Depression Thread

I feel lonely all the time.
>I live alone in a Studio my father pays for.
>I only have 2 good friends I regularly see
>I don't have a job and I'm currently out of school so I hardly see people
>spend most of my time online
>Can't relate to anyone on /r9k/ anymore
>I've been banned from all the /r9k/ discords
>I've been banned from the gaming community I was a part of
>I now no longer use facebook.

I just don't feel like there's a place for me.

I forgot /r9k/ isn't full of depressed people anymore. it's full of normies.

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>>38293368
My ragdoll cat recently died and he was barely two years old. I didn't think it would hit me as hard as it did, but whenever I think about him, I can't help but get a little cut up about it.

His name was Cloud and his was the single nicest animal I've ever known. All you had to do was pick him up and he would start purring. I can't help but feel depressed knowing that I'll never get to pet the little guy again.

Everything in my life just feels so washed out.
It all lacks the luster it once had. It's all grey, and every step I take feels like I'm walking through water. Everything just feels like a waste of time to me, and the things that used to make me happy just make me feel empty inside.

I've also come to realize that there is literally no point in anything we're doing. What's the point in doing anything when the end result is always the same; death.

>>38293368
My entire group of 6 or so friends are all semi-normies who make me feel bad in comparison.