Why do I actively enjoy seing other people suffer?
You probably aren't very happy with your life and like to see people who are also in pain. The chances of you being sad outweigh the chances of you being a psychopath by a shit ton
>>38302196
Idi nahoy what are you doing boloshiv.
Theres enough with out you adding to it.
>>38302196
there is a beauty in decay
>>38302264
>You probably aren't very happy with your life and like to see people who are also in pain
I really don't see anything sad about my life:
>stable, loving family
>Not poor
>Bright future ahead of me
>succesful in school
>People like me and cosider me a cool guy
Only thing I dislike are people trying to have a meaningful relationship with me. Like, m8, fuck off, I like you, but I really don't care about you. Stop trying to muscle your way into my life. You're not important to me.
You may be a sadist. I'd try not to worry about it. Just remember it's not legal to hurt, maim, or otherwise dismember people.
My therapist in prison told me I have severely dimished empathy.
I don't enjoy seeing other people suffer, though. I dont dislike it. I just dont enjoy it. Maybe OP is just edgy and young. Idk.
>>38302196
Because you need therapy. Sadism is the horrific outcome of a big ego combined with big fears...
>>38302612
>therapy
shit, let me find a job first
>>38302264
This. I've found the more i enjoy life, the less I can enjoy things like gore.
For example, I was one of the first disseminators of fluffy threads on /b/. I can't stand it now after cuddling my fluffy gf.
Come to think of it, this might be because of your limited interactions with people. As I've gained friends, got closer with my gf and interacted with people, I've learned to become more empathetic.
Maybe the same is possible for you.