i feel you elliot, i'm feeling almost the same.
>>38269531
Elliot was such a spergylord..
>absurdly busy during school year, hate all the work but have no time to rest, overexert self to the point of absolute exhaustion
>nothing to do during the break except piss away time and hate myself
I NEED A HAPPY MEDIUM
>>38269923
you have no hobbies?
>>38269902
oringalee
>>38270258
I do, but I need to work to be fulfilled.
I just get down in the dumps when I'm not making marked progression or improvement in my life.
>>38269531
elloits videos always felt comfy
>>38269531
did elliot post here?
>>38270349
if he did he most likely was a anon, i dont know if it was tracked down that he visted 4chan.
>>38270282
then get a really demanding hobby, like something you have a real passion for but you have to make content of some sort. if that makes sense