The importance of having a good dad

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My dad showed me faces of death when I was 7 years old and used to play porn in front of me when I was 6 years old. Beat me constantly, verbally destroyed me. Friend molested me as a teenager like some stupid faggot.

>I'm now a narcissistic sociopath.
>I've killed small animals.
>I've masturbated to death videos.

>Always angry, can't find people who are driven like I am so I use them for what little I define their worth to be.

> I really just don't fucking care anymore. I lie to myself everyday with 'mindfulness' bullshit, but I literally want to take over something.

> I want power. Those who don't, I consider them to be weak and I therefore use them.

> Literally felt sympathy for Frank Underwood in every single episode.

I'm angrier after writing this. Can't wait for my dad to die. I'll shit on his grave.

But oddly? I want to be a dad now more than anything, just to prove that I'm not a product of my own environment. I've seemed to have developed this weird paternal instinct that hits me in the feels at the thought of showing a deep sense of empathy for my own....if that even ever happens.

Lesson? Don't be a shitty fucking dad and don't ruin people's sense of self esteem...and we wonder why society goes to hell.