What's keeping you alive, robots? For me, it's smoking

The only thing keeping me going is trying to raiss my kid. She's doing okay i assume. She's 4 now and in daycare

I only assume so, because lately life has gotten increasingly normal to the point where I have to constabtly ask myself "What is in my coffee?"

It only helps fuel the paranoia that everything is a combined effort by dogs and cats to rig elections in the greater reaches of developed countries, of course all that could just be attributed to peomiscious brazilian teenagers.

Makes me sad sometimes knowing all those unadopted children could've owned turtles but airline regulations forbid certain types of reptiles.

I wish you the best, OP

>>38301476
smoking is literally killing you though.

>>38301476
>No real reason to stay alive
>Life isn't so awful I wanna kill myself though

I just kill time with video games and anime, booze when I can get it is great

Why smoking? I see how you can get a buzz from it and for a while you might think it gets you a little high but 'keeping you alive'?

I wanna join the navy. I was pretty hopeless a month ago but now I'm really motivated. Started exercising last week and I stopped smoking and cut down the drinking and fapping. Its been more than a year since things were looking up.

>>38301532
What type of mental illness do you have?

The fact that I have no balls to commit suicide.

The lovely women that pretend to be my girlfriend for money.

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>>38301592
It's my coffee, friend. Soon i'll have to ask myself whether its safer to proceed drinking or not, but I'll stop for the sake of my child.

Dont discriminate, anon. Life is slightly more rectangular than you'd imagine.

>>38301592

Seems like schizophrenia to me.

E, my favourite person in the entire world

I'm keeping hope (after all, I am just 20yo!), maybe my life will get better someday?

>>38301476
something something see the world burn

The thought of being a SEAL in a couple years. I went from super fucking fat with big gyno titties to super /fit/fag in a year and a half for that reason alone. If I get dropped from bud/s I'm definitely gonna throw myself off a building or something.

>>38301859
you are a fucking normie and need to leave immediately

>>38301973
SF are some of the biggest robots out there. Most are sociopaths who were abused as children.

Well after giving it a thought I haven't found any legit reason.

>>38301476
smoking isnt the reason but it helps.