heroin turned me into a robot, i used to be able to function normally but when i fell into addiction i stopped talking to anyone and spent my time in my bathtub shooting up, i only left the bathroom to occasionally eat or go get more dope
now that i've gotten clean i've forgotten how to approach others, i lost my girlfriend of 2 and a half years which was the last person i had left, everyone else either overdosed or gave up on me. i have to force myself to sleep in a bed every night instead of the bathtub, i cant even sleep like a normie anymore
how do i become normal anymore and climb out of my junk induced autism
i dont want to live like this, it wasnt tolerable when i was high, and its even less tolerable now
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>>38284402
okay first
>get out
but btw why do junkies shoot up in bathtubs? whats the purpose
>>38284459
I was wondering about that myself. Is it for when you shit yourself?
>>38284459
it was a few things for me
1. It's cold(er)
2. It was an enclosed space that felt secure
3. If on the very rare occurance that someone was looking for me, it was less suspicious that the bathroom was locked than my room
4. If I was kicking, I didn't have to deal with vomiting on carpet, i could just run bath water to clean up
>>38284514
Yeah. That too desu.
Shit OP I guess you just go use more heroin at this point.
>>38284802
If I go back out I'm just gonna get fentanyl and kill myself
>>38284402
>heroin turned me into a robot
Only Normalfags use drugs. Robots only masturbate, eat bad foods and maybe drink alone. Get the fuck off my /r9k/
>>38284402
Djjsn fjkeke
>>38285306
Not every robot is a manchild incapable of leaving the house to score some dope.
Hell, if the circumstances are right, a robot might not even need to leave the house in order to get some narcotics.