Venting

I was invited to a party by a friend, I barely go out so I thought I'd better go.
Drunk too much and vomited on my clothes. Don't like this stuff, I'm never going to fit in so I don't know why I bother, it's such a shit time. Also some girl said I was "really weird", fucking cunt. She fell over and asked for a hand so I helped her, only for her to insult me. This was before I got drunk and started acting like a dick, too.

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>the cutest / most fun to talk to girl at work has a girlfriend

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I'm getting to my dream weight and the muscles are clearly visible and I look better than ever.
But that still won't change the fact that there's a huge disappointment in my pants.

silent sob

I ABSOLUTELY AND COMPLETELY HATE NORMALFAGS

>tfw stupid roastie wants sum fuk from me
>want to save virginity for pure qt virgin gf
What do, robots?

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AHHHHHHHDHJXKSBSHSJSJSJSJSJJSJXHXJAJWHHAHAHAHAHHAHAGAGAHAHAGgaghagagahaggahabagahabhsgshshsgahsgagaggaga

Asked out the smartest kindess most beautiful girl I know and have had a crush on after getting friendly with, thought it was goong well but did and and she completly regected me and is now with a total asshole... I dont understand women

>>38268478
i want a gf so bad im so lonely no girl would ever like me whats wrong with me im sick of fucking daydreaming i want it to be real so bad

This is bad. Really bad.
The moment of truth most likely is today. Fuck

>>38269479
What happened, Anon?

orororororigiggannooniggerannooo

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>n this thread: We vent our emotions.
I JUST WANT HER TO BE REAL AND ONLY FOR ME AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAriginally

I AM SORRY JULIANA I JUST WANT YOU TO SHOW AFFECTION TOWARDS ME AGAIN FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK i really do miss you and everything you did for me.

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I DESEVRE THIS IM A PEICE OF SHIT

https://youtu.be/gUIN5Zmzgg8?t=18
me in the current moment

>>38268478
I think i made an ass of myself at a family reunion but at the same time i dont think i did. I talked with everyone and got along very well with everyone. The only thing is my dad is pissed cus i pickrd on my sister and i think he thinks i embarassed him. Honestly it pisses me off because i even took a cousin fishing and made a few good laughs. Like wtf dad, hes so awkward and keeps everything on the inside and im the exact opposite from him. Like literally only his brother would think badly about me and desu hes a judgemental fuck anyway. Im literally just typing so the feeling of worry that i embarassed him will go away. I dont even think i should be worried, my moms not even mad. Shes mad solely because dad is. Fuck this, fuck dad, "youre an infant i dont even think i can lewve you alone" lmao i took care of myself for an entire year alone get the fuck off of it

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i feel my life is slowly coming to a stop. im a social cripple who has no education, no friends, no motivation and constant thoughts of ending myself. i only avoid suicide as it would make me even more of a burden on my parents and relatives.
i only feel like a leech in life and deserve nothing.
sorry for me

>>38271361
Cont because i can feel the feeling going away.

Like literally i did great with 10 of the people there who i genuinly like. 2 i prob didnt get in well with.

10 TO 2, dade pls, ond of them prob didnt even think i did bad, she saw me doing great with others. What a fucking win desu. Ima leave thix board now that i have half as much respect as a fucking troglodite. 10 to 2 or even 10-1.fuck you dad, why you so mad

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>try to pet pretty kitty
>pretty kitty fugkicn stratch me
ITS NOT FAIR I JUST WAN PET PRETTY KITTY WHY WONT KITTY LET ME PET IT WANT TO PET KITTY CAT

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Is feeling that I am the superior god/emperor of the world considered an emotion?

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>girl i met from r9k is being really nice to me
>tolerating my sperg mannerisms
>likes my music
>puts smilies and asks how i'm doing
>she's 7000 miles away

I want to die.

>>38271689
yer getting catfished m8

I feel genuinely unwanted at times, and unloved, I don't feel the opposite on a good day, I just don't care sometimes; I feel as though no one wants anything to do with me, but at the same time feel like my relationships are falling apart because i'm not being the best person I can be to everyone. I don't know if anyone genuinely cares about me anymore, and the only thing keep me from suicide is the thought that I might hurt someone. I care about most of the people I know, and have some friends, but I don't really know if they truly care. Some of my friends use snapchat, and they never really talk to me, but I have it installed just to talk to these people despite this. I find all these facts to be evident that I am in fact a good person, but the way some people treat me makes me doubt it

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>>38271713
What would she/he have to gain from this? I'm not giving her any money, just conversation.

>>38271689
Been there, ends up pretty badly , enjoy the ride and let it flow

>>38271744
Nice dubs. What do you mean it "ends up badly"? I don't think she'd ever be interested in me even if I'm beginning to be interested in her. I could definitely just keep it as a friendship, but part of me wants to just see what would happen.

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>tfw Im going to spend my birthday alone again
At least Im old enough to legally drink

>>38271792
Happy birthday, buddy.

bloxbloxblox

>>38268478
I felt like shit for the whole weekend, but i decided im going to actually do something about it and lose weight, after doing the math i feel estatic at how easy it looks
Im a fairly attractive autist, im just a fatass. I will be popping cherries in no time.

