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ITT: your sociopath tendencies 2017-07-11 03:35:33 Post No. 38290504
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can imagine horrible acts in great detail
murders, suicides, deadly accidents, etc.
usually end up imagining people I know or myself in these situations.
Example:
>laying in bed at night
>imagine hanging/shooting myself
>think about how it would feel to have my neck break from the rope, how long it would take before I pass out from lack of air, what I would see from my suspended view-point, whether my lungs would hurt, whether it would be relaxing as I die.
>"camera" zooms out of my point of view.
>see my own body hanging there.
>eyes bulged and wide
>slightly swaying
>rope creaking
>watch the color slowly drain from my face and limbs
>(I still live with parents)
>mother walks down to call me for dinner or something
>looks around before noticing the corpse
>loud scream
>seems like it real and right next to me
>snap out of this "fantasy"
>feel nothing
>no fear, sadness or anything else
>turn over and go to sleep
This can't be normal. The lack of emotion after these vivid dreams-while-awake concerns me.
Anyone else have experiences like this?
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it's just a load of inserted bs into your head. pay no mind, stay alive.
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the best thing to do in isolation is learn to live. It's hard ,but you'll figure it out. it also takes time ,but once you get it you'll have it forever. and nobody can put you down.
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>>38290504
Sometimes I think, "man I could kill so and so with (insert nearby object) and they couldn't do anything about it," but that''s usually as deep as it goes
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i get this shit too. suicidal ideation and recurring thoughts when i get the feels. would recommend a therapist but if you're a poorfag try finding an outlet through certain hobbies like art or writing or some sports. find a good outlet and you'll be able to run away from these tendencies. good byproduct is that you'll be skilled at some hobby. i do that and now at least i'm a good artist. hang in there anon. ^__^
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I constantly have fantasies of killing people. But I'm a huge emotional pussy so I don't actually go through with it. It's still fun to fantasize, though. Sometimes while I'm listening to music, I imagine myself shooting up my old school or going on a rampage killing everyone. Other times, I'm doing something like evading/shooting police or other shit like that. Basically, my mind is like GTA but my irl is like Feelsvill.
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>say good morning to neighbor
>It's actually past noon
I'm DAMAGED
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>>38291494
i think this about festivals with almost non-exsistant security. like, i could easily bring an automatic weapon and mow down as much people as possible.
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