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>tfw never made any friends & 22 year old kissless virgin boy. Just came to realiziation that i'm going to be an old person one day & my brain is going to turn off one day & i'll die & i'll waste my life doing nothing but being a lonely person in my room all day

music for this feel pls
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>>38264591
https://youtu.be/sPEsJE15XSs
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>>38264591
your life is your life. Do with it what you want, and/or learn to want what you do. Meditate. Read. Socialize.
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>>38264591
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7kqI5fAlv5E&t=37s
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G9KsvZI98yU
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=on4k_pQW5N0
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>>38264593
its hard to im too scared to do anything man ):
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>>38264595
do you want to do anything?
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can the mods ban these threads already.
the same albums get posted everytime.
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>>38264597
can you kill yourself you degenerate tripfag
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>>38264591
https://youtu.be/n3ZmnYfHNqQ
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>>38264593
Is meditation recommendable and what can you achieve by doing it?
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>>38264591
Depressed people usually dont make it to old age. They get heart disease or cancer and shit like that.
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>>38264591
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=usfiAsWR4qU

It's never too late to learn the REAL reason why you are here
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6yEgcb167k4

Always the best when depressed for loneliness :)
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>22
>Calling yourself a "boy"

Start by growing the fuck up. Jesus. Maybe that's why girls don't like you.
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>>38264601
Thank god, too. Could you imagine growing to be a senile idiot withering away?
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>>38264598
you first
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>>38264604
no i'm just selectively mute & can't talk in social situations & never have. can't talk to boys or girls. Not sure why that of all things triggers you
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>>38264591
>mfw a pretty hot girl who is into sonic youth asked me out on a date today
>mfw I'm a literal 3.5/10 and she's a 7/10
>mfw I turn her down because I know she's to pretty for me
Its not all that good anon, it felt nice to be wanted but at the same time you know in the back of your mind she would never like the date, I share your pain.
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>>38264607
somehow u have internet and access to a pc or smartphone. whoever is paying for those things. try talking to them to help you out
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>>38264608
How do you get girls to ask you out?

t. 24 and never had that happen
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>>38264593
>meditate. read.
2 useless things
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>>38264609
i think i just need to get on anti-depressants man.. i cant talk to people other than my family just go to college & go back. so fucking scared.
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>>38264607
>Not sure why that of all things triggers you
Imagine running across someone who claims to have nothing left. His spirit is broken, he lies limp on the sidewalk barely lifting a fist to shake at the world that has undone him so. Naturally you want to help the man up, and assure him that you can help him see a better day just behind the horizon. But when you get close he spits a pathetic mist at you and moans to leave him alone, all hope is lost. At first he does his every time you approach, but soon he continues to writhe and whine as long as he can see you. You've now spent hours trying to help this boneless figure find his humanity, yet he insists you are just trying to hurt him. At what point do you finally give up and leave them to their fate?
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>>38264610
Either A) flirt with them until you can tell they like you and get them to admit it or B) they like your style of clothes/hair/musical tastes and they ask you outright.

It's really not that hard, I was just taken back by the fact that a attractive girl could be into me.
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>>38264605
Yeah no shit
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>>38264591
Friends and relationships can be shitty too, you're not really worse off than anyone else.
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>>38264612
Jesus Christ is pot legal in your state, if it is just smoke tonnes of it, its the best thing for chilling the fuck out which it sounds like you need to do, calm down anon.
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>>38264614
>flirt with them

Welp. never mind. I can't even make eye contact with girls, especially cute ones.
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>>38264612
>i think i just need to get on anti-depressants man..
no. you'll just become a zombie and end up worse when the withdrawal kicks in

try attending church
or join a music club

meds are the fucking worst.
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>>38264617
Not necessarily, I have social anxiety problems and weed just gave me a panic episode. Being high was like living in a nightmare.
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>>38264613
Now go and brag of thy present happiness, whosoever thou art, brag of thy temperature, of thy good parts, insult, triumph, and boast; thou seest in what a brittle state thou art, how soon thou mayst be dejected, how many several ways, by bad diet, bad air, a small loss, a little sorrow or discontent, an ague, &c.; how many sudden accidents may procure thy ruin, what a small tenure of happiness thou hast in this life, how weak and silly a creature thou art.
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>>38264613
OP read this over and over until it makes sense.
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>>38264613
>At what point do you finally give up and leave them to their fate?
probably not after suggesting to not call myself a "boy" as if it was perfect advice or if it even fucking matters dude

