Unpleasant memories thread

>age 13
>mom beats the shit out of me almost every day
>mom takes the door off of my bedroom and bathroom because I'm not allowed to have privacy
>mom sells almost everything I had, which was already very little
>some kid who would also beat the shit out of my almost every day and lived down the street got my playstation, almost all my CDs and a shitload of my clothes
>threw almost everything besides the playstation in the trash
>beatings and lack of privacy continues, except this time I have nothing

>age 10
>cat's been missing for a while
>come home one day
>THAT smell has been getting stronger
>find the cat's dead body in the basement
>start sobbing
>mom tells me to shut the fuck up, calls me a faggot for having feelings
>makes me throw the cat in the trash
>cat literally falls apart in my hands, is covered in maggots and flies

oh this thread again

here we go..

>be in HS
>toilet at the school was comfy af
>I sometimes visit the toilet just to sit there and think about life
>one day during break time I went there and holy shit I fucking fell asleep
>skipped half of the lesson after break
>surprisingly no one came to look for me since maybe I'm a useless crap and no one even cares about me
>came to class
>teacher asked why I was late
>couldn't come up with anything so I just said that I fucking shitted in the toilet
>whole class laughs

good thing I wasn't punished or anything for skipping half of the lesson since taking a shit is kinda important and it's better than shitting in the class.

>age 15
>I tried running away
>was gone for 5 days
>come home defeated
>mom didn't seem concerned in the slightest
>didn't even try to look for me
>I come home and she's on the couch watching TV
>doesn't even take her eyes off the TV to say, "Knew you'd be back. Fucking pussy."
>I would've locked myself in my room but no door

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>6th grade
>autism to the point of affecting motor skills, but not enough for people to be nice to me out of pity
>kickball in gym class
>our team starts in the outfield
>some kid on the other team yells "hey everybody, kick it towards anon"
>every single player kicks it towards me
>they never strike out
>it's all my fault
>get called a retard by both my own team and the opposing team
>word gets out, get treated like a tardlord by most kids in the grade

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>homeschooled
>thrown into public school
>2nd grade
>new kid at school 3/4 into the end of the school year
>kid is forced by teacher to guide me around and teach me the ropes
>he half-asses everything and ditches me and I'm not able to communicate with him anyway
>i keep getting lost and fucking everything up
>start to panic
>see same kid in crowd at lunch
>feel reassured by a familiar face
>approach him and try to ask him for help but stumble over my words
>calls me a fat ugly fuck in front of everyone and tells me to fuck off
>everyone laughs and stares at me like I'm a pitiful monster
>keep bumping into people and getting yelled at as i try to walk away and apologize over and over
>not a single empty table
>chest sinks into the depths of despair, panic sets in
>start with the most safe option of the "loser" stereotype tables and ask to sit with them
>they all say no and look at me like I'm subhuman garbage
>have to keep asking table after table until one final clusterfuck table overflowing with normie chads and staceys 10,000 chairs stuffed to the brim per square inch let me in
>have to sit outside of the table in the middle of the busy pavement with people constantly bumping into me and yelling at me for being in the middle of the walkway
>don't touch my food, can't even get my tray on the table, maintain eye contact with the ground
>someone asks if i'm going to eat my food and I say I don't know and they ask for it and I say sure
>stand up and walk to a corner hidden from view and stand there waiting for the bell
>skip lunch every single day for the rest of my life repeating this routine of standing in hidden areas against concealed walls until the bell rang
>in 9th grade i became known as "the human wall", spending all of recess and lunch leaning against this one specific spot staring at the ground without moving or speaking
>5th grade "fembot" equivalents would come over to talk to me because they thought i was "weird"
>had to start hiding in the bathroom

>>38270444
Do not homeschool your children. It very rarely ends with good results.

>first grade
>come to school with stomach flu
>puking before bell rings
>bell rings
>i get seated next to new kid, his first day
>i am puking in the arm of my jacket
>he raises his hand
>"anon is puking...."
>i look at him and puke on him out of anger
>we both get sent home

>age 12
>at birthday party
>receive gift
>neighborhood autist which i didn't invite is there too
>starts pulling gift box from my hands and tries to bite me
>try to shake him off
>can't
>pull as hard as i can then suddenly let go of the box
>he falls back, hits his head on the edge of the bbq grill and fucking splits his head
>is in a coma for months
>get thrown in juvy for 6 years
>parents disowned me
>just got out 2 months ago

spergie's fault, he came uninvited and tried to use violence. he deserved, hopefully he came out of the coma a human vegetable so he can't do that shit again. sorry about the juvy

>>38270850
he's spoiled richfag kid

it's always the richfags who get away with everything and do the most shit.

i was unlucky because his father worked in law enforcement and his mother is an attorney

>>38271091
i bet he could afford tendies on a regular basis

>>38271155
meanwhile i had slop around the clock
while chad was giving her the cock

