>me
>edgy high schooler in 2010
>get on bus in the morning
>sit in back by myself
>emo girl sitting on other back seat
>she is audibly crying but nobody really notices besides me
>ask her if shes alright
>she couldnt hear me over the roar of the schoolbus
>even at that age, my autism was powerful
>too nervous to ask again
>ignore her for rest of ride
>its been over 7 years and i still heavily regret not talking to her
I keep dreaming about her sitting there and crying but i'll never know why, or what she's doing now. All I can do anymore is obsess and regret my past choices. How do I stop this cycle and become a good, normal person?
I regret also not talking to an emo girl at my college. I was too autistic to recognise the signs that she was clearly expecting me to talk to her and I just ignored her. I hope I didn't make her feel like shit.
>>38274478
her entire identity was based around feeling like shit, don't worry so much