>>38264617
my only friend i have online suggested to smoke hookah or smoke weed too, but it's not legal here i'm on east coast & he's in california.. thing is is that i'm too scared to even go find out how to get weed or anything. i am not an ugly guy or not confident in my looks, i just don't know how to talk. I can only talk online outside of quick yes or no's. i just go to school & come home.

been thinking of depressing shit ever since i turned 22 a couple weeks ago & i just dont know what to do. Really really considering anti-depressants i'll try anything at this point instead of wasting my youth being sad
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>>38264621
Read the Book of Job
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>complaining about being a kissless virgin
>at 22

lmao casual
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>>38264623
>. i am not an ugly guy or not confident in my looks, i just don't know how to talk.
nvm you don't have depression. you have egoism
you're too scared to acknowledge that you aren't shit

go watch mulholland drive lynch made it for people like you
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>>38264623
and also. go date a fat chick or somebody you redeem "ugly" to lose your virginity

>inb4 no i don't wanna do it
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>>38264591
So are you gonna sit their and wallow in your filth or are you gonna go out there and do something with yourself?

Don't victimize yourself, you lazy sack of shit. Do something. Google things to do. Download dating apps. Get some hobbies. Your life is ony as shitty as you let it become. Don't be the little bit h who makes excuses. There are no excuses. You let yourself become dominated by your shyness. Now its time to take back control. You're still young. Dont let yourself become that old man. Live fast, die young.

Hurt - Johnny Cash
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>>38264611
>reading
>useless
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>>38264623
Talk to people you suspect are potheads and ask them for a score, I've met three so far and I've only been on my course for a few weeks, the ones become my regular dealer, it feels good.
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Well boo fucking hoo for you cunt, what are you gonna do, feel sorry for yourself every day the rest of your life? pathetic cunt.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=od4pgqWdiCA
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get a blow up doll. its like the real thing
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>>38264628
Is this satire?
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>>38264629
name one book thats still relevant
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>>38264633
its truth
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>>38264634
the bible
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>>38264609
Nice trips brotherman
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>>38264634
mein kampf
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>>38264636
God tells them they will die if they eat the fruit. But they eat it and do not die. Is this a lie?

Able sacrifices to God and God is pleased. Yet he lets Cain murder Able. What purpose were Able's sacrifices? And that's just 6 pages in.
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>>38264626
i know i'm not shit, i'm just saying that I'm not the typical ugly guy too scared to talk in social situations. I mean I used to be ugly & not be able to talk as well. & even after i grew up & started getting better looking & thinner & had better clothes it still doesn't help. I really don't have a fucking ego, i just have zero confidence & next to zero self-esteem.

>>38264627
i would love too go date anyone. Or just have one friend who i could connect with. I just can't calm down enough to fucking talk to people dude. It's more than just social acceptance from being a virgin or anything. I just cant calm down & talk to people. Look up selective mutism, it's a childhood disorder that I never got diagnosed with but it's absolutely what I have. Can't fucking talk.

>>38264630
I tried i'm going back to school in august & i'll try again. Guy who used to sit next to me smelled like what I probably thought was weed but never could ask him in a class or anything. Idk..

