>gayfag
>20 years old
>failed out of high school
>only ever worked for dad on pot farm
>broke up with my ebf because I'm an autist with anxiety and felt like I was dying when in vc
>was a christian but lost faith
>deeply depressed
>was sexually abused by father before he left
>my only friends in my small high school clique are drifting apart
>when I leave my room I feel like I'm dying
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>>38290656
>don't feel sad
>don't feel happy
>feel like i'm just done with life
>don't feel suicidal
>Actually want to do things
>can't even bring myself to even watch a movie
>go to bed at 8am
>wake up at 4pm
>feel isolated and lonely
>don't want to hang out with anyone
I feel conflicted constantly. i know this is because of my depression, but i can't do anything about it.
I want change in my life but i also really don't want anything to change drastically.