> Be me ugly and autistic
> Too autistic to talk to girls
> Some really quite and shy girl asks me to sit with her. I also saw her looking at me quite a lot of times.
> Say no in an autistic manner. Probably came off as a douche.
> Yesterday my was talking to my friend when he told me how this girl came to his group ( 3 girls and 2 boys ) and started talking. She asked if she looks too "bad"
> made when it was the same girl which asked me to sit with her.
Man I seriously hate how I look. I have been thinking of bleaching my face in hope it will improve my looks. I hate myself. The only thing that keeps me going is hope that one day I will be successful.