>>38264631
at this point i probably will. I dont want to though man. When i was a kid 15 & couldn't talk i thought everything would be better & i would be able to talk when i was older but shit never happened.
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>>38264639
good book isn't it. god revealed how humans aren't loyal
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>>38264639
also shoutouts to god for letting us know. women will always pick the bad boy aka the devil over betas like adam
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>>38264639
>But they eat it and do not die. Is this a lie?
Really bro? I had no idea Adam and Eve were still around, do you still hang out with them?
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>>38264620
I feel this, I hate when people just say to smoke weed to fix depression, if I'm around people I just get uncomfortable and weird
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You should join Scientology, its given me my life back. And no, I dont give them any money.
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>>38264640
Wow, thats sucks. Sorry i called you a cunt then.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=r3RCb0I5D7k
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>>38264611
t. Useless Idiot Human Waste
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>>38264647
says the guy who convinced themselves theres anything valuable in literature
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>>38264643
When does it mention they will have eternal life? It does not. And why is it good to have eternal life? Would I not be much more amused by a 60 year life riddled with worries and pains than eternal life as an animal?
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>>38264649
How about you actually read the Bible, and then come to me with questions that aren't immediately answered in the text.
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>>38264649
op here, side note i so wish i was a religious person. The older I get the worse I feel about my lack of belief in a god. Getting older makes me even more sad. I'd do anything to believe in a god, but I know I won't be able to truly believe it..
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>>38264651
just listen to meme buddhism

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eu0RtEG6V4A
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>>38264652
saved this.. Not sure if serious or not, but man I'll try anything.

Has anti-depressants helped anyone here? Or any other previously depressed people? Because I just can't stop thinking bad thoughts & in public i'm just an anxious guy who would rather skip school to avoid group work than just sit there an introduce myself to someone.
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>>38264650
Oh yeah? You can't answer that and neither did the Bible. It assumes everyone desires eternal life without pain. What a crock. Why would I want eternal life? Am I supposed to desire eternal life because... the Bible implies I should? I'm not well read in Buddhism, but I'm pretty sure the entire effort is to escape eternal life. And Buddhism long outlives Christianity. The Bible only seems mystical when you look at the world through cross tinted glasses.
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someone told me that if I got a job I'd be a normie

I have a legit job and it's been three weeks and I am still a five star autist, fuck you anon
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xSi_FE52TAY
It's perfect
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OP here I've also taken adderall since 2012 almost daily. Sometimes I skip it like today I'm not on it. Idk what to do man..
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>>38264654
Seriously dude, in the Bible the Garden of Eden was a perfect place where there was no death, no evil, no shortcoming. It was like living in eternal perfection. They blatantly state that, it's your fault for being blinded by autistic rage.
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>>38264648
you realize that the position you're holding is not a defensible one and that you're coming off like a total retard, right?
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>>38264658
no death, no evil, no shortcoming
Sounds incredibly boring.

Why didn't god make existence for Adam and Eve a white 4 wall room with nothing inside? Isn't perfection the same in any environment?
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>>38264660
>Existence was once perfect
>WOW SOUNDS BORING WHAT WOULD I BITCH ABOUT INCESSANTLY ON A CHINESE SEWING FORUM???
Lol my man idk what to tell you. I guess I'm glad you get so much happiness out of such a unnecessarily stressful life.
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>>38264657
Unprescribed? Either way, stimulant addiction is not fun.
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>>38264591
>22 year old kiss less virgin
I could take not having friends but I wouldn't be able to cope with this, Jesus. I guess all I can say is socialise more, Idk, maybe you'll meet someone. Fuck that seems rough. Most of the "depression" music I listen to relates to a relationship that actually happened in someway, so I'm not sure I'd be much of a help to you. Just know that life is all that you make it really and we're all going to die and anything that we achieve as humans isn't going to matter as whatever memory you leave behind will be destroyed when our planet collapses or civilization ends or whatever. Idk I find that somewhat comforting but I guess it could trigger an existential crisis. Get well soon anon, mate.
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>>38264662
perscribed of course.