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I THREW AWAY ALL THE CRYPTIC KNOWLEDGE THAT I GOT HERE AND FELL FOR THE ROSTIEST OF ROSTIES IT WASN'T WORTH IT GIVE ME BACK MY VIRGINITY YOU FUCKING SLUT SORRY DAD I'M SUCH A FUCKING DISAPPOINTMENT

>>38271792
youve got your bros at robot nine thousand and one

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I DO NOT WANT TO LOSE THE THRILL THAT IT GIVES ME TO LOOK OUT FROM MY WINDOW AND TO SCOWL AT THE HOUSES FROM MY WORLD IN THE BEDROOM

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WHY COULDN'T I BEEN BORN FEMALE REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

oh well at least im male, gotta carry on

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WHY 4CHAN???!!!!! WHY?!!!!!!!! FCKING BOARD OF SHIT!!!!!

>>38271790
If I tell you, what would be the point, there is a good chance the girl you are talking to is the same one I did talk to going for timezones.

>>38271952
Where was yours from?

>>38271965
Cant say, she has too many info on me

>>38271979
The country, man. Just delete it afterwards.

>>38271987
Not risking it, sorry

>>38271998
No, origineal comment

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I GOT DRUNK AND TOLD MY GIRLFRIEND OF ONE FUCKING MONTH THAT IM NEVER GONNA BE WHOLE AGAIN WITHOUT HER AND THAT I LOVE HER MORE THAN ANYTHING AND SHES THE ONE AND IF WE EVER BREAK UP IM GONNA GO BACK TO BEING SUPER DEPRESSED AND NORMALLY THIS WOULD BE FINE IF LIKE 10 MONTHS TO A YEAR BUT ONE FUCKING MONTH NOW SHES SLIGHTLY MORE CREEPED OUT AND YOU CAN TELL SHES SLIGHTLY LESS RELUCTANT TO TALK TO ME GOD FUCKING DAMNIT WHY DO I RUIN EVERYTHING

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALIFEISMEANINGLESSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

>>38272006
Cool, thanks. I'm good then. For now.

I was just trying to fuck this bitch slash pump and dump but now I'm in a one sided relationship I don't wanna be in and it's been just about 9 months since my original scheme only fucked around a hundred times though

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>>38268478

I am tired of having a life with no meaning
i am tired of feeling worthless everywhere and over everything
i am tired of feeling alienated by society
i am tired of not being able to connect with most people
I am tired of having to work for someone for next to fucking nothing to have all of my fucking money go into a hole
i am tired of being ugly and feeling worthless to the opposite sex, and having to grovel
i hate that even my family looks down on me


i cant fucking take this anymore im only 22 and i feel like i am too far gone to improve even this is barely scratching the surface it takes everything for me to pretend to be normal every day and i know there is nothing to help me.

I want to have confidence, i want to be sucessful but the system is rigged how the fuck am i supposed to do that. i feel like society is nothing but despair.. its like a fucking machine... with my social skills the best i can see for myself is becoming homeless in the future, or being an alone wagecuck/

cant get help the psych system is corrupt, my family doesnt understand and always invalidates my feelings. tells me its all in my head and that i am paranoid and bullshit normie advice
i dont know how much longer i can hack it...


what do i do?

>get drunk
>talk to some girls
>I'm pretty funny when I'm drunk
>eventually get phone numbers of two of them
>text one the next day
>talk to her for like a week
>we decide to go out with my friends not to make it look so intimate
>waited for my friends for like an hour
>awkward silence for most of that time
>when they arrive I order a beer and drink it in like 10 seconds
>later we go out
>my friends can't understand that I want to be alone with her
>they stay with us most of the time
>a friend of mine understands and says that the have to go
>10 minutes alone with her
>do nothing with her because she has to go home
>call my friends
>have other beers
>get fucking D R U N K
>text her "Everything is do wring"
>go home
>cry for literally two hours in bed
>text her "Hey I was pretty drunk last night sorry
I was upset for the university"
>"Oh nevermind anon"
>"Well we had fun last night anyway"
>"Yeah def"
>we haven't been texting for a day
I had a opportunity and I wasted it
I'm a failure
I do not even deserve to sleep

>>38272010
Haha! Been there.

Now you know better for next time (if).

>>38272039
It's what you (originally) deserve

>>38272010#
IM FROM THAT POST AND I MEANT MORE RELUCTANT FUCK MY LIFE DUDE

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i'm really smuggy and comfy right now

>>38271556
Isn't that called megalomania? More of a mental state to be quite honest

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>>38268478
>she cancelled our date

I GOT UP EARLY AND NOW I'M AWAKE AND MISERABLE FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT BITCH

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WHY CAN'T I JUST GET A GF ALREADY I'M TIRED
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGHHH

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im lonley af but have no drive to ever try and make a friend

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>>38268478
every time i get a rejection from a job application im loosing a part of my sanity
i just want a job
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
why do i have to suffer so much

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Normalfags are the most boring, cookie-cutter, entitled, self-centered, ignorant, insensitive, impatient, and cruel pieces of shit. Truly the bottom of the barrel of humanity.

nothing is the same anymore after that conversation we had. Nothing makes me happy not even you because I know you'll always love him more than me and you even have the guys to tell me the same guy that fucked you and left makes you happy. I fucking hate you but I fucking love you.

>>38271914
Nigga what the fuck else could you have been?

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When i go, dont care about my immortal soul
Yeah when i go
When i go
When i go
When i go
Just let me rot in a dark hole
When i go
When i go
When i go