling down, though

How is everyone else doing?

>>38353574

Today was pretty okay. I felt pretty productive at wagie today. Most of the time I'm just pretending to work.

Other than that, the general anxiety, numbness, worrying, and loneliness feels pretty bad.

Coming down from a high. Getting high and watching bad santa 2 is something I highly recommend.

>>38353633
What are you high on? Orihigig

>>38353565
I'm worried that alcohol is the last remaining route to happiness.

>>38353670
Have you tried opiates?

Not doing too great desu. I feel like I'm starting to lose my sanity a bit. Tired all the time and simple tasks like getting something to eat sound overwhelming. But at least I'm on meds so I won't have a massive nervous breakdown like I've had before

How YOU doin'

>>38353618
Good for you, man. Hope you two have a nice time. On a different note, how can the sun be cruel? It simply -is-

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>only had 1/4 of my brandy left (so like 250ml)
>drink it all quickly cus im worried I won't feel a thing
>slight buzz for a minute and then nothing
>can't even be intoxicated/high/nothing

i fucking HATE BEING SOBER

>>38353708
Tfw didn't eat dinner until 22:30 cause I couldn't get my shit together..

I'm bored. I wanna play smash with a friend but he's unavailable for the next three hours. I wanted to bang a girl but I dont think she's interested. Her replies are monotone though she keeps texting back even to short texts such as "cool".

Normally I'd drink or smoke but I'm trying to quit. I'm bored to death.

>>38353694
Maybe if i go slow enough, i can have a different kind of high for each decade to pull me through the slog

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Went for a 4 hour walk. Saw some cute girls, sweated a lot, drank lemonade, got harassed by an army recruiter, came home and napped.

I think I'm gonna pull myself together today!

>>38353791
I suppose the opiates may just come to you if you live long enough. Except they will probably come up with something that only kills the pain by then.

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I'm ok I guess. Normal night.

i don't even know anymore. i just don't fit in with society.
i'm thinking hard trying to figure out a likely scenario where i find a female i could spend my life with but after three years i have jack shit.

>>38353565
Im becoming addicted to take sleeping pills, I feel so fresh when I wake up, I hope this does not lead me to something worse, at least until I move our from my mom's place and finally buy weed and alcohol like you do

otherwise im anxious for my january test for college admition, im gonna kms if I don't make it

>tfw my life would have been a lot better if my mom hadn't adopted a baby from a criminal family

All the time I had shitty clothing in school and everyone laughed at me. My mother would have had enough if she wasnt spending it all on that piece of shit white kid. Why did she do this to me ? My older siblings always received more. Hell they even bought them cars, where the fuck is my car? Oh we dont have any because shes out spending it on 200 dollar Nike shoes for my gringo parasite. I was too young for my family to pay attention to me now Im too old for them to help.me and Im only 22. Ive come to terms that Ive always been the kid my parents never wanted and they made up by adopting a child who left me with nothing.

I never saw it that way until recently because Im such a fucking low IQ retard

Theyre also saving up funds for his college tuition. That bitch never did any of that for us. What the fuck mom seriously? REEEEEEEeEEEEEeEeEEeEeE

>>38354113
Do what you gotta do anon. Set the record straight.

>>38353708
Sometimes I just don't want to eat because I'm too lethargic. If I'm not doing anything in the day, I'll just sleep until I am literally starving.

>>38354113
Are you sure there are no other reasons?

>bored at work so sitting on dunny refreshing arcanine
>trying to track down where the fuck my parcel of yugioh cards are
>need a wank
>haven't found any new ssbbw photo galleries I like in a while
>should be going back to my desk and studying, but will sit here a bit longer
>bad poops

>>38353565
The medication is finally kicking in and i feel normal. I forgot what this feels like and i dont like it

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>try to watch porn
>get bored of it
>fall asleep instead
help

I used to regulate here the previous year but i've been coming in here lately so what the fuck

>>38355756

What kind of meds you on?

Pretty alright.

Went out last night and didn't get back to sleep until around 5 o'clock in the morning. Been feeling a bit off all day as a consequence and wasted most of the day napping and doing work.

Having a beer and going to wander outside to get some tacos in a bit.

Tomorrow I'm taking an 8-hour bus from Mexico City to Guadalajara and spending the week there.

Flying to Tanzania next Friday. Sort of excited to go to Africa but also like Mexico a lot and don't want to leave.