>alcohol makes me feel happy and safe
>but it also completely fucks up my memory and turns me into a retard
the eternal dilemma
>>38251378
>doesnt even make me feel good anymore
Heroin is supposed to be ok right?
I don't even drink that much anymore but I had an alcoholic summer a few years ago after my ex broke up with me and now the damage is done. Memory permanently fucked up.
>anon you said you would do this when we talked earlier today!
>we talked today?..
I'm also starting to not be able to recognize faces or voices, but I'm not sure if that's from booze.