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>age 13
>all boys school with an all girls down the road
>we have our yearly social meeting and this time it's a cruise party
>on the bottom floor there is a bathroomm and everyone is throwing toilet paper into stalls
>they see the school meme walk into a stall
>he's autistic as fuck and not self-aware
>they keep fucking with him
>about to use the toilet when the autist gets mad and runs out of the stall screaming
>one of the perps attempts to hide by pushing in front of me and pretends to pee as i stand awkwardly outside
>i see the autist run towards me
>he thinks i was the one fucking with him
>he body slams me onto the tiled floor screaming "JOHN CENA" 3 times then runs away
>everyone leaves and i'm left on the ground in constant pain
>see the kid who stole the stall from me
>i stare into his eyes and ask why
>he laughs and runs away
>i hide in a stall for the rest of the night

>nothing bad happened to me at school
>only at home
>so I was a kid who went to school and was a dick and went to the office sometimes
>because they would hit me in the head at home
>you got picked on at school, asshole kid got picked on at home
>we all got picked on and wish to see the end of the world because of it
>and we all hate because of it
>we all whine because of it
>begged my parents for a punching bag
>so i could hit something instead of them and my evil older sister because i knew i would be the villain although they have done their best to paint me as the villain regardless
>have imagined pissing and shitting on their graves
>they think it comes from nowhere and i am crazy
>hitting people and verbally abusing them for years tends to drive people crazy
>yet i never hit one of those worthless morons
>except when i hit my mom around age ten after she hit me
>should have hit both my father and sister too
>because mom stopped hitting me

>>38270654
These made up stories are great

>>38270006
I'm sorry man kids areally dicks
Did you ever lose weight?

>>38270076
That's just child abuse couldn't you inform teachers about this
It's shit how your entire life is determined by childhood which is out of your hands

BTW read every post itt so far

>>38273175
>Did you ever lose weight?
No. Only got fatter over time.

>>38273175
>That's just child abuse couldn't you inform teachers about this
Things were really complicated back then.

>>38273294
So how are you now?

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I probably have you all beat from what my parents and brother did to me but I don't want to relive the long story and remember all the countless things they did to me or it will ruin my night

>4 years old
>laying in bed, unable to sleep (always had trouble sleeping as a kid)
>hear mom cheating on my dad in the next room (didn't really understand what was going on)
>convince myself it's a bad dream and cry myself to sleep quietly
>repeat the next time she brings him over
I have a brother who's 5 years younger than me and I wondered for a long time if he was actually my dad's son. He is

>>38273407
Totally miserable thanks for asking

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>get tripped leaving class in 8th grade
>all of my shit flys to the ground
>people laughing
>kid who tripped me runs off
>i sprint after him, tears in eyes didn't catch up to him

also
>dad beats older brother so bad he starts to bleed from mouth (prolly split his lip)
>i'm crying in closet, hoping he doesnt find me
>run out
>i start getting it

bonus round
>all the beatings every sibling in my family got and me hiding in the shower, pretending not to hear it, and genuinely believing i wouldn't be next

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The kid from my right would stab me with sewing needles and pins every lesson all year.

Didn't want to go to school one day, so after I was dropped off, I walked back home. Which took 2 hours.

Another time another kid asked my about my masturbation habits. I answered. The entire class fell silent for a good minute.

It was my turn to read a chapter from the textbook, but I sat there awkwardly refusing to speak. The entire class was looking at me. That went on for a solid 2 minutes before the next person read my chapter.

The girl sitting next to me lent on me one period. She was getting real cozy. Didn't know what to do so I just waited until she moved back.

>>38273460

Did they stretch your lil poop chute, anon?

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>>38270567
As a homeschooled anon I can vouch for this.

>>38273460
anon, stop being gay
>lemme say mt past it sadder than yours, but im not going to elaborate becuase i dont want to remember it, and its not like going on /r9k/ or this thread in particular could remind me of it, and its not like i just fucking mentioned it

>>38274330
where is your dad now?
originalitukiu

>around 6 years old
>boy mom sure has been in the bathroom for a long time
>knock on the door
>"I-is everything ok?"
>no response
>open door
>she's ODed on drugs and is passed out
>memory gets fuzzy, no idea how she got saved
>thus began a two decade spiral into meth and crime

I should really see a therapist about my childhood, so many fucked up memories that I've basically just pushed down.