>>38264663
that's the most depressing sad thought or "advice" that I try every day trying to stave off from dwelling on. God what a terrible thing to read.
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>>38264661
existence was once perfect but god pulled an epic prank by creating a talking snake guy and places a booby trap in his garden of literal perfection forever.
i am now supposed to pretend this is real and become fulfilled by my pretending.
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>>38264653
>Has anti-depressants helped anyone here?
my doctor gave me both xanax and ativan. first month it worked. then the tolerance kicked in and i had to up my dosage. then i had the worst withdrawals of my life that i was this close to necking myself

now i just exercise daily and force myself to talk to ppl.
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>>38264591
Some classic Earl Sweatshirt. Depressive and creepy as hell.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6BeWdsGr2k8
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>>38264662
it's not addiction btw, it's from adhd or something. Idk but i take it think i should stop maybe it's not good.

>>38264666
sorry to hear that anon. I ask because my mom & dad & everyone in my family really has a history of depression & takes anti-depressants. Mom says that if she misses taking them she just feels "off" or "weird". I'm definitely fearful of it getting worse like what you went through though. I usually hate taking pills & things.
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>>38264665
Sorry I triggered you so hard. Jesus still loves you.
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>>38264591
Don't come here, it will destroy whatever amount of spirit you have left.
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>>38264666
Well neither of those are anti-depressants.
I was on zoloft a year, stopped cold turkey and didnt even notice.
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>>38264669
>implication of rage which isn't there
Looks like I've unmasked the confidence trickster.
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>>38264671
guessing it didnt help at all? Why didn't you try another anti-depressant then?
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>tfw lonely and autistic
>tfw not even attractive enough to fill the hole with one night stands

thanks mom and dad for your shit tier life ruining genetics
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>>38264672
nope just satan giving you false hope.
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>>38264673
The newer supposedly better ones dont have generics yet and I dont have insurance. Paxil helped me but I just kept smoking weed which kind of negates the anti depressant. I kind of like being depressed to tell u the truth.
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>>38264663
>I could take not having friends but I wouldn't be able to cope with this, Jesus.

Nigger please. I've talked to virgins in their thirties.
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>>38264591
Protip: If you get into the right state of mind, all music is depression music

It's how I've lived my life for as long as I can remember
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>>38264676
why what are the benefits? endless suffering?

>>38264677
:(
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>>38264653
Yeah dog I had AVPD and depression for the past 4 years then about a month ago I just took back control of my life.

I had never spoken about this with anyone I know in real life and I literally couldn't connect with anyone despite having "friends". I know whats it's like, it's lonely and isolating even though you are surrounded by people. I couldn't smoke weed either it would just make my symptoms worse.

I can't give you any advice, but what happened to me was that I just completely stopped giving a shit what others said about me. Be honest with yourself and you know what needs to be done to fix your problem. Therapy barely does shit.
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>>38264675
Okay, confidence trickster.
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>>38264678
i think i'm in that mindstate, even the poppiest cheerful music has depressing undertones & things that come off sad to me. I just want something soothing to help me

>>38264680
how did you stop caring? I wish I could & I've been close to this but I still just can't stop caring about what other say or feel about me. I just come off as a no personality quiet guy
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https://youtu.be/5Epj2nStQrk
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YhvN-lEPCsI
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>>38264601
It's the one hope I still have in life, they managed to forcibly revive me through a full 24 hours of intensive care in an ICU but all I have to do is continue eating excessively and lying on the floor every day and I'll die soon enough, there's no cure for depression that has already lasted for over a decade.
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>>38264591
Think about it like this.
Your brain is going to shut off and die one day no matter what you do, no matter how safe you play it, you'll get old and die. So why not go balls to the wall to turn your life into everything you've ever wanted? I know it's not very deep advice but if you fully commit yourself to it it could make you happy. Just food for thought
When I'm down I like the Alan Parson Project's Tales of Mystery and Imagination
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>>38264674
Don't blame your parents for your lack of game. Anyone can get laid. Literally anyone.
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>>38264686
i've thought of it like that but you know...easier said than done I guess. I've had my mindset on "lifes short who cares I'll just go out & I dont care about what these people see of me or think of my I'm just going to say what ever" & it just ends up with me silently panicking & too scared to say anything or make eyecontact or move or anything.