>>38276503
>5 or 6 years old
>in 1st grade
>going to school in a tiny town, in a classroom of 10-15 kids
>two broke kids who always smell of piss from a junkie family in the same class
>they start picking on me and only me as their target
>father is working abroad in another state at this point so no father figure
>don't know how to fight back or even how to cope with the situation
>they start following me out of class just tonfuck with me
>in the toilets alone, they'd run inside knowing I'm there and open the stall door then run off laughing, etc
>making my life hell
>it starts fucking with my mind
>I'm not even aware of the concept of fighting at this point yet
>decide the best way to stop it is try to flood the school so I no longer have to attend
>start opening taps and clogging the drains, so it overflows
>eventually teachers asking me if I saw who did it, say no each time
>eventually they catch on
>they let my mother know the same day after school
>she calls me to come inside the house yelling
>asking me why I did it and screaming like crazy
>cant tell her why because I'm too ashamed that I get picked on
>the teachers at the school turn on me
>don't trust her anymore, or anyone for that matter
>shortly after develop mental issues as a result
>from then on any time I fail or do something wrong she always yells and humiliates me
>as I grow older she exposes me and my deepest flaws to people in public as a conversational topic
>makes fun of my issues
>always sides with abusive teachers just to make me feel worse
>fucked for life
>now an adult incapable of functioning in society
>don't trust anyone
>have never developed a relationship with anybody

Good life

>>38276714
Also didn't mean to quote but whatever

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>>38270006
> be me
>13-16yo
> beat by my step brother weekly
> one time with the adjustment rods from shitty blinds.
>leaves welts
>'rents don't care.
>fast forward a few years
>faggot step bro comes at me
>I pull a boyscout pocket knife.
>
>I get spanked
> no punishment for the asshole coming at me to beat me again.

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>>38270006


This one is recent and hurts pretty bad already:

>go to a party at some friends place
>get wasted pretty hard and let loose
>my mental health is degrading steadily and I barely hold myself together even while being sober
>there is a girl I like to some degree, do not even know why
>by chugging alcohol I more and more turn into a brutish asshole usually
>end up harassing this girl at increasing grades
>start off with some relatively harmless things like insulting her at every corner
>as I get increasingly more fucked I start groping her pretty harshly
>for some reason she laughs it off
>for some reason my friends just laugh it off
>remember how I was literally choking her with a belt and everybody was just laughing at anons shenannigans
>this actually fucking happened, can not even believe it myself
>everybody, including her actually bought into this being some kind of joke
>I wished somebody would play the white knight and bashed my teeth in right there
>have to cringe in actuall shame about my behaviour every time it pops in my head
>they innvited me to some event next week
>think about just ghosting them entirely, they are better off without some psychopathic idiot

>>38276925

>Do something wrong by accident and regret it
>get my ass beat anyway
>become emotionally unstable

Wow how does this work??

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>>38277011
His mom fucking my dad. She believes him not me, and I get fucked over. There is obviously more to the story, but unless you are autistic, can get the idea of how fucked it was.

If I said "no" at all to the fucking cunt I would get punished.
add 5 years to that scenario
>work 4am - 12pm(noon)
>shitty step mom waked me up at 6pm
>You slept to long time to wake up
>dumb cunt doesn't know math
>lies to my fucking dad about what time she wakes me up
>6mo later leave for work one night(morning)
> never return
>I leave clothes, computer, desk, fucking everything but a shitty laptop(dual 1.2ghz non dedicated graphics.)
>fuck em all
>have talked to my step mom only once
>talked to my dad once every 6 months.

pic for proof its me

>>38277160
>>38277011
Cunt fucked the relationship I had with my dad up.

Bitches be:

A: Triflin'
B: Cheatin'
C: Shapeshiftin'
D: All of the above.

>>38277160
My post was dumb and came out wrong, I was referring to myself and relating to it.
Our parents are all fuck ups

>>38277424
I don't think you are wrong. Everyone has their issues. My step mom fucked me up. I was only trying to add my 2 cents to the conversation. Of "how we got these scars"

>>38276964
>woah anon was retarded while drunk and got away with it
they aren't mad at you anon, youre lucky

>dad beats me
>used to pain at this point
>just ignore him
>sometimes snap and throw something at him, leading to more beatings

Didn't affect my mental health other than make me more anxious or something. Ignoring him was a good choice for me, but now he focuses on my lil bro. Hope he turns out all right.

>class/school entirely consists of moroccans and balkan kids with maybe 10% actual whites
>get kicked in the balls by a sandnigger midget
>tell him i'm gonna tell his mom about this after school
>he runs away to his friends

>next playtime
>i shit you not, almost all kids currently outside form a big ring around me in the middle of the play area
>fat balkan bitch comes out and runs against me with full force
>bruises my finger and other kids come to kick me while i lie on the ground
>all teachers inside for some reason, no one coming out to help me
>my little sister sees me lying there and runs inside to get someone
>teacher comes out, group splits and runs away
>teacher tells fat bitch to stay on one side of the playground and me on the other so we don't continue fighting
>goes back inside and never mentions this again

And for some reason, being a racist is frowned upon :~)

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>>38270006
>5th grade
>moving across town, same school so idgaf
>Find out a girl in my class is gonna be in the same neighborhood
>I tell her
>She screams "NO!", And begins crying
>Her friends ask what's wrong and she tells them
>All of them act super sympathetic
>Her sister finds out
>She cries too
>mfw