Thank you for your recommendation I'll listen to them after this.
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>>38264681
the only trickster that exists is satan
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>>38264685
Theres some kind of electronic device they can install in your brain I saw on 60 minutes. It supposedly works big time.
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>>38264682
>i think i'm in that mindstate, even the poppiest cheerful music has depressing undertones & things that come off sad to me. I just want something soothing to help me
Well in that case, pop music is the best choice rather than the sort of stuff this board would recommend

Having lived with depression for my entire adult life, when I get into a terrible funk, the best music to get you through (and not just let you wallow) is something that's poppy enough to be able to listen to on repeat for a day so you don't have to do much thinking, getting caught up in things like what should I listen to next will just leave me giving up on life and sleeping through the day but if you can get something playing on repeat all day that's enjoyable (but sad)...it's easier to at least go through the motions and pretend to be alive

Living with depression is just about not thinking about life too much, like it's been years since I thought about being a virgin or caring (I'm 25) because I just try to let life pass me by so I don't have to think about it, it's not like anyone else cares, so why should I?
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>>38264611
meditation enables you to stay in shitty states, which in turn makes those states less effective. it's not magic, but it can make you more balanced
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>>38264663
>>38264664
Yeah that's fucking depressing
I actually think I'm having an existential crisis now
Thanks you fucking cunt
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>>38264689
Ah, I see, confidence trickster.
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>>38264687
my mom is just as socially autistic so it's pretty fair to assume I got it from her because I look just like her
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>>38264691
I've been just listening to poppy brainless stuff already it hurts though hearing someone say "we're young" or whatever or old pop songs from 80s or 2010s or whatever makes me sad, i just need something that'll not let me wallow in the depression just help soothe or relieve me good advice otherwise though
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>>38264690
Well, I think the main issue with living a reclusive depressed life for long enough is that even if you were cured, you have no way to get your life back on track anymore without intensive years of work

Like you basically have to be bipolar to get out of depression because you need that sort of irrational mania to counteract the fucked up situation depression brought
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>>38264679
I dunno I just got used to it. When I was on anti depressants and not depressed, I was more easily bored with too much energy.
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>>38264696
I don't specifically mean poppy as in popular, just that it works to play it on repeat, like the verse/chorus/verse...personally, I've even gone so far as to listen to a track like "A Raincoat's Room" by Swell Maps for two days straight because it's a song that repeats itself anyway so it makes it perfect for playing a thousand times over
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>>38264693
gave me a panic attack i think, fucking absolutely terrible ugh
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>>38264699
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See, anti-depressants dont work for me because i'm depressed about the fact I cant live forever. They work for someone whos girlfriend cheated on them or they lost their job.
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How do I meet girls /mu/? Hard mode: no school, work, or bars
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>>38264704
>Hardmode: no viable options other than fairy tale meet ups
go where people are you fucking rimjob
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>>38264660
The fact that it's a perfect place makes it literally impossible to be boring
Retard
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>>38264703
Me too but i think everyones sad about that too. no one is happy about it for sure
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>>38264705
I'm clueless. I was a recluse from 15-23. Got my first gf through OKC but online dating sucks.
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>>38264706
Perfection is a human concept. It's not something that actually exists, friend.
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>>38264705
Uh, not everyone on this board is young enough to go to school, cut all ties with our past at a young age and have gotten fired from our jobs and are currently rotting away in our apartment and have to avoid drinking to stay conscious for whatever tail end of life there is left to experience

That said, I don't know why that guy can't go to those three places
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>>38264707
I dunno, I work with a bunch of happy old people and I can tell theyve never thought about it much realistically. Its like they live in a lower conscience.
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>>38264710
I might go to community college but I hear it's not a great place to meet people. I have a job and work at home - could get one but that seems silly just to meet people and what if the people suck? And finally, I don't drink and wouldn't want a girl who hangs at bars
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>>38264711
Everyone thinks that they are more conscience than others when it's not true
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>>38264709
Whatevs trevs
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>>38264591

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MkmU4zcA0i0
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go on tinder you idiot (or grindr)
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>>38264591
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=98AJUj-qxHI
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>>38264713
I disagree, people who never touched drugs arent.
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>>38264591
go to church

don't give in the normie meme of sex before marriage

before you all call me faggot, I am married and it's a choice I am glad i made

heres a depression/loneliness album for you too
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>>38264716
I'm on Tinder. Hundreds of cuties but none of them are relationship material and none of them can hold a convo. Out of the hundreds there were maybe 5 that I could've seen myself going out with, but they either lived an hour away (I don't live in a heavily populated area), or revealed they used to use Tinder for hookups, or I grew to like them less, or they ghosted me.

Most of the girls are there for ego boosting and to be entertained by pickup lines and guys flirting with them heavily. Every other profile says "send me your best pickup line". I'm not about that shit. I could play the game, but for what? Screwing random chicks that get passed around on Tinder and probably have herpes and whose personality I don't like doesn't appeal to me.
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>>38264718
But anon drugs are for losers! My parents, pastors, teachers, boss and government tell me so!
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>>38264721
thats what he's saying dude
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>>38264713
>>38264718
>conscience
I was curious if you guys were just pretending to be retarded but now I see it was just a meme conversation

Consciousness =/= conscience
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>>38264718
i've never touched drugs other than prescription adderall & i think about death every day & it depresses me beyond belief. what a pathetic post.
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>>38264719
NO ONE WANTS AN ALIEN
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>>38264719
thank you I love the wipers & that album i'll listen to that now
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>>38264723
just a bunch of semantics. if you really don't understand what either of us are talking about than you're the autistic retarded one.
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>>38264727
It means you don't know how to spell and probably haven't finished high school and therefore your meme opinions on an anonymous Korean cookery forum don't matter but no one will care when you die either way so rest easy and don't get too rustled
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>>38264724
Been there man. Hold out. Things can change. I'm not going to tell you they will change, because of course things sometimes don't for some people, but knowing that they can change where it felt completely impossible before is a powerful thing. My whole life turned around this last year and part of it is realising that there's a worthwhile human being under that shitty facade that depression throws around you like a dark cloak. All the best x

Also, these albums literally saved my life in part - Heaven bless you Mark Hollis

https://youtu.be/HSfGvuiFOWI
https://youtu.be/R7FxqsNO4-Y
https://youtu.be/xGKrWuo8a8c
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>>38264712
>a place filled with clubs where people your age hang out isnt a good place to meet people
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>>38264724
I didnt say everyone, but I think more and more each year people are becoming less religious, and religious people who genuinely believe it dont fear death as much. Thats my opinion.
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>>38264719
this

but not for the same reasons as that anon. Christian girls are easy.

They're all friendly and welcoming, don't you know, so the bible tells them so.

they're either so horny from abstinence or really slutty to rebel against their christian daddies. You can't lose. Helps if you already have bible knowledge tho

t. guy who lost his Vcard to the youth group junior leader
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>>38264728
yeah nope i've finished high school & can spell. seems really depressing to go around spell checking everyone when you can still understand fully what people are saying.

>>38264729
thank you for the kind words really means a lot. I hope things can change this year.. 22 & I'll start re listening to those talk-talk albums havent listened to them in some time. thank you

>>38264731
I wish i genuinely was religious. Really hurts.
>>
I don't usually post anything here or anywhere because I dunno how to talk to people either even online but yeah I started taking this anti depressant called citalopram as a last resort kinda thing and after about a month I started to feel a lot more balanced and less anxious about everything, even started going out again and doing normal shit without constant fear in my mind. I did have the occasional off day and one lame side effect but other than that I'd say it's definitely worth a shot if u really feel that bad. also a good album to listen to = independency by bark psychosis.
hope things get better for u
>>
>>38264732
>t. good-looking
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>>38264734
>citalopram
op here. this celexa is the same anti-depressant my mom takes. What was your lame side effect?

I'll check out that album as well.
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>>38264735
I was undoubtedly a 6/10 at the time. It was before I got /fit/.

I know christian girls are different because I was ignored by girls in school but had tons of femfriends in church
>>
>>38264731
Having grown up in a reclusive religious subculture, the religious people are definitely far more afraid of death than the non-religious, but I guess it really depends on what religion you are talking about...all the religious people ever talked about is how we'll all be punished by God and the world is ending and the rapture is coming and you better be ready, terrifying stuff, I almost feel sorry for them but then I remember the stuff they do to the less fortunate that don't hold their beliefs and I wish hell existed so they could all burn their for eternity
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>>38264655
I've been working for 3 years now, it really does help. I'm still a piece of shit and an absolute mess, but I'm 100% certain I'd be way worse if I hadn't been working this whole time.
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>>38264738
>but then I remember the stuff they do to the less fortunate that don't hold their beliefs

Wut? My church gives fucktons of money to starving Muslims in third-world countries.
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>>38264738
Yeah but if they believe in god they must believe in something after this life which removes a lot of the fear.
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>>38264591
I woke up feeling this. I'm only 18 though.

Try this:

https://rateyourmusic.com/release/album/oxbow/the_narcotic_story/
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>>38264716
you have to be super attractive to get anywhere on tinder as a dude
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>>38264741
No, because the fear comes from the idea that you are going to fuck up and face punishment from the divine, they are kept in line through fear not excitement

>>38264740
Eh, as I said, the place I grew up was very reclusive, they did not believe in outreach so much as keeping everyone else away from them and believing anything that helped those people was encroaching on their rights
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>>38264736
decreased sex drive, or difficulty having an orgasm. lol
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>>38264739
probably doesn't help that I fucking hate it but oh well
>>
>>38264744
Face punishment when, in this life or after we die?
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>>38264745
What about weight gain or losing your hair?
>>
Not music but go watch Welcome to the NHK it'll either make or break you
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>>38264746
What field are you in?
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>>38264749
>/mu/ is the nu-anime board
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>>38264747
Both, I suppose but moreso when you die, like making people think if they do things they will be punished for it, that's how religion was originally designed

I've worked with the sorts of people who had actually stood outside someone's house with a knife, ready to kill them for stealing his girlfriend but stopped because they believed God wouldn't approve, it's sad how distraught those sorts of people get when they believe God is judging them for something they did wrong (and often in their irrational fears, they just do worse things)
>>
>>38264751

We /r9k/ now

Original please
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>>38264750
I'm an emt, I'm no good at it and when a junkie takes a swing at me I have to put up with it until the cops come and set him straight because I can't do shit

Not to mention everybody's a fucking redneck

this board is disgusting and I hate that I'm posting on it
>>
>>38264591

https://m.soundcloud.com/elifilosov/oneofone
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>>38264732
>>38264737
My church had these too, I just rejected them in highschool because I'm not a tool that went to church to fuck the youth group

Here's another album, listen to it along with Damaged if you haven't already
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>>38264634
Hitch hikers guide to the galexy
Notes from underground
the hobbit
Confederacy of dunces
Choke
Casca series for fun
>>
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=994OnlTR-oc

no response
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>>38264592
This is pretty good, I dig the acoustic folk-punk stuff.
>>
https://youtu.be/x_wgw5LejPQ
https://youtu.be/rQSqQkMwDik
https://youtu.be/9Pp9DC56hh8
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>>38264597
Leave this fucking board, tripfag. Nobody wants you here, you scum.
>>
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4_nWRVCNwg4

>unironically enjoy and relate with gg's music
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>>38265939
theres nothing wrong with that, man
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SAUpOohn8iw

>too late to die young, and too young to burn out
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>>38265939
>being this normie and thinking youre an outsider
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>>38264699
>pushing the NUmale meme in current year
Top kek, you brainlet
>>
>>38265939
GG is unironically good
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R__9D3E55lg
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